Comments by "Robert Lee Aka Cancel-Proof" (@Rob337_aka_CancelProof) on "Public Schools, the Fixation of Belief, and Social Control" video.

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  4. I heard mine described that way so many times by teachers and school counselors but it really never clicked in my head what it meant until I was out of school, for me that was at 16 years old after three attempts through the 9th grade. At that point of my life I was still in the first 25 years so still deep into the mindset that I was always the dumbest person in the room in whatever room I was in. That was something my father convinced me of before he left when I was five but he was so convincing I believed him for more than 25 years. Can't believe it took me that long to put it together but it did. I think I'm like a big ship that takes a long time to change course because of inertia because it took a full 25 more years probably before I realized everybody else is pretty dumb for the most part and now I know why. Between 18 and 19 I racked up eight felonies in short order spent my early twenties locked up and in rehab and in my early mid twenties woke up and finally got my GED and a degree in nuclear medicine. Unfortunately I never worked in the field because the eight felonies still follow me today and here I am at 53 looking around me and it's finally sinking in that the vast majority of people don't want to learn anything and in fact act as if it hurts and causes them physical pain. Maybe because for so long I felt I was so far behind everyone else I put more effort into learning and maybe it just is because I like learning or maybe I'll just never understand people and that just leaves me shaking my head wondering how things got to be the way they are. I certainly have never fit in anywhere and I'm reasonably certain that's not just how I feel but the results of me finally after 50 years starting to see things clearly for what they really are. I think I can clearly see reality finally after 53 years, but it confuses me and it frustrates me and it's just like a long game of Monopoly that used to be fun but isn't any longer. It seems fixed and unfair, way longer than it needs to be, and I hate it so much I'm just waiting for it to end and intentionally doing things that move me further in that direction. I just hate it so much and don't care anymore. I just wish it was over because no matter what I seem to do everydays a little worse than the day before. In fact looking back I can accept all the bad decisions I made early on and I agree it was wasted potential but sitting here now looking back at the last half of my life the words that come to mind are Wasted Effort. In fact the one thing consistent throughout has always been Frustration and Confusion. There has to be more to life than this to make it worth the effort and I doubt I'll ever figure that out. I'm an atheist now (and a nerd the only thing I truly enjoy anymore is learning) and I went through several phases wanting to believe in something because the happiest people I see in life I think truly believe in something but nothing I was able to truly get behind and embrace spiritually and intellectually at the same time. I would like nothing more then to feel secure in the knowledge that things made sense and there is justice somewhere in the universe and at some point after all this is over people will be rewarded for being good and living a good life and bad people will finally be punished for all the rotten things they've done to make life so bad for so many others that just wanted to be good and live their own lives and deserved much better than they got in their lives from what I have been referring to as "entitled narcissistic parasites over-represented in positions of power" who oddly enough always come out on top which is probably why they have earned that label from me. By far from start to finish from personal experience everything in my life tells me that just the opposite is true. Needless to say if we look at just at consistent things, my personal evaluation of everything would be as follows..... Life is too long, it's very confusing and frustrating and extremely unfair because the rewards for being completely rotten are great and the punishment for treating others with respect, thoughtfulness, and compassion is more than you can imagine. What else have I learned so far about me and my life specifically I'm single never married with no children lives alone and that's not expected to change. Just in the last year I am learning something new about myself that took me a good long time to accept that seems to be reasonably accurate I'm still testing it but it's helping me to be able to accept some things but at the same time making me want to reject others that seem to be firmly attached. Looks like I am weird and different from everything I can gather I am a male infj-t and most likely the strangest person you would ever hope to not meet. For the first time in my life I think I like who I am more than at any other point but I'm not very likeable or easy to accept from the Viewpoint of others just based on anecdotal evidence and direct personal observation. I will always speak truth as I understand it and it no longer concerns me what other people think about that because I think honesty is always better than any of the Alternatives because it allows others to properly evaluate who I am so they can make a honest and well-informed decision about whether or not and how I might fit into their life and that's just because I hate trying to figure out people nobody's honest they will lie to you and do whatever they can to gain Advantage as they see things tell you what you want to hear in order to Advance their position with no regards to how it affects anyone else. I love nature and animals and learning about anything real and solidly tangible but I don't like people Dave's need my life miserable and they're just 2 malicious and hard to figure out. Maybe that's why I like animals so much here in Florida we have a lot and they never lie to you they're easy to figure out and always genuine and people would do well to try to be more like them especially when it comes to relating to one another because I'm pretty sure with the exception of Werner Heisenberg nobody likes uncertainty. Anyone who made it this far musty as weird as I am but if you did thanks for listening toward living alone and I have to get things off my chest so I can face another day tomorrow. I hope you all do better than I did and maybe something I said could help others to understand their lives or at least realize they're not completely alone there might be somebody out there who is just like them and good luck
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  20.  @ministryoftruth1451  my assessment would apply to anyone who using nothing but their intellect and intuition is so cocksure that they can figure it out without any outside information or data coming into play but maybe that's just the scientist in me and my bias towards the scientific method over speculation and assumptions and biased by my perspective which is often very different from the majority and I wonder why you label it as epistemology which carries a bigger burden for proof based on facts then an intuitive conclusion does. As an infj I understand intuition quite low and I have attained a level of Mastery well above-average and I rely on it heavily and it serves me well but I would never substitute it for some cold hard not open to interpretation facts that can't effectively be arguing with except for maybe by somebody so arrogant that they would you there's as Superior especially when contrasted with the scientific method. Basically I'm not sure we're disagreeing about much other than Maybe our understanding of or at least definition of epistemology or he'll we could be even having this discussion for all the wrong reasons which would invalidate the whole thing in my opinion because for me intentions matter at least as much as outcomes so what was that again that you were hoping to achieve (and are we going for distance or accuracy)? You and I can sit here and debate the sexual preferences of the color 9 all day long and it changes nothing except for how we perceive things because I'm going to bet the color 9 didn't even notice and definitely didn't care what conclusion we came to as to who it's sleeping with tonight
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  22.  @ministryoftruth1451  Does somebody need some attention? It's easy to see how considering the multitude of Character defects and complete lack of social skills. So you don't approve them Mr Arrested Development I didn't mean to leave the impression that I might give a shit what you think so that was totally unintentional. I bet you have a real hard time making friends don't you but it's probably just because you suck at it because you certainly aren't doing it right. Maybe if you tried a little harder to act a little less toxic because honestly If I wanted to deal with a petulant child I'd have a kid but I've already done that and I'm not so tolerant of the infantile mind anymore just saying. That's quite the problem you have there almost pathological but manners are free and if you find some normal people who can tolerate you for a little while you might hang out with them and just keep your mouth shut and watch what they do and then try to emulate that behavior later when you're around normal adults and want to try to blend in but not my job your parents should have done that. Oh and the not saying anything actually I said plenty so I'm sure the problem is a matter of comprehension much like you would expect from somebody with such a poor vocabulary they can barely string together and intelligence sentence but you keep working on it you'll get there and if you need some help call somebody who cares because I certainly do not. Good luck with that rectal cranial inversion and don't worry (about me if I want any shit out of you I'll just squeeze your head so go away you wasted too much of my time already and always remember speak to people the way you want to be spoken to because most of the time we're going to assume you already did.
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