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I've heard it out there on the streets. along with NWA, public enemy, Paris from guerrilla funk records, the Lench mob, Ice Cube, arrested development, Charles Bradley, Hieroglyphics, E40, Childish Gambino.. I could go on. I live up here and Seattle and we bump all that s***, especially the West coast. on Wednesday night there was a lot of southern hip-hop being played at one section of the rally. lol this Texas pimp started playing Bia Bia and other Lil John out of his massive truck, he had an insane sound system. He had two basketballs wrapped in canvas tied to the back of his truck like balls. 🤣😭
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@theYT_moderator that's not gang related music at all, "thug culture" (if there was such a thing) is basically the gang lifestyle. If anything, you want to listen to trap. Cheef Keef, RXK, Lil Durk, Lil Reese, Uncle Murda, etc. Because those people rap about criminology, which is as close to "thug" behavior as you can get. There's all different types of gangster music though. But the people you named, that's not it. LOL those are like mainstream artists. Listen to EBK artists or FOD, something really from the streets.
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This is very common amongst sociopaths. They can portray air of empathy, it's called cognitive empathy. They know when it's appropriate to act like they are hurt or act like they are dismayed, they put on shows. They act meek and weak, they act like victims, they can act boisterous and charming, they can act proud, dignified, confident... Sociopath put on whatever mask they believe that their audience will fall for. They also enjoy reliving the crimes that they commit because it gives them additional dopamine. This kid has multiple sociopathic traits. He's used to manipulating people through guilt tripping them, and when it didn't work with her, he snapped. I bet his mom gives him whatever he wants as soon as he puts on that weak little docile voice and starts pouting. I'm not just saying this because of some s*** that I've read, I have lived with,been raised around, worked with in a professional setting as an LMHP, and dated many people on the antisocial personality disorder spectrum. Most are sociopaths but I have known a couple psychopaths. Psychopaths are more aloof than sociopath in my experience. Luckily, in my experience... If a psychopath happens to like you as a favorite person, look out. Most of them are not sadistic but a lot of them can be. A good example of a non-sadistic psychopath is that dude who had that seagate submersible. That guy was a psychopath.
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I like how the new documentary doesn't once address the economic disparity that's caused this homeless issue. I'm third generation Seattlite, and I've watched this place go downhill. my Grandpa bought a home for himself and for his daughter working as a manager for Craftsman at Sears when he got back from WW2. my grandma who moved here from Norway in 1929 worked her entire life as a teller for people's bank, long gone, but it used to be in ballard. they made a good living. I grew up having everything, trips in the rv, boats to go fishing in, a nice home and Broadview area, my mom has a home near bitter lake. my parents both became disabled over 25 years ago due to physical injuries. spent all of their 401k, they struggle now to pay the taxes because they're humble home is considered lakefront property, despite the fact that we can't see anything since developers down the street built the houses up so high we can't even see the sunrise anymore, let alone bitter lake. nowadays you can't buy a home in the city unless you're a CEO or a tech executive making over 200k a year - period. I'm a single mom, I had to move out of Seattle because even as a manager at Group Health cooperative, I couldn't make enough to support myself and my two children. maybe if healthcare workers made as much as tech workers in this city, it would be different. but it is what it is.
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Cenk laid it down! LOL I fucking erupted laughing at the very end..... I ftfo laughing😂😂😂😂 I was driving and it caught me so off guard because I heard piercing when we're done and that was the very last word that bull had got in, LMFAO I know his voice but I still had to remind it cuz I got to the stop light intersection and had to re-watch it LOL I laughed so hard everybody at the bus stop next to me started staring I couldn't help myself though. The other commenter is right, it's the way he lays it down and the way he says it. He was so matter of the fact and it was definitely the truth😅 that Rabbi is just nuts. It's the worst way to debate somebody. And when I read their has Vera propaganda manual that they give to Israeli University students add to Jewish people when they come and visit israel, it's really bizarre. They have these seven propaganda tactics that they outline, the way they present them it says if that these are the tactics that they're going to have to be dealing with as jews, but then when you read them, you realize that these are actually tactics they're telling the Jews to use against people who are trying to call out Israel for its atrocities so that the Jews can continue taking land. They are telling their masses, AKA young Jewish people in Jewish people that visit Israel and become dual citizens and settle there, that it's all about their religious right to exercise authority over this land and that their religious books tell them that this is what's supposed to happen, but then, the people in control over there in Israel know that it's really about financial gain and capital. They use religion as a panopticon. That's why they talk about the God being full of anger and jealousy. The Ancients used it to explain things that they didn't understand and back then their rulers believe that they were favored by these gods and they were be exempt from the atrocities if they commanded their masses to do various hidden deeds, hidden Deeds that quite obviously those ancient rulers wanted to do. And by Deeds I mean acts of genocide😢 taking land away from people, conquering people and taking their land away. Persecuting people and creating laws against them that punish them harshly for doing things that they believe for degenerate. I understand the laws in a lot of ways because they didn't have the Medical Science available back then to do away and cure illnesses that could arise from eating certain types of foods, and from engaging in Bus full activities, so of course they try to include these activities in back then. But there's no excuse nowadays in the days of modern knowledge and science and medicine to continue to say that you can't eat certain foods or that women are unclean or that gay people are going to burn in hell or that babies need to have certain areas of their body sucked on by an adult male Rabbi and possibly spread herpes or HIV or just be exposed to that activity in the first place, that is so demonic. Who puts as part of a religious ritual and then has the nerve to say that they're God 😮 not even Christians do that kind of blasphemy and they do some outlandish stuff in the name of Christianity 😮😢 a lot of these people act like cult members in the way that they are constantly rewarded by their government with free education and free land is ridiculous.
