Comments by "marialiyubman" (@marialiyubman) on "I’ve Turned My Home Into a Rubbish Tip | the Hoarder Next Door s1 ep1 | Only Human" video.

  1. When he says Tina is locked in a childlike phase.. I get it.. The best time of my life was early childhood and I surround myself with things that remind me of that time because it makes me remember a time when everyone was alive, was healthy and I had people who loved me unconditionally… I totally get why people live in their childhood…
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  2. The worst thing about opening up to someone about a problem like hoarding, or in my case, not being able to clean up after myself due to chronic fatigue and pain, is that you can tell them not to judge you a thousand times, but then they leave and the first thing they say is: I can’t believe she lives like this, I would at least do X, but she didn’t…” I’ve heard people I know and am friends with say that about others, so I know it’s inescapable. And the shame of looking that person in the eye after is just too much, because I already judge myself harshly for being “dirty”, so much so, that one more person looking at me like that would be too much.
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  3. Exactly
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  4. Allison and Zoe look so intimidating, but they’re so sensitive I just wanna cry… Thank you Allison and Zoe ❤️😭
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  5. Thank God those magazines didn’t have sewing patterns. I know people who would keep them for the patterns and they would murder you if you even implied at moving them. Lol.
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  6. 5:22 that bull in the sparkly knotted sweater will haunt my dreams forever… omg.. 😱
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