Comments by "c. j. macq" (@cjmacq-vg8um) on "10 Things Only Depressed People Will Understand" video.

first off depression ISN'T a "mental illness." its a mental condition. its more like a broken leg than cancer. (but, because of its extreme fuctuations, "manic-depression" is an illness and not related to depression at all.) it aggravates me when people tell me "i'm not alone" or to "seek help.' i AM alone. i'm all on my own, shuddered in my apt with no support system whatsoever. no family, no friends, no neighbors, no govt bureaucrats and no medical proffessionals who give a damn. its also aggravating when morons tell me to not be afraid to seek help. I'M NOT AFRAID to ask for help for any problem i have. but being DENIED HELP whenever i ask for it is a HUGE aggravation! our entire social system, medical, economic, financial, legal and governmental, is run by profiteers, extortionists and gangsters who put profit over EVERYTHING! in the u. s. we're ALL truly on our own unless your rich. isn't capitalism great? I SCREAM ABOUT THESE FLAWS EVERYDAY on youtube and elsewhere and everyday i'm comnpletely ignored. democrat, republican, liberal, conservative, gay, straight, man, women, young or old, it doesn't matter. NO ONE WANTS TO HEAR THE TRUTH! GIVE ME A VOICE DAMN IT!
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how's "old major" and "napoleon?" first off depression ISN'T a "mental illness." its a mental condition. its more like a broken leg than cancer. (but, because of its extreme fuctuations, "manic-depression" is an illness and not related to depression at all.) it aggravates me when people tell me "i'm not alone" or to "seek help.' i AM alone. i'm all on my own, shuddered in my apt with no support system whatsoever. no family, no friends, no neighbors, no govt bureaucrats and no medical proffessionals who give a damn. its also aggravating when morons tell me to not be afraid to seek help. I'M NOT AFRAID to ask for help for any problem i have. but being DENIED HELP whenever i ask for it is a HUGE aggravation! our entire social system, medical, economic, financial, legal and governmental, is run by profiteers, extortionists and gangsters who put profit over EVERYTHING! in the u. s. we're ALL truly on our own unless your rich. isn't capitalism great? I SCREAM ABOUT THESE FLAWS EVERYDAY on youtube and elsewhere and everyday i'm comnpletely ignored. democrat, republican, liberal, conservative, gay, straight, man, women, young or old, it doesn't matter. NO ONE WANTS TO HEAR THE TRUTH! GIVE ME A VOICE DAMN IT!
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@quessiant ... i appreciate that. i've had PAINFUL physical conditions that've lasted over 40 years that i can't get treatment for. i've lived in poverty for 30 years. i'm on disability for depression for 25 years but i'm denied treatment for it. i've suffered from a delibitating CONSTANT dizziness for 12 years. can't get medical care for it. my teeth are falling out of my mouth in chunks but i can't get dental care. i just discovered i'm going blind in one eye. there's a surgery for it but i can't get the surgery. and that's a short list of my problems. i've screamed my damned head for decades but i'm constantly margainalized, censored and ignored. i'm damed sick and tired of living in a fascist country that treats its citicens like crap! i'm tired of getting screwed by every business i come into contact with. i'm tired of not having the right to access to the legal industry and sue because i'm poor. i reach out to others only to be mistreated, taken advantage of, manipulated or lied to. and i'm sick of the apathetic people who REFUSE to stand up for their own rights to make a better world. i think of suicide EVERYDAY! but for some reason i keep going. i'm tired of the pain, the lies, the apathy and the corruption. AND I'M DAMNED TIRED OF BEING SILENCED, ignored, margainalized and censored!