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Yeah, the people who run this channel do a good job applying logic and explaining the narrative with a critical tone. One thing that I would like to clarify though, as new things are found about ASD constantly, is that people on the ASD spectrum make inappropriate eye contact. It doesn't necessarily mean that we don't make eye contact or that we look away all the time. It also means that we can stare inappropriately, especially when in serious situations. I am autistic, and when I'm in social atmospheres I tend to shift my gaze a lot from people's eyes because it feels invasive, but when I am speaking directly one-on-one with somebody in an intimate setting, whether it's in a workplace, with close friends somewhere, at a job interview, or with stakeholders at lunch, I make sustained eye contact because I feel that I can read the person's energy much better and I feel that I'm creating a deeper bond with them. Also, making sustained eye contact lens oxytocin to flu more freely, which invokes feelings of love and pleasure. That's one reason that I'm glad I don't make eye contact for very long with strangers! LOL
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they definitely are. I've worked in tobacco cessation for over a decade and we ALL in the USA know what the symptoms of smoking related diseases are. Shortness of breath, headaches, dizziness, constant lung irritation, lung pain, removal of lung mucus via excessive phlegm, swollen joints, rapid spikes or drops in blood pressure, underlying HBP, There is a plethora of health effects depending on the individual. Let's not even get into diabetes, the multitude of cancers, and full-fledged emphysema.
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I took Lexapro and it made me do nothing but sleep. I felt like a shell of myself. I had been diagnosed with situational depression and PTSD back then. It was the first RX I'd used for anxiety/depression, but I have been self-medicating pretty regularly from age 13-19 with weed, alcohol, speed, lsd, mushrooms, dmt🙃... Finally at age 24 after leaving an abusive partner I went to therapy the first woman gave me lexapro. I took it for 9 months and it was a horrible experience. That was the first time I ever experienced extreme leveraging where I slept all summer long and I had no desire to do anything that I normally like to doing. I began talking to a friend online who told me about EMDR therapy. I met a therapist and she told me that I didn't have the chemical imbalance that required the use of lexapro, and that I just needed to find some coping strategies during times of stressed out with trigger me. She helped me wean off the Lexapro over several months slowly, and then we begin doing weekly EMDR sessions for over a year. It helped determine this way! I would like to go back again, because I did all this when I was 24. I am 42 now, I have gone through several intense relationships since then, including with somebody I used to look up to growing up, be hooked up/lived together when we were in our thirties, and had 2 kids. I later discovered that he had substance use disorder issues and he was also a narcissist. He became physically abusive as well as psychologically tormented me and mocked me for various things. Thank God I wasn't aware of my autism diagnoses back then because he likely would have believed me for that, as well. But yes, after I eventually found the strength to put him out of my place during my second pregnancy, he hasn't talked to us since. I was diagnosed as autistic right before I had the baby, who is now 5 years old. It is taken about that long for me to understand fully with being autistic means. At first I didn't believe it because I thought it meant something completely different! Websites don't tell the truth, either. It wasn't until I found like-minded individuals on social media that I began to really understand that's why I'm so passionate about my interest and that's also why I have such a difficult time making friends. The woman who diagnosed me ask me right away because I told her ever since elementary School I've just always had these certain interests and I need to pursue the mother was I feel overwhelmed and stressed out. And they change over time, but they never disappear completely. And a lot of my friends don't want to spend a lot of time with me doing this type of stuff, or talking about it. Especially since I talk over them a lot and I tend to monologue like I'm doing right now and talk to text. But let me in this conversation I'm going to get back to cooking my dinner but I did feel like sharing my experience with Lexapro 😫🙃
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From ChubbyEmu's first referenced link:
"A lethal intoxication case, which occurred in Brussels, Belgium, is described. A 20-year-old man died following the ingestion of pasta contaminated with Bacillus cereus. Emetic strains of B. cereus were isolated, and high levels of cereulide (14.8 μg/g) were found in the spaghetti meal.
CASE REPORT
On 1 October 2008, a 20-year-old man became sick after eating a meal of leftovers of spaghetti with tomato sauce, which had been prepared 5 days before and left in the kitchen at room temperature. After school, he warmed the spaghetti in the microwave oven. Immediately after eating, he left home for his sports activities, but he returned 30 min later because of headache, abdominal pain, and nausea. At his arrival, he vomited profusely for several hours and at midnight had two episodes of watery diarrhea. He did not receive any medication and drank only water. After midnight, he fell asleep. The next morning at 11:00 AM, his parents were worried because he did not get up. When they went to his room, they found him dead.
Legal examination determined the time of death, presumably at 4:00 AM, approximately 10 h after ingestion of the suspected meal. An autopsy could not be performed until 5 days later. Macroscopically, brownish and moderately softened liver and ascites (550 ml of citrine liquid) were found. The heart was macroscopically normal. A total lysis of the pancreas was also found, but it could not be excluded that this finding was due to the autopsy delay."
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that's sear's CEO was a real piece of work at the end there, huh? Sucks, my grandpa was the Craftsman manager for decades when he returned from world war II and made a good living, enough to own a home in the affluent area of Seattle, to buy his children at home, and he retired from there before he was 65 back in the 80s, having plenty of time left to spend with us grandkids while we traveled in his RV across the United States. He made enough money working at Sears to get himself and grandma a nice new RV, buy my parents an RV for their ten year anniversary, buy my mom a car every five years or so for her birthday, etc. of course he invested a lot of money and they had hooked him up with a terrific 401k. Complete opposite of my situation, I live paycheck to paycheck right now and am currently struggling like no other, even working in healthcare I still can't afford to live in seattle on a single income. Life was so much better back then.
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I also have a disposition to get skinny fat now that I'm in my 40s and have had two children. It's not that I get huge or obese, it's that I accumulate a large amount of fat around my midsection only, and it causes a lot of severe health risks. I developed prediabetes, was struggling to walk up to three flights of stairs, joints ache all the time, I was lethargic and feeling very depressed. I had a poor diet and generally ate a lot of junk food because I was trying to get "thick". I had to recomp my entire body by first losing the weight drastically but going to 1200 calories per day, I lost 15 lb in 2 months. I don't recommend it, but I'm used to being pretty skinny so it was easy for me to lose the belly fat. Once I lost the weight I started slowly increasing my calories by 100 per week, making sure that I got a ton of protein supplemented in there. I also started taking a supplement called tribulus and using creatine as well as working out 5 days a week for 20 to 60 minutes (depending on my work schedule and school, and also my kids. I'm a single mother of two special needs children and I'm also autistic so I often feel overwhelmed, leading me to not being able to work out as much or belong to a gym since I would never have time to go). I like working out at home, I use my kettlebells. My two daughters (4 and 9) are also highly motivated and they lift weights/exercise along with me.
