Comments by "alex carter" (@alexcarter8807) on "Second Thought"
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This. I would fail "the marshmallow test" every time as a kid. And I've tested a fair number of standard deviations above the average in IQ and am good at planning and saving now. But when I was a malnourished kid I'd have crammed that marshmallow in my mouth right away, 100% of the time. Why? Because not only was I hungry, but adults were not very trustworthy or predicable, and I'd been fooled by their lies before. The usual adult lies like, "Stick around home because Dad's coming by with some money so we can buy food". I learned how much of a lie that one was most of the time, and learned to blow off the chance to see my dad in favor of taking my pole and going fishing so I'd KNOW I'd get something to eat. Once I was out on my own and able to earn my own money and procure my own food, live in my own place, that part of my brain magically developed right away and I was able to save and strategize and plan, because I no longer had to worry about my food, my money, etc being taken away from me.
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In the US life expectancy is going down. The 2020 census data is in and the percentage of "white" people in the US is way down (I think a lot of that is it's now possible to say you're of mixed race if you're of mixed-race so a lot of us who just got chalked up as "white" are now more accurately describing ourselves) and according to most "white" people this is a bad thing. I'm in "Silicon Valley" and, well, it's pretty damn dystopic. A lot of dystopic things keep happening, and adding them up over the years is pretty depressing. For one thing, my income is leveled off at about $17k and that's about all I'll ever make from here on out. I'm trained in electronics, and right now have work because I help a friend sell "electronic surplus" that is, electronic stuff made in the past, in better times.
I see all kinds of stores, big and small, closing. Mom'n'pop places to Fry's Electronics which was a big thing in this area. We no longer have a working light rail system because a Nazi shot the entire crew who maintain the high voltage lines the light rail trains run on. Our passenger train system is running fewer trains and I'm not sure about our buses except I read just yesterday that there's a lack of drivers - died of covid or what, I don't know. It's like distances are getting longer - I mentioned to a guy here in San Jose that I'd visited Mountain View and he didn't know where Mountain View is (it's the next city after Sunnyvale as you go up the peninsula toward San Francisco).
I play a musical instrument, one that doesn't require electricity which is good because I'm not sure how much longer electricity will be a thing, plus it makes things a lot simpler. I play on the street; I'm a street musician/busker. As such I keep track of what other buskers are around, and there used to be many of them. Now, there's one other besides me, a fellow I've been friends with for years who plays saxophone and I've not seen him for a couple of weeks - I'm a bit worried about him. I've actually been making decent money doing this but it's eerie having a city of 1 million all to myself as its sole busker. I'm hoping to get a few started in this "career" because I plan to leave in a few years myself.
I'm not even seeing as many street bums as there used to be. I dunno if they've died off or been shipped off somewhere. I never thought I'd miss bums/beggars but it's kind of eerie seeing so few now.
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