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@eduardoherrera2368 ... "that's the way it is" doesn't mean that's the way it should be or has to be. the world can be better than it is. all we have to do is MAKE IT HAPPEN! one thing i suggest to other depressives is to dedicate your lives to something bigger than yourselves. volunteer to local orgs to help YOUR community become better. i ain't talking about giving money but your time or energy. help other depressives, help the shut ins, help the elderly, the poor or the homeless. when you dedicate your life to the betterment of others YOU'RE MAKING YOUR LIFE BETTER! when you fight for the rights of others you're fighting for your own rights. don't ever be satisfied with the answer - corruption and misery are "just the way it is." as for my voice - I DON'T HAVE A VOICE! writing random youtubes comments read by few, if any, others ISN'T A VOICE! i'm censored and denied a broad audience at every turn by the insane left and the insane right. see - I FIGHT FOR MY RIGHTS! but when i'm the only one doing it its hard to be "successful" in any endeavor. if i had a REAL VOICE the world wouldn't be as crappy as it is today. i'm tired of being censored, margainalized and ignored. GIVE ME A VOICE!
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first off depression ISN'T a "mental illness." its a mental condition. its more like a broken leg than cancer. (but, because of its extreme fuctuations, "manic-depression" is an illness and not related to depression at all.) it aggravates me when people tell me "i'm not alone" or to "seek help.' i AM alone. i'm all on my own, shuddered in my apt with no support system whatsoever. no family, no friends, no neighbors, no govt bureaucrats and no medical proffessionals who give a damn. its also aggravating when morons tell me to not be afraid to seek help. I'M NOT AFRAID to ask for help for any problem i have. but being DENIED HELP whenever i ask for it is a HUGE aggravation! our entire social system, medical, economic, financial, legal and governmental, is run by profiteers, extortionists and gangsters who put profit over EVERYTHING! in the u. s. we're ALL truly on our own unless your rich. isn't capitalism great? I SCREAM ABOUT THESE FLAWS EVERYDAY on youtube and elsewhere and everyday i'm comnpletely ignored. democrat, republican, liberal, conservative, gay, straight, man, women, young or old, it doesn't matter. NO ONE WANTS TO HEAR THE TRUTH! GIVE ME A VOICE DAMN IT!
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@quessiant ... i appreciate your kindness. but at this point in time i wouldn't be opposed to a little pity. for myself and the millions of americans going through the same injustices as me. three dentists have denied me three tooth extractions that are causing me great pain. my teeth are literally falling out of my mouth in chunks. the dental board defends the dentists. i'm already deaf in one ear and going blind in one eye. soon, without the medical care i so desperately need, i'll be deaf and blind. that ain't much to look forward to. what i need is NATIONAL exposure. make me, instead of some rich idiot, the national representative of the poor, diabled, abused and abandoned. but the left and right news media, including these YT channels, refuse me a voice as much as the medical industry refuse me medical care.
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@bagofcoolness ... i have a better idea. let's fix this damned country so it works for EVERYONE.
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first off depression ISN'T a "mental illness." its a mental condition. its more like a broken leg than cancer. (but, because of its extreme fluctuations, "manic-depression" is an illness and not related to depression at all.) it aggravates me when people tell me "i'm not alone" or to "seek help.' i AM alone. i'm all on my own, shuddered in my apt with no support system whatsoever. no family, no friends, no neighbors, no govt bureaucrats and no medical proffessionals who give a damn. its also aggravating when morons tell me to not be afraid to seek help. I'M NOT AFRAID to ask for help for any problem i have. but being DENIED HELP whenever i ask for it is a HUGE aggravation! our entire social system, medical, economic, financial, legal and governmental, is run by profiteers, extortionists and gangsters who put profit over EVERYTHING! in the u. s. we're ALL truly on our own unless your rich. isn't capitalism great? I SCREAM ABOUT THESE FLAWS EVERYDAY on youtube and elsewhere and everyday i'm comnpletely ignored. democrat, republican, liberal, conservative, gay, straight, man, women, young or old, it doesn't matter. NO ONE WANTS TO HEAR THE TRUTH! GIVE ME A VOICE DAMN IT!