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That's nice but it doesn't mean that people who are unable to take care of individuals with severe disabilities should be demonized because they have sought outside resources. My sister has schizophrenia and she has been jailed for assault multiple times, it's not fair to put the burden on my father who was already disabled at the time she got diagnosed, or on my mom, who isn't even my half sister's biological mother. My half sister's mom has a mental illness which wasn't diagnosed until she was in her late twenties, which was shortly after her and my father became divorced. she became abusive shortly after they got married and moved in together, so he divorced her after counseling didn't help things between them. Then, a few years later after they divorced, he found out his ex wife was diagnosed with bipolar disorder. by then he had already married my mom and had 2 kids. When I was almost 40 I was diagnosed with autism and I'm pretty sure that's what my dad's issue is, I shouldn't say issue cuz he's super smart, he's just always had special interest in lots of other signs of autism that I was unaware of until after I was diagnosed.😂 One of my good friends has an autistic son, she decided to raise him over in America. He was born in Japan, and she told me that they wanted to put him in a home. Luckily she's able and more than willing of course to do that, but I think of one of my good friends that I grew up with. She got pregnant at age 14 by an adult man. The baby had down syndrome, and she put him up for adoption. She's 47 now, and her son is amazing. He's a grown man! He's a fantastic man and despite having down syndrome he lives a fulfilling life and is very active in his family and community. The family adopted him was a really nice Christian family, I hate having to throw that in because I'm against organized religions as a whole, but in this case my friend was really blessed for lack of a better term, lol because her son has just had the best life. The family has a lot of money and they're a huge family that fosters a lot of kids. They actually go through with adopting most of the ones they foster, I think he's got like 12 brothers and sisters now🎉 but I just think back to the olden days when most women got pregnant very young because there was no birth control and they were treated as property, basically once you could procreate you were on the market and it's very sad to think of how many women were forced into pregnancies and had to deliver babies that didn't survive or institutionalized for one reason or another.
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Reality Check exactly. "In past years, some guidebooks on manners maintained that in the U.S., the title should be reserved for the incumbent president only, and should not be used for former presidents, holding that it was not proper to use the title as a courtesy title when addressing a former president. Despite that, all living former US Presidents continue to be addressed as "Mr. President", both formally and informally, and contemporary experts on etiquette now maintain that it is entirely appropriate.
(Quoting Lisa Mirza Grotts - a recognized etiquette expert, an on-air contributor, and the author of A Traveler’s Passport to Etiquette. She is a former director of protocol for the city and county of San Francisco and the founder and CEO of The AML Group (www.AMLGroup.com), certified etiquette and protocol consultants. Her clients range from Stanford Hospital to Cornell University and Levi Strauss.")
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But it doesn't cause death presenting with other conditions. I worked as a substance use disorder therapist for almost a decade and I grew up in a house full of opiate addicts. I lost my cousin to it and my dad's been one since I was a child because of his back pain. He's been off and on prescription medications, mostly on but during the pain clinic crises that was happening up here and he was unable to get it he relapsed just started using Street drugs. At one point he went to jail during all this and he went cold turkey after being on opiates for over 20 years, and he was on a hardcore shit come on talking is prescription was a pain cocktail with multiple opiates and muscle relaxers in it, among them fentanyl, and this was way back in 1992. When he went to When he went to jail it was in 2004, and he went cold turkey because they didn't give him any type of methadone or any pain medication when he was in locked up in the Fed he didn't die, he just basically had to sweat it out as he put it and deal with pain and cramps and feeling like shit, a few days of delirious cold chills and hot sweats, he was definitely not at risk of dying though. But his pain levels were unmanageable and he wanted to take his own life at certain points because his pain is really bad, his back got screwed up during herniated disc surgery back in the 80s. I know it's hard to people who have quit cold turkey. I grew up here in Seattle and some of my best friends used to party with Layne staley, I used to hang out in the music scene and no people who have gotten addicted to methadone and still live in public housing assistance programs, and I know people who have quit music drugs cold turkey and they have become married and moved and just generally have better lives because they're not addicted to anything anymore methadone causes cognitive impairment and it's very easy to be abused, just like Suboxone
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@BIGBrand815 So what, that is not an excuse. I had a child with my daughter's dad and then when I was pregnant with our second baby he started drinking alcohol and using drugs coma he got physical with me and hes been out of the house ever since period hes never met his youngest daughter because he kicked me in the job with her when I was pregnant and threatened to do more than that. He is an attic and a liar and we don't want him around the kids period I would never let my kids go visit him unsupervised, even if he came back and was clean and sober. Even a supervised visit would have to really be coordinated and would require several months of planning because I'm autistic and my children have special needs and we don't just let people jump in and out of our lives like hop scotch. M f's need to respect the longevity of a real family unit and it's a shame that we really just truly can't know every soul because these sociopaths and narcissists hide behind a facade of charm and manipulation period that's why it's good when you CAN see red flags, like a predator's offence history. I always test the individuals to find out what type of empathy they have come if it's just cognitive empathy where they can pretend to care in order to make people think that there are good person, or if it's really emotional empathy where they are really feeling hurt because they honestly are affected. I often will tell the person that I saw her animal or lost kitten or something of that nature come up and let them know that I was gonna go out of my way to do something to help it and see how they respond. But you gotta use more than that, it's a process period you can't just use 1 or 2 situations and it's an example because they might just be a regular MF who doesn't like animal spirit that's why you've bait them with scenarios and see how they react, if they actually care about things that you value, or if they're just putting on an act. And even then it can be really hard to tell with some narcissists, However I have found that sociopaths and psychopaths are far easier to tell because they will straight up admit that they go by their own set of rules. A huge red flag that you're dealing with a sociopathic psychopath is how they often brag about being violent or skirting the law, and they truly enjoy it. It's not the same as your buddy bragging about how he won his first bar fight or how your girlfriend talked her way out of the ticket a cop was aiming for. It has to be a pattern that is steadfast in the individual's life. If they are unable to hold down a steady job, if they constantly are getting caught up in their lives, constantly getting new cell phones, constantly showing signs of instability, red flags for cluster b personality disorders.
