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  16.  @destinyglenn5218  Yes, exactly this. It really irritates me when people who don't have it try to tell me to be positive! As if that's going to make a difference. I'm a very positive person. if all it took was being positive I would be well. And people who say, ah just make the most of every day, enjoy your life etc etc etc. My experience of inhabiting my body and its disability, of not being in control, of not being able to do anything about making things better.... It's like a living death, it's like constant torture to me. People might mean well but they have NO idea what it's like 🤬 I hate this disease 😕 I've always looked after myself well, plenty of exercise, good diet, not much alcohol, no smoking, no drugs and yet I get this????!!! And other people just take no care of themselves and are perfectly fine! Gah I feel prematurely old. I have friends in their 80's who are fit, healthy, energetic and active and then there's me shuffling about like a 90yr old. I hate it. I don't want to actually get old. I can't beat to think what I'll be like by then. It really doesn't bear thinking about 😕 I completely changed my diet when I was diagnosed. I followed the advice of Dr George Jelinek to the letter and was absolutely fine until maybe stuff years ago when things started going pearshaped very quickly. I don't want to get up in the morning any more. What's the point of I can't actually do anything or achieve anything. I need help to do the simplest things 😕 I bloody hate my life and have no hope for the future. It scares me tbh. It really scares me I don't know how much more I can take. My resilience is just about at breaking point.
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