Comments by "c. j. macq" (@cjmacq-vg8um) on "" video.

  1. i've been a suicidal depressive for 30 years. i'm on disability for it. after 3 suicide attempts (and one fake one) i think i have a lot to offer in terms of the lessons i've learned from my own experiences. i'm not only NOT ashamed of my depression - i've been screaming my head off about it for 30 years. and i've been, mainly, ignored and even ridiculed for it. i've written exposés about the abuses, failings and shortcomings of the psychological industry. i've written MANY articles and books about these subjects. guess what? i'm not allowed to be published! i'm not allowed to share my experiences and observations. they only wanna hear from rich, famous people who claim to suffer from depression. as of right now, i have no family or friends. if i died at home tomorrow, by any means, i wouldn't be discovered for weeks or months. if i didn't have to pay rent i wouldn't be discovered for YEARS! we must face REALITY! no one cares! everyone has their own problems. they're too busy to care about the problems of others. THIS IS INTENTIONAL! this is how the elite have molded society. they want us ALL so distracted and overcome by our own daily problems and emergencies we're INCAPABLE of concern for the problems of others. they don't want us helping each other. they want us divided and in perpetual conflict so they, the elite, maintain their power, wealth and privilege. once we realize this fact, we can battle our own depression by helping ONE ANOTHER! stop playing this game that's rigged against you. UNITE and fight the injustices and INSANITY of the world. when you dedicate your lives to such endeavors you'll be surprised at just how quickly your depression subsides or dissipates all together.
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  2. for god's sake! avoid meds at ALL costs! meds are a scam. if you're already on them DON'T just stop taking them. these drugs are dangerous as hell and you MUST ween yourself off them, slowly. 50% of ALL americans, including children, are on some form of psychotropic drug. and, for the most part, THE TAXPAYER is paying the bill. ITS A SCAM PEOPLE. these drugs lead to a LIFELONG DEPENDENCE! they alter your mind not your situation. their designed to numb us and make us HAPPILY compliant to our corporate masters. anyone ever notice how the use of all these corporate drugs exploded over the last 40 years? depression, anxiety and stress has EXPLODED over the last 40 years. you ever stop and ask why? I HAVE! WE AREN'T SUPPOSED TO BE LIVING THIS WAY! we're living in opposition to our natural instincts and the natural world. this is THE cause of humanity's deteriorating mental state.
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  3. you ever read Freud's " interpretation of dreams"? there's an interesting section in there about how our dreams can sometimes warn us about undetected physical problems or diseases. i'm not saying this is your case, but who knows?
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  4.  @anthonyt2011  ... oh wonderful. a flat earther pushing corporate created miracle chemicals to solve all our problems that, in fact, these corporations create. these corporations tell us, deny reality, just take this pill, once a day, for life. it'll solve your problems! stress, anxiety, depression and fear exist for a reason. they're nature's warning signs. nature's telling humanity, stop living this way you fools. stop participating in the very system that does YOU HARM! we're told to avoid personal relationships that are harmful to us. that make us feel bad about ourselves. why not apply that advice to society as well? its because if you fix the society that's causing your problems they can't sell you their overpriced and addictive pills.
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  5. i've been a suicidal depressive for 30 years. i'm on disability for it. after 3 suicide attempts (and one fake one) i think i have a lot to offer in terms of the lessons i've learned from my own experiences. i'm not only NOT ashamed of my depression - i've been screaming my head off about it for 30 years. and i've been, mainly, ignored and even ridiculed for it. i've written exposés about the abuses, failings and shortcomings of the psychological industry. i've written MANY articles and books about these subjects. guess what? i'm not allowed to be published! i'm not allowed to share my experiences and observations. they only wanna hear from rich, famous people who claim to suffer from depression. as of right now, i have no family or friends. if i died at home tomorrow, by any means, i wouldn't be discovered for weeks or months. if i didn't have to pay rent i wouldn't be discovered for YEARS! we must face REALITY! no one cares! everyone has their own problems. they're too busy to care about the problems of others. THIS IS INTENTIONAL! this is how the elite have molded society. they want us ALL so distracted and overcome by our own daily problems and emergencies we're INCAPABLE of concern for the problems of others. they don't want us helping each other. they want us divided and in perpetual conflict so they, the elite, maintain their power, wealth and privilege. once we realize this fact, we can battle our own depression by helping ONE ANOTHER! stop playing this game that's rigged against you. UNITE and fight the injustices and INSANITY of the world. when you dedicate your lives to such endeavors you'll be surprised at just how quickly your depression subsides or dissipates all together.