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Sounds like rape is a form of molestation to me.. Jesus Christ dude. I'm a survivor who later became a therapist, and molestation is a broad-based term that relates to the abuse of a vulnerable person, it's usually sexually exploitative in general. This includes rape, sodomy, digital rape, oral rape, fondling, sniffing, physically touching in any way, and in some jurisdictions it may even be considered to be molestation if certain conversations are said that are contributing to the delinquency of a minor, but that varies from state to state. I don't know who the Einstein is above lol probably somebody who supports the group of people Einstein was descended from😂 narcissist dotard
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@milkchan202 The irony is I'm parked along Aurora avenue and 125th Street at the cemetery my grandparents are buried at. I just got done walking my dog and I'm smoking a quick joint before I go to school. That being said, people are ashamed and it's not even anything that they're aware of at the time. I didn't tell my dad for a number of different reasons, it was embarrassing to talk about sex, I was undiagnosed autistic, I just always felt shying withdrawn and didn't know how to bring up the subject. Plus my dad was off the hook even back then, this was before he relapsed when I was in my '20s, but when he first became permanently disabled the doctors got him on those opiates and everything spiraled out of control over the next several decades. Thankfully my dad has been through treatment programs and even went to the pen when he was in his damn 60s😢 smh because he was on a bad one. The chronic pain led him to want to end it all and he went out to Montana got in a fight with his oldest son and then went off on the reservation got caught with a firearm on a property where he wasn't supposed to have it and cancel Christmas. And who am I to judge, his dad came off the reservation and grew up in a boarding school back in the 1930s. I read the autobiography my grandpa wrote. His dad died when he was only 52 years old my dad was about 30. It was devastating for him, I know. And what led to his relapse after all those years, (cuz the same year my grandpa died my dad went to inpatient treatment and got help for his alcoholism) My dad relapsed the after over 30 years when his youngest sister died of a wound that wouldn't heal. She evidently was born with an autoimmune disorder that wasn't discovered until she got scratched by a metal object at a golf course one day, in the wound just kept getting bigger and bigger and it was a slow death. It was very tragic. And even for the two decade before that it happened, I would hear my dad at night and it was scare me because he would have these nightmares from the medications he was on, and he would cry out in his sleeper he would be begging a demon to stop and it would leave me terrified. I was about 11 and 12 years old. I've been. I'm crying right now thinking about it because it's hard to hear your dad in pain crying and begging for it to stop and you can't do anything about it, I would go in there and he would be asleep and I'd feel sick to my stomach. I would also feel a lot of shame because I didn't want to be there and I felt guilty because of that too.
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Addressing the unauthorized landing of United States troops in the capital city of the Hawaiian Kingdom, President Cleveland stated, “on the 16th day of January, 1893, between four and five o’clock in the afternoon, a detachment of marines from the United States steamer Boston, with two pieces of artillery, landed at Honolulu. The men, upwards of 160 in all, were supplied with double cartridge belts filled with ammunition and with haversacks and canteens, and were accompanied by a hospital corps with stretchers and medical supplies (p. 451).”
President Cleveland ascertained that this “military demonstration upon the soil of Honolulu was of itself an act of war, unless made either with the consent of the Government of Hawaii or for the bona fide purpose of protecting the imperiled lives and property of citizens of the United States. But there is no pretense of any such consent on the part of the Government of the Queen, which at that time was undisputed and was both the de facto and the de jure government. In point of fact the existing government instead of requesting the presence of an armed force protested against it (p. 451).” He then stated, “a candid and thorough examination of the facts will force the conviction that the provisional government owes its existence to an armed invasion by the United States (p. 454).”
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@hartmutott4720 look, in the beginning mine was trying to pry, and trust me I'm telling you I knew he was a sociopath for a couple years before I even engaged with him, he's a youngster out of my graffiti crew, I'm 43 and he's 31 now. I digress.... in the beginning when I let him feel like he was getting through the door emotionally with me ( he didn't know that the games he thought he was running were but mere Child's Play in my experience! He also didn't realize that I'm a therapist and worked as a licensed mental health practitioner running a substance use disorder program for a decade before I linked up with what was soon to be his drug addicted a$$!) Anyways, he was asking me about my past relationships because I alluded to my baby's dad destroying my apartment, which is completely true. He asked me something that stood out to me, and knowing the way that sociopath and narcissist work, I knew that he wasn't even cognizant of the reasons behind it. But he asked me what the worst thing that my daughter's dad ever said to me or did to me was, lol. Come on 48 Laws of Power! He didn't realize I read that back when I was 20 years old.... lol anyways. So I lied to him and I made up some bullshit. LOL I made up some real unique sounding insults. Cat Chase dog, or rather, dog chased cat, and after I declined him multiple times and he started to show his true Colours really wild as far as intimate relationship issues were concerned, he started to insult me. It was about 3 and 1/2 4 months and he started calling me the same bulshit made-up name that I told him my ex used to call me, the one that supposedly hurt me really bad! LOL he really thought he was doing the most to talk about what your ex is right look how fucked-up you are no wonder your ex was right when he said that about you just look at you, you're pathetic da da da da! LOL I was like you know you are a whole buffoon for real because first of all you don't even know my ex, second of all my ex never said that shit, third of all I told you that shit to catch you up, 4th of all get the fuck about my house you can go back to being a hobo sexual, I don't know what type of trip he thought he was taking out here from Philly but he really thought he was going to move in or something unique LOL he quickly learned that that is not the case
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I've definitely seen Trump go on some intense rants, this weekend's hour-long phone call definitely counts among those, but I've never heard him delve into what I was taught to be word salad. I don't think Conway understands how truly fragmented that type of talk is. Trump certainly exhibits disjointed statements, but word salad? I've never heard that. However, with past clients of mine when I worked as a health coach and nutritionist for Kaiser Permanente, I would refer them to a mental health provider if I heard things like "mysteria the book ordered strictly rhombus buildings climb, I left a hate cabin weeks ago and deserted photographs at yard skill..." that seems to be a lot different than moving quickly in a manic state from one disjointed topic to the next. Of course I'm not a LMHP, so I really don't know. I haven't taken a psychology class in over 15 years, and haven't been that great on keeping up with my intellectual capital on the subject. All I know is that when people exhibited word salad, they were out of the spectrum of disorders I could help them with. My focus was on substance use recovery, lifestyle changes, and eating disorders for post bariatric patients. Lots of nutrition coaching! 😊 And lots and lots and lots of referrals to psychiatrists and other licensed mental health practitioners. From my understanding word salad is because of schizophrenic person lacks the neurosynapses to physically express/ complete the thought that their brain is trying to put together. Seems to be a whole different beast then somebody who is manic that is overwhelmed with thoughts and just spurting them all out at once - "racing".
