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I'm sorry for your recent loss. I can still see the shades of people and relationships I cherished yet lost, but these magnitudinous things which define and change our lives are the result of so many minute miracles, following a narrative which hangs by a thin thread and at the same time, I've come to see as theatrical and inevitable, with each constituent only in its own place, which moves with purpose, and only its purpose, as if poetry. I have trouble convincing myself if the vicissitudes of life are fate or endless cascades of little miracles. For me this comes by the gaining and losing of close relations and the death of loved ones, and I was truly touched by your sorrow over your loss of your grandfather. It's so magical, life can go any of innumerable ways and in any moment we're only ever in awe at how intricate, complex, grand our own history and life have been, and however dear those things all are to us, I struggle to reconcile this with the knowledge we would sing the same hymns to our own life and all its colors and infinite unique pathways in most of any way it could have gone. This is ultimately ineffable and unfathomable, and I'm definitely not enough of a poet to capture this. But I appreciated your video a lot, so thank you for posting this, and I hope you can find solace in the knowledge you already have that we just never know and the greatest things in our lives are only ever predictable in hindsight, and in tremendous loss we may gain just as much at any moment, the same way a stream over a precipice can change its path entirely from a small protrusion, which otherwise might mean nothing.
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as someone with bipolar, borderline personality disorder, amongst other fun diagnoses, i always find it interesting how mental illness relates to shamanism, divine madness, and sacred fury. especially in the absence of prescribed modern pharmaceuticals, i am prone to wild mood swings, bouts of anger and rage, disassociation, depersonalization, lack of impulse control, and reckless, self-endangering behavior. tis interesting to think of what those fellows were going through psychologically
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