Comments by "j0elsuf" (@SirJoelsuf1) on "How to live a miserable life full of regrets" video.

  1. Not gonna lie, I've been wrestling with this kind of stuff for most of my life. I'll be 40 in three months. Still living check to check, still one bad break away from moving back in with my folks and just rotting away there lol. Part of me doesn't care. After seeing my dad die from cancer right in front of me months after I turned 24, I literally stopped caring about everything. Was like "eh, I'm gonna get cancer and die when I turn 50 so who gives a shit?" So I didn't do shit with my life, just partied, dicked around on 4chan, watched hours of pr0n daily, went to college literally just so I could party and bowl on the team, took hard drugs while working grave shift at a gas station. Not a care in the world...Far as I was concerned I was dead by 50 anyways. That part will NEVER go away. It's SO easy to slip into fatal nihilism after something like that. Counselors/Therapists haven't helped. Seen about 35 of em, very little progress. I'm just trying to rebuild everything right now. Don't know how I'm gonna do it, don't have a lot of help, but I really don't care. I like it that way. That said, I don't regret much. I did a LOT of stupid shit until 35 or so but it was all meant to be anyways. I mean yeah if I made different moves would things be better? Who the hell knows. So why waste time/energy trying to figure it out?
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