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Looool. I'm on the ASD spectrum with a LOT of random special interests that I know basic facts about, and also I'm a Gemini. Astrologers say that Gemini are the "Jacks of all trades, masters of none" of the zodiac, and in my case, I definitely find it to be true. As I was listening to that last trait here, I snapped my head and did a triple take into the mirror for a long, hard 30 seconds! 🤣🤣😫😂 definitely can relate, however I'm quick to admit that I don't know enough and I always need to research more. I suppose that's what makes me a bit different. I actually took myself to a psychiatrist because I thought I was dealing with some type of ADHD related OCD due to the fact that I was "addicted to learning". That's when I got diagnosed with ASD. My longing to research random stuff was so intense after leaving an abusive relationship, that I could not continue working in healthcare or resuming my professional studies. I was having intrusive thoughts and brain fog, it was definitely a difficult time. I had serious longings to research odd things, such as the history of chemical dye production, socialism in post-soviet countries, Debordian philosophy, the mythology behind the zodiac signs of Scorpio and virgo, just random bs that wasn't truly profiting me. I wish I could have longed to understand nuclear medicine and physics at that time instead. the fact that I had lost over 30 people within an 18-month time span (including my professional mentors, all of my grandparents, and an unborn child due to abuse) made things extremely difficult, I was told I have something they termed as multiple loss syndrome, or something like that. 😬😬 But the years passed, research continued, and my formal education is about to resume as well now - finally.
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@twizz420 He's actually a sociopath, psychopaths are much more intellectually inclined and can achieve goals for themselves. Sociopaths are the lower level of the antisocial personality disorder, but you're on the right track. I was a licensed mental health practitioner for over 10 years and researched cluster b personality type disorders for over 20 years because I have them in my family, friend set, and also have dated them. I also have some traits of antisocial personality disorder, they overlap with my autistic framework.😅 Luckily they are on a low scale and there's only a couple traits that I identify with, namely I love graffiti (vandalism) and I get into some types of thrill seeking/cortisol issues when I'm driving, people always want to race me and then I get pissed off and then it's not good. Sociopaths often have and will act out of road rage. I used to fight a lot, but I've chalk that up to my innate tendency towards autistic rage when needs we're challenged, basically what a bully got up in my face. I wouldn't really get pissed if I was denied something that brought me comfort, that's when I just kind of withdraw and go do my own thing. But every individual is different. It's a spectrum for a reason. One of my close friends is a sociopath and he has some autistic traits. He's also very violent and bashed me in the face with a full can of paint 😢 sent me to the hospital. He's beat up almost every girl he comes in a contact with, he doesn't like girls because his mom threw him down the stairs and he was a little kid and put a dent in his head. He's a sociopath. He has an intellectual disability as well. That being said, he's my little brother and he's in my graffiti crew in it I shall continue to pray for him.
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It's funny because I worked for a program called the quit for life and the weight talk health coaching program, we provided coaching for people who needed to change their biometric scores for either their company, or for their healthcare providers. For instance, we helped provide coaching for people who were trying to quit smoking and change weight, this also included giving referrals to lmph's, amongst other support systems like the crisis line. I was with them for a decade. I began as a registration specialist but got promoted quickly, made lead RIS within the first 9 months, and coaching supervisor 2 years later despite not having a graduate degree (which was required for all applicants for that position, however I qualified due to my experience and on site trainings). The directors said that I had a super high work ethic, I left enthusiastically and I took initiative promptly. I also won an award for developing and implementing a new training module for sixty new hires during a peak program campaign season, amongst others recognitions. due to some trauma to make a long story short, I ended up leaving that job and returning to school. Changed majors, had to heal from some trauma, etc...in between that time, I needed to get a gig going. This was at the beginning of the pandemic. I did not want to be in healthcare at that time, so I applied for any job that I could find outside of that field. (I had burn out and OCD issues, and was worried sick about working in another hospital environment during a pandemic). A new hotel and restaurant opened up here in seattle, I was told that I could still apply even though they weren't going to be open steadily. they were still hiring for bartenders and somebody to work their phones, and they called me along with several other people for a group interview. one of the other people had some type of apparent disability, I believe he might have had down syndrome, but I'm not sure. But it was clear that he was just a little bit different than us. We were all sitting in a group meeting talking about our "personal stories" and any challenges that we might have overcome in life. I mentioned how I was a survivor of a domestic violence incident, and how during that time I found out that I had asperger's disorder shortly after leaving my abuser in 2016. I mentioned about how I thrived at my old job, and one of my superpowers that I discovered through that social "adversity" was that I have the ability to hyper focus on things that I'm interested in, and I tend to work really, really hard. I also have a very good memory, and I have used that to my advantage in many ways throughout life. The guy who had the disability seems pretty moved when I was done, he looked at me and he thanked me for sharing, and everybody else in the room clapped and they said that that was an inspiring story. Other people shared similar stories, nobody mentioned asperger's, but somebody mentioned how they had a car accident before and they learned how to walk again, once again everybody clapped. That was before I stated my personal story, so I felt comfortable sharing that. then at the end, when they told everybody who was going to get a call back to come back into the back room for the next part of the interview, I stood up immediately because as an overachiever, I'm always used to getting the job. I've never been turned down for a job before. I was very surprised when they called everybody back except me and the other gentleman who had an apparent disability. it was awful. I'm almost positive that it was because I said I had Asperger's disorder. I was qualified in every other way, my friend who has very similar education and work experience and in fact left the same company I'd been at for a decade got hired by the hotel, and she has VERY similar experience to me. I even had more related experience because I worked as a concierge for the Sheraton in the past, and she hadn't. She got the permanent job offer, and they asked me to leave. it kind of pissed me off, especially considering I had interviewed, hired, and trained her at my old job. I definitely learned my lesson, and I'm never telling a future employer anything about any of my personal issues again! I felt totally tricked.
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@THEREALMYKHYN exactly. He's probably a cluster B type personality, I don't want to go as far to all him a psychopath, but he could be. Not all Psychopaths Act malevolently, they just operate by a different code of moral guidelines and standards. That guy who founded Seagate was a psychopath, there's lots of successful psychopaths in roles that are extremely stressful. Judges, surgeons, scientists. Psychopaths go for the upper echelon while their counterpart, the sociopaths, those are your low-level cops, shitty attorneys, retail managers, etc. Psychopaths have a very high level of dopamine and so they need more than the average experience to give them an emotional* boost, that is why so many of them do criminal acts because the dopamine response is triggered by the reactions of others, however there are many successful Psychopaths who do not have much of a sadistic side and they preferred to stay involved in their own Realm of interests, so it wouldn't surprise me to find out that this guy is a psychopath who just needs something a bit stronger than coffee.
