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  32.  @queenangelise7284  Maybe you have Atypical Depression, i was like you at your age (i'm 22 now), and i never actually ended upkilling anyone(though once i bought the tools, that was fucked up), you mention being resented, and in my vase i was being horribly bullied everyday, you don't sound indiferent, you soundlike you care, in a wounded, potentially destructive way. What you describe souds more like the pressence of a lot of pain, rather than the absence of affection (hatred is affection, negative,but affection nevertheless), also, most people who actually do antisocial things, do it operating on a belief system tha encourages and justifies those actions (like nihilism or cosmic pesimism for example), i think you probably need someone to be compassionate to you, you also sound like feel a lot of repressed guilt, despite claiming otherwise, you sound like i did when i thought i must be a psychopath for having aused harm to even the people i actually love. Humans are complex, and there is more than one possible explanation for the things you are experiencing, so ask help from profesionals whenever you can,and research as much ass you can, you are only 12, and even if you where at risk of psychopathy, like having Conduct Disorder (ASPD for childre), there's still hope of developing a normal, healthy emotional range, and social skills, with proper guidance (that also goes for the Asperger's, wich i have by the way).There's always a way, never loose hope. Wish you love and happiness!
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  104.  @christinabeyer9298  "...you think autistic people are actually show psychopathic traits, when it's so clear that's actually impossible, and they also can be worse criminals and these articles should be the proof autistic people and psychopaths are actually equal in their whole behavior."Ok, so let me get this straight, you think I am conflating the two conditions, which I'm not, and on the other hand, you seem to believe that a comorbid case of ASD and ASPD, is, actually, 100% IMPOSSIBLE, that such a thing does not exist, when in fact, such cases are well documented and they are being thouroghly studied. Hell, in the VERY SAME article from "Psychology Today" you sent me, it says that, even though they are RARE they DO EXIST. I have never believed, or stated that Psychopathy (in it's MANY forms and variations) and Autism (in it's ALSO several different forms with varying manifestations) are the same thing, the fact that you think I'm THAT ignorant, imbecilic and IDIOTIC, actually INFURIATES me, to a level that you couldn't possibly understand, I feel indignation and hatred right now, but that's beside the point. PD: I sent you THREE scientific reports, NOT TWO, and the first one doesn't conflate the two different conditions, it is rather a comprehensive analysis of the constructs of Empathy, Autism, Psychopathy and the comorbid diagnosis, currently referred to by the forensic community as "Crimminal Autistic Psychopathy", a construct wich has merited thourough neuropsychological and statistical research. The third one, analyzes the reliationship between the "Dark Triad" personality traits (mainly, Machiavellianism and PSYCHOPATHY!), and Alexythimia, an underlying, subclinical condition with a strong neurophysiological basis, commonly studied for it's association with, wait for it... Autistic Spectrum Disorders (Including Aspeger's Syndrome).
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  105. I was verbally and emotionally abused mainly by my teacher's, especially the principal (she was an androphobic, homophobic feminazi, and whenever I seeked help because I was being constantly bullied, pranked and assaulted by my peers, she would justify them telling me that it was because of how much of a sissy I was), they would sermon me about being a man (I was 11), and they would stick their long nails on my arm, and tell to stop being such an annoying, crying pussy. Now I'm quite conflicted whenever I encounter women that reassemble the fake-nice, patronizing, condescending attitude of elementary school teachers, I don't want to be a misogynist, I hate misogynists, like the ones who mistreated my mom and my female friends right in front of me when I was a child, but I have this resentful animosity towards this type of women, and I also have severe Cluster B Personality traits ( ALL OF THE CLUSTER B, Antisocial unlawful behavior, deceitfulness and substance not to long ago, Narcissistic entitlement, arrogance, self-obsession, egocentric machiavellianism and the deliberate manipulation, Borderline conflicting self image, idealization-devaluation cycle, dayly emotional rollercoaster, between feeling extremely depressed, remorseful, angry, grieved and suicidal, and feeling good, joyful, loving, loved and hopeful, Histrionic dramatic expressions of emotion and performative behaviors to draw attention to me in social situations, and feeling extremely frustrated, anxious, sad and angry when I stop being the attention center, I just can't f*ck!ng stand not being the star of the show!, I know it's f*cked-up, but I feel actually suicidally sad and worthless if I'm not paid attention to during a reunion, or party, or just any gathering of people), wow, Holy sh!t, that was a LOOOONG freaking parentheses!, Well, I'm TRYING to manage the f***ed-up behaviors ( especially the antisocial ones, even though the destructive angst isn't going away any time soon). Hope you will achieve some justice for all the kids who get screwed by their teachers.
