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  7. My (...hot...) cousin was schizophrenic and we were always close when young. We had similar goofy personalities and were always clown types (kinda' like the type who is dorky and not always funny to others, but always happy just being silly with one another). We were always okay with being intellectually "weird" or completely egregious with our "matter of fact" curiosities. Of course, with this type of dynamic in play, we experimented sexually with each other. I later was told she had a legit genius iq. After she went back to Texas she developed severe schizophrenia in her late teens. When I saw her the first time again (at about 20 yrs old and she was 22), I thought she was joking with me. I thought she was just being silly when she talked about "mechanical amoeba in her joints" pissing her off and the "Cayenne Mountain underground government complex" that controlled them. So we were laughing a lot until I EVENTUALLY realized... this was a frightening reality (and it IS frightening to encounter). There was an absolutely crazy-novel world of narrative that she had going on... It was fascinating in its nuanced detail. Like, I'd silently be asking myself if she somehow was part of some powerful cult or Illuminati, etc. or somehow TRULY had access to incredible experiences because her accounts of such wacky stuff was SO confident and descriptive. It was fascinating to hear... for a while. It kept seeming like our convos would vacillate between her elaborate lucid lies (like to where I just thought it was a complete bs show), distanced polite conversation (not like when we were young and we were WAY candid with one another), and scary interjections of a seriously-diseased lack of wherewithal from her that incapacitated her agency. One interesting thing I noticed was that she was still able to be a complex real-world thinker... when she wanted (she just seemed to never want to dedicate mental energy to it beyond her own bs stories). So it wasn't like her brain had degraded with the disease to no longer do math or solve problems, etc. Was this at least part lie? Ya' know what it felt like to me? it felt like a big irritating show after a while and ti felt like she knew it and just didn't care... where she'd purposely sabotage banal discussion (or discussion not focused on her) or any real world responsibility, etc. It was like she decided to go inside herself and never come out again... She had deemed society, the external world, and what it had to offer simply not worth it... and I understand completely.
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