Comments by "Absol StoryofFiction" (@absolstoryoffiction6615) on "Academy of Ideas"
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The1stDukeDroklar
That will depend on what you see. What is God when God has died? What is humanity when our Sun goes out? Nihilism, as I call it the End, is in regard to reality. Life is so simple but humanity complicates it. This world is meaningless to me even though I judge humanity's actions which contradict it. I wonder if humanity will survive or die again. I never liked this world and yet it pulls me in its path. I know what must be done and yet I do nothing about it. I observe humanity, then I begin hate them or is that called disappointment. To destroy or to protect... In the end, none of it will matter. The other world, my home, payed that price. What is the End to you?
You could think that I would be lying about it. I am childish, and maybe I should just "grow up". I wish it was that simple. Humanity, the Gods, and existence itself... None have the answer that I seek. The End is my equal. Telling me to simply "grow up". It only proves how little understanding some people have, but I know that they are right. Should I stop observing humanity to live on my own accord, live in a world built by humanity's destruction to then become a hero to undue their actions, or simply die knowing that I see nothing in this world where my actions, great or less, mean nothing. I honestly do not know.
Regardless on how you take this. What I write is for me and me alone. Enjoy it for what it is... A work of fiction. To you, what I write means nothing. To me, it is both my endless agony and despair. I am childish, but only for the brief time that there is.
Nihilism... I know what will happen past that feeling. Pray that you or anyone will not fall in the same fate, or at least, do not stay too long in the Abyss.
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The1stDukeDroklar
If you only observe my actions on this world, then I do not have much to say. Nihilism, or the End, was something that I found in the "alternate reality" for it is my equal. I never knew that it would be known as Nihilism. In the other world. I was its God along side seven others. In the end, I was the only one left. No one else held it, or that they did, but they knew nothing about it. Nihilism was a build up for me. As time went on and as the many universes are created and destroyed, I found truth. Although, it is a truth that most will not agree with. With that truth. I fought against the End even though I covet it. Lost the war in the end.
Now I have a new hope, or that, I will see this game play out one last time. Instead of being in the other world. It will take place here. I suppose, one does not simply find Nihilism but one simply grows into Nihilism. I know what it means to be good, to be evil, to be God, and to be the End to everything. At the present time, Nihilism is not the same to you as it is now different to me. In the Abyss, I grew a disdain toward humanity as I observe them, and because of my past, I do not care for them and I do not want to go through that again. "Humanity can burn for what it is worth", but I do not mean that to cause conflict. Simply because I see nothing in them. Again, if you or anyone else find yourselves in Existential Nihilism, then I ask you to leave as soon as possible. Not that it is bad to stay in the Abyss, but I cannot guarantee that either one will leave unchanged or that one will be consumed by the Abyss.
I can only speak for myself. The End is all that I have left. The only thing that held who I am. Everything else... I care very little for. An over exaggeration but truth none the less. As I observe humanity... If they cannot surpass the war that I lost, then what else is there. Humanity is my last hope, but my hope will be in vain. I never survived the conversion to this world. My other half died in the other world. Without it, I do not have the will to do anything. I do not know Nihilism and its contextual understandings. All that I can say is from my own experience. I was the one who sought after "Absolute". I do not feel Nihilism for now, but when I do. I cannot escape the Abyss, but the End calms me down.
In the end, it will always depend on how far one sees Nihilism. What I see... Be selfish to your own end as I observe an endless dream. Nihilism... Amusing. (>_<)
(Too much writing for a comment.)
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