Comments by "J Smith" (@jsmithmultimediatech) on "Michael Jackson"
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I was watching Black or White (what compulsively made me a fan of his, as he is everything I stand for literally, with some slight differences personally as there always is, we're not always the same people and differentiations are what I find fascinating and actually insanely beautiful too! One of those being I don't care how old someone is they can be 100 for all I care, you can learn soo many things off older people sometimes) I don't know if you use this expression was balling it watching This is it the prep for the shows, was gutted he never got to do those properly live!
To be honest I kind of expected him to be like that though somehow, like how he behaved, sort of almost imagined the way he'd be before even watching it, was incredible and actually really beautiful I thought, though he wasn't going full belt (like full energy as he was likely to be reserving it all for the shows) was amazing nonetheless! Just broke down and especially listening to songs on Dangerous the first CD I ever got was that, I have my 1st tape I vaguely remember getting but remember two occasions vividly some 26 years on and yeah it's special still!
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@kathylavery8349 Yeah given what I know now (and have been reminded by yourself) I highly doubt he'd have lasted all 50 dates.
Yeah I did hear about that once, though the doctor who explained it was due to being that sedated he'd never get up so he used a condom catheter (rather than an invasive one that goes into the penis and then right up into the bladder, they always inflate a balloon by using an empty syringe as well), but I didnt hear about him having urinary incontinence would be interesting to watch that video will search for it sometime certainly.
To be fair my mums partner has a bit of that since he had surgery because of prostate cancer surgery (was treated in the Leeds Cancer Centre,in the same building the 3 colorectal wards are at St James's in Leeds, commonly called Jimmys but right at the top floor of the Lincoln Wing). Yeah left him with a bit of (though isn't all the time so just uses pads).
I have a lot of bowel incontinence or do sometimes, its weird if I dont drink enough makes the Ileo Pouch I have misbehave so goes more liquidy which is more difficult to control when I want to go to the toilet, so have a prescription with the continence service, which is more local to me for essentially since the pads dont work that well for me (Chris my mums partner pays for his own rather are pull up pants, rather than pads) so the NHS pays for mine.
Yeah was doing reading on vitiligo as sometimes with certain forms of it can be the immune system that attacks the melanin in the skin (there's continuous and then there's the patch form of it, think was the earlier MJ had of it, infact practically certain would be) which is the skins natural defence against radiation from the sun. So exposing skin to sunlight without sunblock is a sure way of contracting skin cancer, or least a greater risk. Why MJ used an umbrella a lot thought at first without knowing about vitiligo thought was a bit extreme, by Dr Klein was given some ointment that'd make his skin one uniform colour as his case got worse and worse (absolutely wasn't bleaching it no). Thats another thing doesnt just happen to black people either least one celeb in UK here has it (whos white showed it on think was Lorraine or some morning show like that on ITV), though isnt of course as noticeable in someone whos black.
Is why rather in this country there's this huge thing about consent they always giv the risks (after having numerous investigation procedures know them all off the top of my head) but they always write the complication risks of a particular procedure or surgery and during MJ's earlier part of his like with Kathrine particularly being a Jehovah's witness they always ask (so the patient doesnt have to be asked as they could be unconscious at the time) will they accept blood donations (not being one myself always say yes), its yeah an offence even to identify patients its confidentiality and can be a criminal offence in this country in particular cases.
Oh no wasn't told I have cancer but being diagnosed with Familial Adenomatous Polyposis, Bowel cancers inevitable without surgery, is why I dont have a large bowel anymore. Is typical for the large bowel to be affected, its when tiny tumours that keep growing form in the large bowel, until they're removed by a colonoscopy (ever since about the age of 11 had them done annually) until they removed the colon and leaving the rectum so had then on sigmoidoscopies done. Now thats been removed as thats affected as well the rectum (was just for better monitoring really) and now have an Ileo Pouch typically with this case I have a J Pouch (are S and W pouches in addition to the J Pouch, double and triple resevoirs essentially and even a K Pouch but thats somewhere between a pouch and a permenant ileostomy like where a tubes inserted into the abdement and they empty the pouch by the tube into the toilet.
