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This is what is wrong with the world, greedy money oriented fools.....hope he chokes on his blood soaked wealth made from the backs of hard working people. Nothing short of thuggery in a suit. These people aren't out to make you money, they take your wealth and tie it up, charge you a fortune in fees and when it goes tits up and you lose,my hey shrug their shoulders and say, you knew the risks, it's your own fault. He's OK as he has your commissions. Wake up you idiots, money won't make you happy, you will live a lit longer not stressing what the market is doing. Give your wealth to some good cause, after all you are currently investing in rainforest removal, species death and the destruction of the planet.
Enjoy your wealth subdued consciences. Eternity is a long time to regret.
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Vanessa, I was thinking when you mentioned the ladybird, my thoughts went to bees 🐝 and you might maybe like this video (I hope it is ok to share a YouTube link here?). It’s a musical tale sharing the folklore that believes if you tell the beehive colony when the owner of the hives dies or a new heir is born, then the colony will go on. If you don’t then the queen will either leave or die and the colony will die. The band is an amazing band, I have met them all and find them so inspiring, lovely and kind. They are a progressive rock band but don’t let that put you off, such intelligent and beautiful people who sing about all sorts from Hedgerows, lees, butterflies, the lost rivers of London, mud larking, Winchester and the man who saved the cathedral when he used a diving suit to repair the flooded foundations to a tribute to the men who died digging the Severn tunnel and the unsung heroes of the the engine Mallard when it broke the world steam speed record… anyway this is “Telling the bees” by Big Big Train, sorry for the plug but my intention was to share this song (I have ADHD and I tend to get excited about a topic or go off on a tangent …sorry once again lol)
Take good care xx ❤
https://youtu.be/OGXbOiiaI24
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So much of this I identify with and I feel such a sense of hopelessness in overcoming. I have been diagnosed with ADHD and my psychiatrist thinks I may some bipolar issues. One thing is that I am working towards trying to live a more normal life but many things often come to the surface that I have no idea how to,deal,with. My psych only controls my medication and isn’t paid to give me counsel.
One thing that’s bothering me lately is the fear that I am needy and attention seeking. I recently posted something in a FB group of my favourite band and it was a post from the lead singer of another band that he sent to me. I wanted to share this other bands music and reposted the message sent to on the FB page of my favourite band. The mods took the post down because they thought it was a “look at me and see what I got” attention seeking message. I guess it did come across like that but it wasn’t my intention. However Infind I’ve been doing this all my life with the need to be recognised … as a boy I was called a show off when I took my brothers guitar to a friends house … i was a scruffy little urchin when I was a boy, my clothes were dirty and ripped as my dad couldn’t afford many new ones. My mum died when I was 8 and I suffered so many negative experiences that destroyed my self confidence and happiness. I’m 57 now and feel so overwhelmed with so many symptoms, the self worthlessness, the lack,of motivation, the struggle,with just getting out of bed, unable to motivate myself to exercise and therefore put myself at serious risk as I’m weighing in around 16 stone with a height of 5’ 7” … feel so hopeless at times,es although I know I have made a lot of progress since diagnosis 5 years ago.
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I’m trying to understand my behaviour, I’m 54 years old. I don’t think I was ever sexually assaulted as a child, I have no memory of any such thing but I remember having an unhealthy interest in pornography and women generally even as far back as I can remember. I lost my mother at the age of 8 to cancer and am wondering if this is a factor. I had 2 older brothers and an older sister and when I entered puberty and for a year or two later I was obsessed with wanting to see my sister naked. I eventually planned it so that made spy holes in the ceiling of the bathroom so I could watch her in the bath. I was also obsessed with getting pork mags, so much that my friends would get tired of me going on about them. Even around the age of around 9 I was with my dad in a busy city and we were walking in a crowd, there was a pretty young woman walking in front wearing tight jeans and I just wanted to touch her bottom so I punched her in the bottom to try to make it look like I had bumped into her just so that I could feel her.
I’m sorry for being so detailed but I am at my wits end with it all, I have no sexual Union with my wife anymore, I guess because of the way I am I can’t turn her on this has lead me to a series of affairs and one night stands and constantly trying to find hook up sites to no avail as most are just scammers, but apart from that I just can’t find any balance. I was diagnosed with ADHD and mild bipolar symptoms a couple of years back if that also has any bearing.
I must add, it’s not just about sex, as far as I can remember, I find when I’m talking to a women I know or a stranger with whom I have struck up a conversation, I want to be held by them, held close by them and I guess, and this is shameful to admit more than anything. I want to be mothered but I want that women to be naked too. I want her to hold me close and love me like a mother would love a child but I need this skin bond as well? Does this sound really weird? I guess it does but I could just scream for this attention ..... it just won’t go away and I guess I am confusing it with sex? Oh god I can’t tell you how much I wish I could fix this but I don’t want it to go away with drugs or treatment, I feel that the only thing that can fix me is to just be held close and felt loved like I say, like a mother and her baby.
