Comments by "Sareeye Ma Nusqaame" (@sareeyemanusqaame8723) on "Bullied Man Confronts Alleged Childhood Bully 35 Years Later" video.

  1. I was orphan I stayed with step family as a child they were 6 boys 2 girls (one girl was nice and used to stand up for me, the other one was indifferent, their mother who was jealous of my mother who passed away when I was 1 year old 6 were older than me used to team up against me and used to take turns to beat me up daily and hourly. One or two being unjust against me never bothered me but all of them against me destroyed me I couldn’t understand how so many of them were unjust against one individual especially a weaker child I thought about shooting two of the worst ones but I thought to myself no one would lend me a gun and even if I succeed in killing the two of them then the the rest will eventually kill me and I didn’t want to kill all of them so I left the idea all alone this was 30+ years ago. And even though I eventually escaped and I end up homeless child wondering in the streets I never recovered from the mistrust they have installed in me to this day they are back in Somalia and now they call me one after another to send them money because “they’re in a hardship” I still send them money that I starved from myself not because I care about them as step family but rather I don’t want to be them and that I don’t turn to be the very monster I despised. I intentionally do the opposite of what they would have done. I give them not because I want them to return the favor even if I become desperate I would never ask them a favor nor will they give me even if I do. Often I question my actions like why would I give people who wouldn’t give me? And also I don’t expect them to thank me nor be great full.
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