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@FancyWasHerName. actually, psychopathy is a condition that individuals are born with, however it is hereditary so I suppose we could blame someone up their family trees line. LOL. sociopaths are created with by a combination of brain trauma and environment. Psychopaths are born, sociopaths are created. However that does not excuse either of them for their cruelty, at the same time it does not make the sociopath anymore responsible for their outrageous Acts than the psychopath, because sociopaths show a high volume of prefrontal cortex damage, meaning that they're synapses don't work correctly and they don't have the ability to connect pleasure to appropriate things, they get dopamine releases from witnessing traumatic and dramatic, and often even terrifying events that they have witnessed in the past, and it's not like their consciously wanting the dopamine to release. It's just a biochemical response that has been predispositioned within their brain to begin with, and then that combination of environment and additional brain damage causes it.
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I used to be homeless in the '90s, never had a drug addiction. I have dealt with so many of them though, that's what I did for over a decade, after I went back to college and got myself out of homelessness as a young adult, I became a substance use disorder program manager and therapist. It's not dangerous to ask people if they need help. It's dangerous to pester them if they don't respond, but it's easy to miss the signs of overdose. Slurred speech, they can't wake up, they can't be roused, their lips turn bluish or gray, fingers get discolored, their skin turns cold and clammy... I walked by a guy who almost fell over the King Street station wall, I yelled at him and I pulled him over to safety. I asked him if he is okay, I asked him if he is in crisis and showed him my narcan kit. He shook his head and I walked away, continuing to get my DoorDash order that I was about to deliver for a customer. As I walked away from him, I passed a contractor. Latino dude, I didn't know how fluent he was in English but I pointed at that guy and said wow man that guy almost just fell over, if you walks back over there again, Be careful! Because the guy was starting to stumble back over towards the King station wall again. I guess he was trying to lean up against it to nod out. Well a couple minutes later as I was walking back with the order in hand, that same contractor was standing there with a group of police and they had dude on a stretcher, the responding officers told me that the guy was overdosing in that they had given him for doses of narcan and we're going to take him to harborview. I was visibly upset in the officer assured me that I did the best that I could by telling the guy that I walked past, and that guy was the one who called 911. I felt really bad that I didn't call 911 for him.
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@tiffanymeyer0504 yes they sure do! why does it look just so poverty stricken out there constantly since I was born in the 80s? Their infrastructure is failing due to their corrupt government and local leaders.. I feel so bad for people out there. 😢 I swear that toxic environment that a lot of the neighborhoods are built in close proximity to causes neurological issues, which directly impacts a child's central nervous system and causes behavioral changes. Yeah, I just checked and saw this:
"Ohio State University Research: Research conducted at Ohio State University, though primarily in mice, suggests that long-term exposure to air pollution can lead to physical changes in the brain, learning and memory problems, and even depression.
Manganese Exposure: Adults in specific Ohio communities (Marietta and East Liverpool) exposed to high levels of industrial airborne manganese were found to have lower working memory, visuospatial memory, and language skills.
Childhood Lead Poisoning: The Ohio Department of Health recognizes the neurological dangers of lead poisoning in children, especially to their developing brains, potentially causing learning disabilities, intellectual disability, and other lasting effects."
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The reality is that marijuana can trigger latent psychosis and psychotic episodes, and people like my sister who has STPD (schizotypal personality disorder), which is a cluster A (odd/eccentric) personality disorder type can really lose touch with reality after smoking just a puff or two. She really gets into the magical thinking and starts talking about how the music is isis talking to her and she believes that Beyonce is really a demon type monster with giant face and screeches like a banshee and has these cujo like dogs... These dogs and scary monsters appear in a lot of her delusions.😢 "In the analysis of individual SPD symptoms (Table 4), cannabis use predicted a significantly greater prevalence of almost all domains of schizotypy, increasing with severity of use, even after controlling for sociodemographic characteristics. In Figure 1, the symptoms more strongly associated with severity of cannabis use (categorized as use, abuse, or dependence) were: suspicious or paranoid ideation (AOR = 1.75, 2.69, and 5.62, respectively); inappropriate or constricted affect (AOR = 1.70, 2.42, 3.76, respectively); and behavior or appearance that is odd, eccentric, or peculiar (AOR = 2.54, 3.59, and 8.04, respectively). Cannabis use also predicted a significantly greater likelihood of other SPD features (ideas of reference, odd beliefs or magical thinking, unusual perceptual disturbances, lack of close friends or confidants other than first-degree relatives, and excessive social anxiety). A dose-response relationship was apparent for each of the nine SPD features". From " Association between cannabis use, psychosis, and schizotypal personality disorder: findings from the National Epidemiologic Survey of Alcohol and Related Conditions" via pubmed.
My sister is always going off on her social media captions about her family and her sisters and her brothers and she's definitely not talking about anybody she knows, but it's still kind of unnerving because it's not always the nicest stuff! And I don't know her very well, sadly. I would like to, but she's literally impossible to get ahold of.
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I had a best friend who malingered for years. He told us all that he had a brain tumor. I called him out on it and he got hella offended, tried even harder to insist he was dying. He had so many other issues, including being a victim of CSA and being forced by his parents to sell crack cocaine as a 12-15 year old until he made a certain amount of money. His mom literally wouldn't open the door until he slid a certain amount underneath it - rain, snow, time of day or night, whatever. His dad was in prison for most of his life. He first told me he had the tumour back in 2006, ultimately he died in 2016 not from any chronic health issue, but from hyperthermia which broke down his blood brain barrier due to overdosing on crystal meth amphetamine. I was shocked, as were his other friends. He never used any drugs other than pot, which he used for years. None was found in the toxicology report, only amphetamine. I was stunned. His girlfriend who watched him die wasn't shocked at all, she knew he was malingering due to his addiction, and after he passed, we found text messages between them where she was encouraging him to keep saying he was sick to get money. She actually hung up on me as he was overdosing because she was so jealous of me. He texted me saying he was sick and needed to go to the hospital. When I called back, she picked up his cell and I heard him retching. She hung up on me after saying "he can't come to the phone right now". Bitch! She knew, she was in on it. I had no clue they were addicts. He constantly asked me to borrow 300 dollars, and later upon doing some research, I found out the price of a certain amount of drugs here in Seattle costs just under 300 dollars. Very tragic and sad story, he left behind ten children, some of which were the same age of the girlfriend he was with. Evidently she was about 15 years younger than him. He was 39, and groomed her since she was in high school. 🤬of course he lied to us for years by saying she was just his neighbor and he never allowed any of us to meet her, now we realize it's because she was way younger and he would had got called out. He left his wife for her. He began malingering around the time he first met her. There is so much more to his story, but that's for a future autobiography.