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  6. i've been a suicidal depressive for 30 years. i'm on disability for it. after 3 suicide attempts (and one fake one) i think i have a lot to offer in terms of the lessons i've learned from my own experiences. i'm not only NOT ashamed of my depression - i've been screaming my head off about it for 30 years. and i've been, mainly, ignored and even ridiculed for it. i've written exposés about the abuses, failings and shortcomings of the psychological industry. i've written MANY articles and books about these subjects. guess what? i'm not allowed to be published! i'm not allowed to share my experiences and observations. they only wanna hear from rich, famous people who claim to suffer from depression. as of right now, i have no family or friends. if i died at home tomorrow, by any means, i wouldn't be discovered for weeks or months. if i didn't have to pay rent i wouldn't be discovered for YEARS! we must face REALITY! no one cares! everyone has their own problems. they're too busy to care about the problems of others. THIS IS INTENTIONAL! this is how the elite have molded society. they want us ALL so distracted and overcome by our own daily problems and emergencies we're INCAPABLE of concern for the problems of others. they don't want us helping each other. they want us divided and in perpetual conflict so they, the elite, maintain their power, wealth and privilege. once we realize this fact, we can battle our own depression by helping ONE ANOTHER! stop playing this game that's rigged against you. UNITE and fight the injustices and INSANITY of the world. when you dedicate your lives to such endeavors you'll be surprised at just how quickly your depression subsides or dissipates all together.
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  7.  @fujiquovalle4945  ... UNDETECTED! is the operative word. otherwise, if you don't think it applies to you, just ignore my comment. but check out Freud's book. its really interesting.
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  8. i've been a suicidal depressive for 30 years. i'm on disability for it. after 3 suicide attempts (and one fake one) i think i have a lot to offer in terms of the lessons i've learned from my own experiences. i'm not only NOT ashamed of my depression - i've been screaming my head off about it for 30 years. and i've been, mainly, ignored and even ridiculed for it. i've written exposés about the abuses, failings and shortcomings of the psychological industry. i've written MANY articles and books about these subjects. guess what? i'm not allowed to be published! i'm not allowed to share my experiences and observations. they only wanna hear from rich, famous people who claim to suffer from depression. as of right now, i have no family or friends. if i died at home tomorrow, by any means, i wouldn't be discovered for weeks or months. if i didn't have to pay rent i wouldn't be discovered for YEARS! we must face REALITY! no one cares! everyone has their own problems. they're too busy to care about the problems of others. THIS IS INTENTIONAL! this is how the elite have molded society. they want us ALL so distracted and overcome by our own daily problems and emergencies we're INCAPABLE of concern for the problems of others. they don't want us helping each other. they want us divided and in perpetual conflict so they, the elite, maintain their power, wealth and privilege. once we realize this fact, we can battle our own depression by helping ONE ANOTHER! stop playing this game that's rigged against you. UNITE and fight the injustices and INSANITY of the world. when you dedicate your lives to such endeavors you'll be surprised at just how quickly your depression subsides or dissipates all together.
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  9.  @justahuman7250  ... you just described my situation too. the therapists i talk to tell me most people blame their situation on their horrible childhoods. but i'm unique in that my problems arose in adulthood. my childhood had its problems, but generally speaking, IT WAS GREAT! therapists find this hard to believe. along with everything else that doesn't fit their mold.
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  10.  @Lily-gz3ip  ... why reddit? i hate reddit. just like i hate facebook, twitter and all that other ridiculous, crazy internet nonsense.