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@rishii8679 ... again, i appreciate your input. but i have OVER 100 self made videos on my channel. some deal with this very subject. NO ONE WATCHES! NO ONE CARES! don't believe the lie that "social media" is the savior of humanity. its one of the biggest diversions and scams the ruling elite have ever come up with.
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@afrayedsoul8773 ... i've discovered a condition no one wishes to discuss. its similar to PTSD. its called "RTSD." where PTSD refers to people suffering from one major single traumatic event, RTSD stands for "recurring traumatic stress disorder." it effects those of us who suffer from many smaller traumatic events on a regular basis. this is what i suffer from but the emaculate psychological industry refuses to recognize it. which is actually a part of my RTSD. i've been abused NON-STOP by lawyers, doctors, product and service companies, neighbors, landlords and govt who, ALL, refuse to do their jobs and allow my abuses to perpetuate even after i complain. our entire social system is set up to encourage denial of rights and services. its set up to deny help to people who most need it. i have experienced major trauma in my life but its the smaller endlessly recurring traumas that most effect my mental health. the moto of the u. s. is - "SCREW YOU, YOU'RE ON YOUR OWN!" and this is what passes as justice in this country. who else suffers from RTSD? please let me know.
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who else suffers from "RTSD?" not PTSD but RTSD? i've discovered a condition no one wishes to discuss. its similar to PTSD. its called "RTSD." where PTSD refers to people suffering from one major single traumatic event, RTSD stands for "recurring traumatic stress disorder." it effects those of us who suffer from many smaller traumatic events on a regular basis. this is what i suffer from but the emaculate psychological industry refuses to recognize it. which is actually a part of my RTSD. i've been abused NON-STOP by lawyers, doctors, product and service companies, neighbors, landlords and govt who, ALL, refuse to do their jobs and allow my abuses to perpetuate even after i complain. our entire social system is set up to encourage denial of rights and services. its set up to deny help to people who most need it. i have experienced major trauma in my life but its the smaller endlessly recurring traumas that most effect my mental health. the moto of the u. s. is - "SCREW YOU, YOU'RE ON YOUR OWN!" and this is what passes as justice in this country. who else suffers from RTSD? please let me know.
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@bagofcoolness ... you tell me to leave my country and now you ask ME what country YOU'RE talking about? go away troll.
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@Falestin_hurra ... although i don't remember what i wrote that you're responding to i appreciate the sentiment. but i've been very ill the last 16 years. the last 2 years its taken a turn for the worse. i'm now extremely ill and can barely function most days. and despite being on FULL MEDICARE i'm denied essential tests already ordered by doctors that may lead to a diagnosis and treatment. although i've been sreaming my head off for 16 years, begging, pleading for HELP doctors, govt agency bureacrats, emergency rooms, politicians, the state medical ombudsman, lawyers and the local and national news media continues to DENY ME medical care guaranteed me BY LAW and ignore and COVER-UP the crimes being committed against me. THE GOVT and the MEDICAL INDUSTRY ARE GUILTY OF ELDER ABUSE AND NEGLECT and even the county's "adult protective services" has joined in the NEGLECT and ABUSE of ME! i'm extremely ill, no family or friends, can barely function and I'M COMPLETELY on my own with NO ONE to advocate for me on my behalf. i'm so stressed, anxious and depressed yet even the county mental health dept DENIES ME MEDICAL CARE! i appreciate your kind words but what i need is ACTION not more pointless prayers or false hope. i've spread my story all over the internet and YT for 16 YEARS and i'm WORSE OFF now than i was 16 years ago. I NEED HELP! i'm suffering beyond belief!