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@danni1993 That's the loophole that made it hell for me to get away from my abusive baby's dad. The cops never took my side when he would arrive. This was before I was actually diagnosed as being autistic. whenever the police would show up (because the neighbors would have called them) I would become nonverbal and not be able to express myself and tell my side of the story, and my ex was a covert drug addict and malignant narcissist who was homeless and using me for a place to stay. he didn't work, he wasn't on the lease. I was working at home as a substance use disorder therapist, and I managed a program for a major hospital and health care company up here in Seattle called group health. I had found out that he was using crystal meth and had an addiction, and I was trying to get him to leave my apartment and he became abusive. The police never ever took my side even when I showed them that he had drugs in my apartment and that he wasn't on the lease, they refused to even look at the lease. talking about he brought his backpack here and had a piece of mail sent here. they told me I'd have to take him to court and as soon as the cops would leave my ex would tell me the courts would never believe me just like the cops wouldn't believe me and so I never went through with it. he eventually left one of the times that I was trying to kick him out, he took off to go party or whatever with his friends. about a year later he wanted to come back because we had a child together, I told him he was going to have to go to therapy and get on medication or treatment on going if he was to come back. I wasn't going to allow the drug usage and the abuse of behavior anymore. he came back and for a year he did good going to counseling, he was on medications for his bipolar disorder and was an anger management. then his friend died, and he started drinking again. I was 3 months pregnant at the time, and he kicked me in my jaw. I went to the hospital and the ER doctor was the same one who had seen me the last time that he had sent me to the hospital (The month before when he had started drinking again, he had caught the flu and had been coughing in my face, so I went to the ER freaking out because we had already had a miscarriage before). The ER doctor was livid and was like I am going to send a sheriff their personally to make him leave. she was like I'm tired of the police not having your back, and I'm tired of you coming in here with injuries. because when he coughed in my face I had called the cops and they didn't do anything! they said I was making a mountain out of a molehill and that they weren't going to make him leave.
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@thatcreepyxmastreeinyourat8950 dude when I was like 8 months pregnant I had my 2 and 1/2-year-old toddler in the back sleeping and I was down down Mount Baker driving on Lake Washington boulevard, when all of a sudden I felt really sick to my stomach, I didn't want to crap myself so I pulled over, popped open both of the car doors on the curbside, 😂 crouched in between the car doors and let that chocolate rain flood out like a torrent😂 And I don't care how gross it is, I had a really difficult second pregnancy. I kept on having indigestion and I threw up almost the entire time! I had gestational diabetes and overall was very stressed out. Plus my partner had been abusive, hence the reason why I was alone at that time. 😅 So if any of you ladies are reading this and you're pregnant, don't get caught in a car alone lol Oh yeah, another time I threw up all over myself during that pregnancy while in my vehicle, it was really gnarly, I was on my way to my best friend's house and I had just had breakfast with a lemonade, and then I projectile vomited and it was so terrible coming I don't even want to get into it. Lol 10 years ago feels like today
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@WhiteWolfos you got to think logistically. Which one has closest proximity to water? Look at the geography that surrounds you and decide what is worth more to you on an individual level. However, globally when thinking about settling, it's always more lucrative to settle in the airport or even along the coastline because you're going to encounter more trade, more novel goods, and more International networks than you would when you're on the interior. So as far as networking for people within certain industries, it can be really helpful to settle down along the coast where you are within proximity to the sea ports, some of the biggest airports in the world, and within a metropolis that contains multiple global industry leaders all within blocks, many within the same buildings. Also, there is the whole small yet notable population of individuals who have generational wealth and no need to work, no need for them to worry much about what happens outside of their exclusive enclaves because they have no need to go out of them. Unless they're taking flight somewhere or going out to an exclusive club, and even then they don't have to Traverse amongst the streets except walking across a sidewalk from vehicle to the front door. Those people living in an entirely different world than that is even people with new money because new money is still tends to step out and engage a larger circle of people. Generational wealth folks keep a smaller and more insular network which helps them maintain their capital.
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@Nivi-pz5su I have experienced limerence, it was so horrible! It was some of the worst ruminations I've ever had. I just could not get over this individual and I could not stop thinking about him! I thought I was developing psychosis because my thoughts were so out of order. it happened shortly after I had my second child. I had some type of postpartum breakdown, either severe postpartum psychosis with psychotic features (which seems most likely because of some of the delusional thinking I was experiencing) but I also am autistic and I was in an abusive relationship with somebody, (well actually, several of them), for a number of years.
And it was really bad, this guy was making me go crazy and not a single person believed me, they all thought I was the problem because I was mad at him for not paying rent and not taking care of his kids and not quitting drugs. Buncha jer)k friends he has (or had?). Now I know at least some of them believe me, one of them reach back out to me and told me that they heard he was on heroin and if you reached out to me to avoid him because he was trying to hustle people to get money for his addiction.
For part of the time in the beginning of the relationship, I was using speed recreationally with him every other weekend or so to have sex. I was working as a successful program manager of a substance use disorder program at a hospital at that time.
This was before I was diagnosed with autism but I knew I had ADHD. I managed to keep my usage to a very small dosage (a tiny bump smaller than my pinky nail tip, basically felt like coffee) because I hate feeling like I'm under the influence - but regardless of that, I still was experiencing neurotoxicity in the form of dopamine loss.
I began having severe bouts of depression that were comorbidly presenting with my ongoing PMDD. My partner, however, he was a heavy user and he would hide it from me, he would crash really hard and then abused me physically and emotionally, telling me that I was ugly and I should kill myself and other horrible things.
Sometimes he wouldn't even say anything, I would just imagined that he was thinking it and it because he wouldn't deny it it would make me believe that he actually forgot those things, which he would tell me he did when he was mad.