The reason I’m saying all this is to see if you know or what type of treatment you would recommend ? I’m sorry for being so graphic
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Missed you Vanessa, hope that you had a nice break with whatever you were doing. It’s good that you can take a break every once in a while and recharge your batteries, it must be quite intensive having to film and edit your videos and maintain your teaching commitments as well as your day to day things. Hope Mr M is well also and was able to take a break at the same time.
So gorgeous seeing Zeph with her ball, she really is a gorgeous and playful doggy … I really love seeing her. xx 🐶 🐕 🐕 xx ❤
7:13 what a lovely farm shop, it’s so nice that the owner can trust people, I just hope,to goodness that no one has ever or will, steal from it or be dishonest.
Well every day is a school day 😂 “gongoozler” … I think I may have heard of it in the distant past but never knew it was an actual word, apparently originated in the Lake District describing a bunch of busy body observers… 😂😂😂😂 Sad that they all,left when you went through the lock… ahh they don’t know what they missed, I wouldn’t have ignored you lol 😂 x
Isn’t that plant interesting how it grows in that gap? I think perhaps it may be getting nutrients from the iron to allow it to grow ?
Have t got to the end of the video yet so not sure what to expect. Hope you have a lovely week and hope that the weather stays nice for you xxx❤❤
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The thing is technically BP a are right. Ok you know what you are doing and are certainly aware of the risks but unfortunately you have to factor in that there will be people who don’t know what they are doing. The design is absolutely lethal, you only need a few spilt drops onto a hot engine, you get a burn and then the fumes falling out of the open filler will ignite and you have the very high probability of an explosion from the tank plus a flamethrower albeit until you drop the pump, but all in all even if no explosion then possible a large pool of burning fuel … if I was manager of that petrol station, I would totally agree.
If I owned that car, I think I would make myself up an airtight filler tube that extends out of the boot or even fit an external filler and if you are worried about aesthetics, you could maybe fit the cap behind a fold down number plate like some old vintage cars used to have.
These are all good safety regs that should be respected, even leaving a car door open can fill the car potentially with enough petrol fumes to cause an ignition when you start the car, operate a cigarette lighter or a worn starter switch that causes a spark to ignite the fumes….
But respect to you and your car, I think it’s up to those of us with vintage cars to go the extra mile and comply not just for our own safety but the safety of others. You only have to look at videos on line where you see the whole station go,up. Think of that manager and assistant mate, what a bloody big responsibility they have.
Anyway good luck fella with the car and enjoy.
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It’s lovely hearing your conversations about so many wonderful nature elements. I get a lot of joy visualising such things later on. Sorry for mentioning my music again but they sing about all of these things, meadowlands, water meadows, beekeeping, butterflies, chalk hills, legends and heroes of old England, hedgerows, partridge nests, ladybirds. All good and wonderful things to think about, maybe nature is the very thing that will save us all, if we just stop to observe be mindful and then maybe we won’t destroy it. xx
https://youtu.be/mDvZs7puSlI
The above is a beautiful song called Meadowlands and performed by the nicest bunch of musicians some of who I have met. xx
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Bloody parasitic lawyers!!! They themselves invent problems for money and in doing so, they create pollution. Of course we need legal processes but not at the cost of the planet, so there is another issue that needs sorting, out carbon taxes onto lawyers.
But whatever technologies we use, we have a number of things that no one wants to consider because of cost, and the most obvious one is depopulation. I don’t mean genocide of course, but people have to stop claiming their rights to Procreate. The planet cannot afford large families end of. By encouraging couples by education and discussion, if say each couple had 2 children, then the growth of population no longer is exponential and in reality not every couple will have children. Also these measures could be put in place for say 40 year periods and in which time, the average human will experience world population reduction and it’s benefits. Less humans = less animal consumption = less green house gasses from cows farting and less deforestation from land clearance.
Another thing we should ask is, why do we need all of this power? Simply to power more and more gadgets … more energy saving gadgets which allow us to be more sedentary … watching TV = moronic copycat activity, useless and futile thinking … and more gadgets = more production = more material extraction = land fill material and energy wastage.
Reduced society is going to impact on reduction in housing development requirement and maybe we will live in smaller communities,get to know our neighbours and use or existing gadgets, ie internet related devices, to educate our distant neighbours and share what we have.
In essence, we need to consider EVERYTHING we do and challenge everything and look at rather how draconian these measures may appear but instead look at the benefits, more time on our hands to do useful things … barter using skills and talents rather than money … that way we put parasites like greedy legal people, dictators, power hungry idiots who want to work people to death out of business.
We have to break the cycle and stop watching crap that the power hungry dictator parasitic elements in society use to keep us all in the dark and in this cycle of believing that we all individually need to have our share of the planet… it’s got to stop and the only way this is ever going to happen is through discussion, stop talking about celebrities and useless shite like the latest must have phones whilst throwing good tech in the bin….
People, we have to work together, produce less humans but keeping ours species stable… integrate and cross breed with other races and believes, be tolerant and remove parasites who want power at the cost of their pathetic creations that all one day will return to dust… goodness I could go on and one….
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