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  11. i've been a suicidal depressive for 30 years. i'm on disability for it. after 3 suicide attempts (and one fake one) i think i have a lot to offer in terms of the lessons i've learned from my own experiences. i'm not only NOT ashamed of my depression - i've been screaming my head off about it for 30 years. and i've been, mainly, ignored and even ridiculed for it. i've written exposés about the abuses, failings and shortcomings of the psychological industry. i've written MANY articles and books about these subjects. guess what? i'm not allowed to be published! i'm not allowed to share my experiences and observations. they only wanna hear from rich, famous people who claim to suffer from depression. as of right now, i have no family or friends. if i died at home tomorrow, by any means, i wouldn't be discovered for weeks or months. if i didn't have to pay rent i wouldn't be discovered for YEARS! we must face REALITY! no one cares! everyone has their own problems. they're too busy to care about the problems of others. THIS IS INTENTIONAL! this is how the elite have molded society. they want us ALL so distracted and overcome by our own daily problems and emergencies we're INCAPABLE of concern for the problems of others. they don't want us helping each other. they want us divided and in perpetual conflict so they, the elite, maintain their power, wealth and privilege. once we realize this fact, we can battle our own depression by helping ONE ANOTHER! stop playing this game that's rigged against you. UNITE and fight the injustices and INSANITY of the world. when you dedicate your lives to such endeavors you'll be surprised at just how quickly your depression subsides or dissipates all together.
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  12. i've been a suicidal depressive for 30 years. i'm on disability for it. after 3 suicide attempts (and one fake one) i think i have a lot to offer in terms of the lessons i've learned from my own experiences. i'm not only NOT ashamed of my depression - i've been screaming my head off about it for 30 years. and i've been, mainly, ignored and even ridiculed for it. i've written exposés about the abuses, failings and shortcomings of the psychological industry. i've written MANY articles and books about these subjects. guess what? i'm not allowed to be published! i'm not allowed to share my experiences and observations. they only wanna hear from rich, famous people who claim to suffer from depression. as of right now, i have no family or friends. if i died at home tomorrow, by any means, i wouldn't be discovered for weeks or months. if i didn't have to pay rent i wouldn't be discovered for YEARS! we must face REALITY! no one cares! everyone has their own problems. they're too busy to care about the problems of others. THIS IS INTENTIONAL! this is how the elite have molded society. they want us ALL so distracted and overcome by our own daily problems and emergencies we're INCAPABLE of concern for the problems of others. they don't want us helping each other. they want us divided and in perpetual conflict so they, the elite, maintain their power, wealth and privilege. once we realize this fact, we can battle our own depression by helping ONE ANOTHER! stop playing this game that's rigged against you. UNITE and fight the injustices and INSANITY of the world. when you dedicate your lives to such endeavors you'll be surprised at just how quickly your depression subsides or dissipates all together.
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  13.  @adachi4043  ... i think you misunderstood my comment. i agree with your response. this is part of how my life works. everyone, and i mean EVERYONE, in real life that i meet, that i reach out to, just convince me my reasons for wanting to die are VALID! this includes therapists, themselves, and govt and business bureaucrats. this DISRESPECT, apathy and cruelty makes me so MAD it makes me more determined to stay alive just to spite them. but, my point here is that, the very people who's job it is to HELP me, betray and isolate me and exacerbate my desire to die. these people are WORTHLESS; without conscience, integrity or ethics. here's another reason i want to die. NOTHING WORKS FOR ME, NOTHING! things that commonly work fine for others, or used to work for me DON'T work for me anymore. I CAN'T FUNCTION IN SOCIETY! i've been locked out of society and left to completely fend for myself. nothing they do to me will convince me to become like them! NOTHING! i will NEVER become as unethical or uncaring as they are. in just the last 2 years things have gotten WORSE! simple things like buying things on the internet, getting medical care and buying a car, i CAN'T DO ANYMORE for one reason or another. so, its really quite difficult, if not impossible, to live under these conditions. there's NO ONE i can talk to or reach out to for help. I'M DENIED THE HELP I CONTINUALLY ASK FOR! i try to EXPOSE these flaws to the public, politicians, policy makers and the media. THEY ALL IGNORE ME TOO! no one wants to help me or FIX the problems that HURT ME on a nearly daily basis. but i keep fighting the noble fight and i keep LOSING! but i keep fighting for myself and to make a better world. LET'S FIGHT TOGETHER! that's my message.
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  14.  @adachi4043  ... i didn't write anything that'd make anyone panic. what line makes you panic? tell me what it is and i'll explain it to you.