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  154.  @blobcity3591  My bullies groped me, stuck sharp objects in my butt, beat me up while the by standing kids where cheering at them for "teaching the f@ggot a lesson", threatened to torture and kill me and my family, and described horrible scenes of me and my parents faving p3d0philic, ¡ncestuous, and coprophilic/coprophagic sex to me, all while laughing at my horror. If I beged them to stop they would just get worse, I also tried to report them to the school authorities, which only made everything even more vicious and actually I got punished for "provoking" them. Now come again?, You wonder if bullying is an atrocity?, I mean, they simulated gang-r@pe on me as a fun game, which basically was just regular gang-rape, but without penetration or taking anyones clothes off, though some of them did flash their genitals at me while making homophobic remarks of me "wanting it". Mind you, this is not an extreme case, this is just standard practice in most public schools here in Mexico, and I seriously doubt it is any better in the US. I think you must have either been one of the bullies yourself (maybe not the main one, just one of the groupies), or just one of the by standers who enabled them because you thought it was a fun game. I hate the word "bullying", particularly in Spanish because people don't know wtf does it mean, and in both countries, people seem to think it means playing pranks on the "school weirdo", for being a weirdo, because the victims deserve it for being "effeminate" (did I just accuse you of living in a bubble of privilege, and being complicitly bigoted against LGBTQ+ and neuro-divergent kids?, Yes!, I totally did!, because you probably are if you think bullying is no biggie!). Torture, would be the accurate descriptive term for this horrendous $h¡†, alongside Child-On-Child $EXUΔL Abuse/Harassment/Assault, because that is what it is, a bunch of casually enabled acts of mental, verbal, emotional, physical and $exu@l violence on vulnerable young people, by a bunch of morons (like you), completely oblivious to the suffering they are inflicting on people who simply are different from you. Sorry,, but if you participated in any of this truly heinous $h¡†, even if you where one of the casual bystanders, I think you are pettier, $h¡ttier, and , more vile and insidious than any serial killer or mass shooter, also because you are still allowed to fool around, and raise children, and participate in parent associations, and vote people into office.
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  219.  @bullterriersmom4423  For fucks sake!, You're no psychopath, your comment sounds concerned, not narssistically self-obsessed or some selfish sh!t like that. You're probably suffering an emotional disconnection due to an atypical depression ( stupid name, it's actually the most common type of depression, but it's called that, because people seem so functional from the outside, that it doesn't look like the classic, melancholic, “I don't wanna get out of bed”, “I just wanna cry myself to sleep and wait for my own demise” type of depression), you're WORRIED that something might be wrong, wich also speaks of a sense of guilt, but maybe you think you lack guilt because you don't stop ( atypical depression can cause “FLAT AFFECT”, but that's different from shallow affect, and WAY different from the psychopathic LACK of affection), you really don't sound like you are typically callous, cold, detached or unconcerned/unemotional. You need to get some actual, competent assessment, by a competent, preferably SECULAR counselor (Christian/Religious ones, tend to be dangerously biased and implement the most outdated and proven to be actually harmful theories and methods), there's more than one explanation for what you described, so go get some actual evaluation from someone qualified to comprehensively analyze the whole picture, and make a DIFFERENTIAL DIAGNOSIS (take in account all the different possibilities and carefully rule out the unreliable ones, leaving only the things it could actually be, and develop an actual, tailored treatment plan for YOU), and you need to stop saying that you most be soulless (that's what the word “pychopath” essentially means, “PSYCHE”: SOUL , “PATH”: LACK) , because of how, actually GUILTY and innadecuate you feel, for having been emotionally disconnected and self-centered lately. Ask yourself this , can you HONESTLY, and without fear of erring, that in your WHOLE LIFE, you've never, EVER, felt ANYTHING warm or affectionate for ANY sentient being?
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