Comments by "Anita K" (@Anita-k) on "Dr. Scott Eilers" channel.

  1. The first sentence of this video already got to me, bc it's like this stranger's reading my mind. I've not been like that since childhood, but became this way after a life changing accident I would've preferred not to survive - and that's bc it's already been my mindset long before the accident, that I didn't wanna survive losing limbs and/or ending up in a wheelchair - but then it happened and was sooo much worse. The hospital's doctors experimented on me without my knowledge or consent, they put me on haldol and also wanted to put me on methadone which I thankfully refused ... til one day a low raking doctor there told me about their plans and begged me not to snitch on him to not ruin his career, I've already had a hunch before and he only confirmed it so I did my best to get out of that hospital without any plans how to move forward. Since that time (and a few unimportant but more or less abusive relationships) I don't trust anybody anymore and just hope to never wake up again, it's that simple ... I can't imagine doing something active out of fear to survive it, but every minute every day I hope it'll be over sooner rather than later.
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