Comments by "Limrasson" (@Limrasson) on "Shoe0nHead"
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I had a classmate in high school who actually gave me a compliment, even supposedly jokingly, suggested we date. Later we attended the same university and in fact she took me on dates, I'm guessing they were dates anyway. Either way there was a moment of truth when we said goodbye and I automatically went into a hug that should have ended with a kiss, I'm assuming, but I fumbled it out of hesitation, we didn't had that many interests alligned and I was friends with a girl I had sometimes hoped I could be in a relationship, or I was simply too afraid to make a decision, either way I hesitated and fumbled it.
She didn't completely cut contact with me, but the interest was gone. The other girl on the other hand was an actually diagnosed bipolar wreck, who kept being an emotional vampire/leech (and nothing more) until I finally completely cut all contact.
The real L isn't any of this however, actions and consequences. The real L is that since then first girl died of some genetic disorder which she kept in as much secret as possible and now I'm left wondering if she had a better time if I had done things differently.
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