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@kathylavery8349 Loved what you said about we all having cancer cells, thats just it really they're essentially cells which arent behaving like they should, they continue to grow and I dont know exactly but have heard least in some instanced of them starving nearby cells of resources needing to grow, and without any doubt they invade other cells (like in pancreatic cancer they obstruct the bile ducts its that and I think the liver which yeah), sounds a lot like polyps only their cells will continue to renew the way other cells in the bowel will. It's when adenomas start least turning into cancer they wont they'll continue to thrive until a treatment (like in that case bowel removal is usually done).
Chemo by comparison (or even radiotherapy for usually ones which havent spread of matestisized as the clinical term I think is, or arent too large) is essentially toxins that stop the body's cells from growing, is why typically hair falls out and may sometimes commonly get a bit ill (but can be given anti sickness meds to treat that) as those are faster growing cells that get affected hugely, is an extremely brute force way of treating cancer. people also tend to (not got anything at all against people calling it like whatever organ insert here cancer but that's not its real name like melanoma is one name of a cancer thats least a common form of skin cancer (not sure if there's others and/or if it can grow in other parts of the body).
and yeah with what you said haha about essentially healing fissures, had one which was taking ages to heal they injected botox into the anus crippling it for about a month so was very incontinent in that phase for least a month until it wore off, but the anus (its to treat rather) sometimes constricts causing lack of blood flow which is critical for a fissure to heal, botox relaxes it to allow the fissure to heal, so can lol say have had botox but not on my face (on the other end 😆😆😆😆
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@kathylavery8349 Yeah with the stages not for certain I know but yeah sounds entirely logical. Its caused by well is autosomal dominant meaning there's only one gene copied over thats needed to cause FAP (usually most conditions there's two well where one genes dominant rather) its the APC gene Adenoma Polyposis Coli is a tumour supressor gene does a number of things essentially with people with FAP like me its either not there or parts of it arent (what differentiates between FAP and Attenuated FAP (like even with the vaccine of this pandemic the vaccine is an attenuated form of it lesser essentially is what it means).
"The genetic determinant in familial polyposis may also predispose carriers to other malignancies, e.g., of the duodenum and stomach (particularly ampullary adenocarcinoma). Other signs that may point to FAP are pigmented lesions of the retina ("CHRPE—congenital hypertrophy of the retinal pigment epithelium"), jaw cysts, sebaceous cysts, and osteomata (benign bone tumors). The combination of polyposis, osteomas, fibromas and sebaceous cysts is termed Gardner's syndrome (with or without abnormal scarring).[4]
" Is that yeah I get scarring at the back of my eyes got about 3 of them, two in one eye and then another in the other forget which ones but had an eye test a while back and no new ones which is good.
Also have a pure bone lump on the underside of my right jaw thats a thing with gardners syndrome (linked with (FAP I mean not everyone gets that with FAP, but only happens to people with FAP) also an excessive number of teeth so sometimes its a dentist with some who yeah may do a referral for that (never heard of that happening I dont think or any instances but can happen I do know that).
Thing is neither of my parents have FAP but I think maybe somehow my Granddad on my mums side he died of bowel cancer when I was about maybe 11 or 12 its hard to remember. Is a kind of running joke with some physicians should buy a lottery ticket as well yeah lol.... though to be fair about 30% of people with FAP have had no family history of the disease so.... yeah
Yeah I ultimately had surgery done in 3 stages removal of the colon leaving the rectum (Ileo Rectal whats called a colectomy variably lol) then when that became too much to monitor, was suggested to yeah have well be given info on what I could do next which is when I'd really looked into having an Ileo Pouch, thing is my previous consultant who retired in think was 2014 back in 2000 when deciding what to do about it said it didnt have a very good quality of life but since then has improved since then so yeah when removing the rectum have now an Ileo Pouch which has 3 different types (well there's two subtypes to each of them I think but to be honest cant remember them) though when the pouch is healing for about 3 months at most like with me had a temp ileostomy but that gets reversed so I can go to the toilet practically normally just dont have a large bowel.
One side of the ilueums attached onto itself creating a kind of resevoir that fills up and is when I get the feeling like I need the toilet, though even when its behaving well some days will just for no apparent reason cause problems is just the way it is with the pouch.
But then is practically unheard of it being suppressed in one generation to another so is a bit like what the genuine f lol, but oh well I have it have to deal with it so.... lol
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