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  15. i think of suicide nearly every morning i wake up. its the first thing on my mind and then, usually, the thoughts dissipate throughout the day. i've been a suicidal depressive for 30 years. i'm on disability for it. after 3 suicide attempts (and one fake one) i think i have a lot to offer in terms of the lessons i've learned from my own experiences. i'm not only NOT ashamed of my depression - i've been screaming my head off about it for 30 years. and i've been, mainly, ignored and even ridiculed for it. i've written exposés about the abuses, failings and shortcomings of the psychological industry. i've written MANY articles and books about these subjects. guess what? i'm not allowed to be published! i'm not allowed to share my experiences and observations. they only wanna hear from rich, famous people who claim to suffer from depression. as of right now, i have no family or friends. if i died at home tomorrow, by any means, i wouldn't be discovered for weeks or months. if i didn't have to pay rent i wouldn't be discovered for YEARS! we must face REALITY! no one cares! everyone has their own problems. they're too busy to care about the problems of others. THIS IS INTENTIONAL! this is how the elite have molded society. they want us ALL so distracted and overcome by our own daily problems and emergencies we're INCAPABLE of concern for the problems of others. they don't want us helping each other. they want us divided and in perpetual conflict so they, the elite, maintain their power, wealth and privilege. once we realize this fact, we can battle our own depression by helping ONE ANOTHER! stop playing this game that's rigged against you. UNITE and fight the injustices and INSANITY of the world. when you dedicate your lives to such endeavors you'll be surprised at just how quickly your depression subsides or dissipates all together.
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  16. how much does Grammarly pay you to post advertising for them? you might want to think of a different, more honest way to make a few bucks.
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  17. i've been a suicidal depressive for 30 years. i'm on disability for it. after 3 suicide attempts (and one fake one) i think i have a lot to offer in terms of the lessons i've learned from my own experiences. i'm not only NOT ashamed of my depression - i've been screaming my head off about it for 30 years. and i've been, mainly, ignored and even ridiculed for it. i've written exposés about the abuses, failings and shortcomings of the psychological industry. i've written MANY articles and books about these subjects. guess what? i'm not allowed to be published! i'm not allowed to share my experiences and observations. they only wanna hear from rich, famous people who claim to suffer from depression. as of right now, i have no family or friends. if i died at home tomorrow, by any means, i wouldn't be discovered for weeks or months. if i didn't have to pay rent i wouldn't be discovered for YEARS! we must face REALITY! no one cares! everyone has their own problems. they're too busy to care about the problems of others. THIS IS INTENTIONAL! this is how the elite have molded society. they want us ALL so distracted and overcome by our own daily problems and emergencies we're INCAPABLE of concern for the problems of others. they don't want us helping each other. they want us divided and in perpetual conflict so they, the elite, maintain their power, wealth and privilege. once we realize this fact, we can battle our own depression by helping ONE ANOTHER! stop playing this game that's rigged against you. UNITE and fight the injustices and INSANITY of the world. when you dedicate your lives to such endeavors you'll be surprised at just how quickly your depression subsides or dissipates all together.
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  18.  @susanonymous2049  ... my advice - don't feel guilty over your friends death. BUT LEARN FROM IT! the first thing you might want to do is seek therapy. seek advice from your local or state mental health dept. most high schools and colleges offer mental health programs. EXHAUST every avenue. try not to accept NO as an answer. in my case - this has failed. i'm on disability but STILL denied treatment! but this may not be your experience. a lot people find the help they need. (try to avoid PILLS if they offer them to you.) keep in mind you aren't alone in your pain. i've survived 30 years with little treatment. and, man, it ain't been easy. but i've done it. please heed my advice before you make any rash decisions. good luck my friend. i hope i was able to help a little.
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  19. ... oh, one more thing. with every attempt i made to get therapy, but was denied, i was still able to verbally express what i'm going through. this, itself, was a form of therapy and helped.
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  20.  @rozchristopherson648  ... good advice. i always liked the name roz. i don't know why. i never met anyone by that name. maybe that's why. anyway, i think its an interesting name.
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  21.  @rozchristopherson648  ... you're welcome. now, where's that 15 bucks you borrowed from me last week? my pet piranha are gettin hungry!
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  22.  @ErikLiberty  ... it has to do with the corporate take over of human society. our lives and communities are no longer under our control but in the control of strangers, living 1000's of miles away who make decisions for all of humanity. and they're leading us in the wrong, and a very destructive direction. all in the name of the corporate police-state. thanks to the oligarchs, the extended family is dead. our neighbors are strangers and our commuities are crumbling. when one corporation can lose a million patrons and still make billions in profit you know something is wrong. THEY DON'T GIVE A SHIT! that's what's wrong. the oligarchs are kings and corporate state is THEIR kingdom.
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