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first off depression ISN'T a "mental illness." its a mental condition. its more like a broken leg than cancer. (but, because of its extreme fuctuations, "manic-depression" is an illness and not related to depression at all.) it aggravates me when people tell me "i'm not alone" or to "seek help.' i AM alone. i'm all on my own, shuddered in my apt with no support system whatsoever. no family, no friends, no neighbors, no govt bureaucrats and no medical proffessionals who give a damn. its also aggravating when morons tell me to not be afraid to seek help. I'M NOT AFRAID to ask for help for any problem i have. but being DENIED HELP whenever i ask for it is a HUGE aggravation! our entire social system, medical, economic, financial, legal and governmental, is run by profiteers, extortionists and gangsters who put profit over EVERYTHING! in the u. s. we're ALL truly on our own unless your rich. isn't capitalism great? I SCREAM ABOUT THESE FLAWS EVERYDAY on youtube and elsewhere and everyday i'm comnpletely ignored. democrat, republican, liberal, conservative, gay, straight, man, women, young or old, it doesn't matter. NO ONE WANTS TO HEAR THE TRUTH! GIVE ME A VOICE DAMN IT!
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first off depression ISN'T a "mental illness." its a mental condition. its more like a broken leg than cancer. (but, because of its extreme fluctuations, "manic-depression" is an illness and not related to depression at all.) it aggravates me when people tell me "i'm not alone" or to "seek help.' i AM alone. i'm all on my own, shuddered in my apt with no support system whatsoever. no family, no friends, no neighbors, no govt bureaucrats and no medical proffessionals who give a damn. its also aggravating when morons tell me to not be afraid to seek help. I'M NOT AFRAID to ask for help for any problem i have. but being DENIED HELP whenever i ask for it is a HUGE aggravation! our entire social system, medical, economic, financial, legal and governmental, is run by profiteers, extortionists and gangsters who put profit over EVERYTHING! in the u. s. we're ALL truly on our own unless your rich. isn't capitalism great? I SCREAM ABOUT THESE FLAWS EVERYDAY on youtube and elsewhere and everyday i'm comnpletely ignored. democrat, republican, liberal, conservative, gay, straight, man, women, young or old, it doesn't matter. NO ONE WANTS TO HEAR THE TRUTH! GIVE ME A VOICE DAMN IT!
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@eduardoherrera2368 ... i don't have a voice and you're proving it right now because your not listening to me. i don't need people telling me i have a voice when i know for a fact i don't. i'm going blind and i'm being denied medical treatment that could stop it. i have three broken teeth and i'm denied dental care. i have a 12 year long debilitating chronic medical condition and suffer from depression that i can't get treatment for. i have over 100 legitimate lawsuits that i'm denied my right to legal representation. doctors, lawyers, politicians, corporations and the news media ALL ignore my screams for help! if the poor in the world were allowed any real voice or any real representaion or any real rights do you think there'd still be any poor?
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@eduardoherrera2368 ... you have no idea what you're talking about do you? you don't know what "having a voice" means and you don't know that if the legal system protected human rights there'd be no more poor. on top of that, instead of learning you argue with someone who does know. you're the epitome of what's wrong with our species.
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@eduardoherrera2368 ... wow, you still don't listen. how arrogant can you get? hey moron, i don't need to change myself. what i, and 100 million other americans, need is justice. and you aren't helping us get it.
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@BJBlaskovichGaming ... one thing alcoholics, addicts and depressives have in common is that they're often experts at hiding their condition. but there is a difference. addicts and alcoholics hide their condition to continue to indulge in their addiction. depressives hide their condition because telling people doesn't do any good. in my case a fake smile goes a long way. i have no qualms telling people i'm a depressive. been telling them for nearly 40 years. people still treat me like crap. even so-called "therapists" on the rare occasion i'm even allowed one. i tell people; look i'm depressed. this is why and this is what i need from you. and what i need isn't difficult. it isn't a miracle or too demanding. what i need is for people to stop being idiots and treating me like crap. but they just keep doing whatever it is that's harming me; they lie, interfere, manipulate, make excuses and keep spewing the same meaningless platitudes. but they don't listen. its like talking to a brick wall. the way they treat me doesn't change and sometimes it even gets worse. so i put on my fake smile and go about my day.
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