At this time in my life I don't believe he really thinks that about me, I think he just said it to make me upset,.but back then it crystallized into my brain and I kept having flashbacks years after. I would hear the horrible things he would say to me in my head even though it would be just like regular thoughts, I wouldn't hear voices or anything. It was just these intrusive thoughts. For instance, I would see a thin woman that look like me and I would hear dogface b** or whatever, he would call me dog face because he knew I was mauled in the face by a dog and it left a scar on the side of my eye. That really hurt my feelings when he called me that particular name, because I was only nineteen when it happened and he was there as well, he was twenty-seven years old at the time. Happened because I was trying to prevent a dog from being abused and got in between them and the dog got me on accident. My ex acted like he cared back then cause he were really good friends, but he obviously didn't.
But yeah, those intrusive thought were horrible! They went on for about 7 months and then I met this guy and that's when the limerence started. The obsession and the intrusive thoughts stopped being so negative about myself, and they started only being about this person. It was really bizarre. It's hard to put into words. It lasted for many months, unfortunately it took me having to meet somebody else who was really sweet and kind to get my mind off of him. Other men that I knew did not do the trick. The only person who could take me away from him was this guy that I have known since I was 14 who I've always looked up to and he's extremely handsome, he's six foot six and looks like a model. So basically I got really lucky 😭 and even he ended up not being good for me because he's always in a relationship and a consummate cheater. I'm just thankful that he distracted me and complimented me enough so that I built it my self-esteem enough to the point where I was able to function in society again. Sometimes it really does take external validation.
What made it really heart-wrenching for me was the fact that I had looked up to my daughter's dad for so long, I thought he was just the finest dude ever. He looks like young Gary dourdan from CSI, some women have said he looks like Lenny Kravitz. Either way he's extremely good-looking and he used to have a great sense of style before he got addicted to drugs, he is a talented musician and all the girls used to want him. I was so proud to date him and to have him in my life and to have him be the father of my children, then he began telling me that he was embarrassed to go out with me and always checking out other girls at didn't look like me. I'm thin and white, and he was always looking at girls that were the opposite. Pretty much LOL like thicc light-skinned (or otherwise non white) women who I can't compete with in any way shape or form. And he would make it clear to me that he didn't want to be my boyfriend at that he was just staying with me so he had a place to sleep, he would say this even after we had kids together.
Yikes I'm on talk-to-text and I've got a lot of editing to do but I'm busy right now, hopefully I remember to get back to this comment! I'll try to fix it now.
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@babydaddy4257 that said that you live in such fear that you carry a pistol everyday. I've been a gun owner simply because my grandpa was in world war II, but I don't feel the need that I have to carry a gun. And I'm a single, petite woman. I'm just confident in myself and I know martial arts, and I'm not scared of life unlike you. I have been homeless before, I have survived train-hopping alongside some of the hardest people that you could imagine, train riding hobos, I've kicked it around one percenters and motorcycle clubs, I've kicked it around Compton crips, I've hung out with some notorious individuals in the drug game back in the day, and all throughout my old life as a hustler and my "new" (now decades old, cause I'm old) as a healthcare provider, I've never felt the need to carry around a weapon other than my Benchmade (knife), and that's because it's useful when you're homeless. A gun certainly isn't. In my opinion people who feel the need to carry are so insecure in their ability to handle business (aka de-escalate conflict or overcome an attacker - and come on, honestly? Women are much more likely to be attacked!) that they have to buy a tool to handle it for them. when some jerk sexually assaulted me back when I was 21, I (113lbs female) kicked my (waay over 200lbs male) attacker in his throat as hard as i could is he was trying to get his hands around my throat, and then I kicked him again immediately with my left foot in his forehead.. kept kicking and punching and screaming, then ran out of there. Success, no gun needed. It helps if you study martial arts.
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@IRailroad can cause toxic leukoencephalopathy from that. "Leukoencephalopathy refers to inflammation and damage to the brain's white matter-;the network of nerve fibres that enable the exchange of information and communication between different areas of the brain's grey matter.
Toxic leukoencephalopathy is a sudden or longstanding neurological syndrome, which has been reported after heroin inhalation, known as 'chasing the dragon'. But this is the first reported case associated with fentanyl, say the report authors.
The condition is manifest in various signs and symptoms, the most obvious of which are neurological and behavioral changes, ranging from mild confusion to stupor, coma, and death.
The outlook for those affected generally depends on the extent of white matter injury, explain the report authors: some people will recover fully; others will progressively get worse.
In this case, the man had no previous medical problems of any note, and had been unconscious for an unknown period of time in his hotel room, where unidentified crushed pills and a white residue were found on a nearby table.
On arrival at hospital, he wasn't able to answer questions or follow commands. He responded to pain stimuli to his legs, but not his arms.
A brain scan revealed white matter inflammation and swelling and cerebellar injury. The cerebellum is the part of the brain responsible for gait and balance. He tested negative for epilepsy.
drug screen returned negative results, but a separate urine test indicated a very high level of fentanyl, prompting a diagnosis of toxic leukoencephalopathy induced by fentanyl inhalation.
Eighteen days later, he remained bedbound and still required tube feeding. He was given several different drugs to treat urinary incontinence, kidney injury, cognitive impairment, suspected opioid withdrawal, pain and agitation, and pneumonia.
After 26 days he was discharged to a rehabilitation facility, and after another month returned home with the support of outpatient physiotherapy and occupational therapy.
Less than a year after his hospital admission he had fully recovered and had returned to work full time.
Commenting on the incident, he describes his recovery as "miraculous", adding: "Early on it was looking like I would need 24 hour care after being discharged, but I focused and worked hard in my therapy session and was determined not to leave the hospital only to be checked into a group facility for ongoing care."
Expressing gratitude to all the healthcare professionals who not only saved his life, but enabled him to get back to the life he had before, he says: "I have regrets often about what I did to myself, my wife, and my family."
The report authors conclude: "This case illustrates the need for inclusion of fentanyl in routine urine drug screens for earlier identification and appropriate management."
Journal reference:
Eden, C. O., et al. (2024). Clinical and neuroradiographic features of fentanyl inhalation-induced leukoencephalopathy. BMJ Case Reports.
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I remember back when I was in my early twenties diagnosed me with anxiety and gave me Lexapro. They didn't even bother asking about my history, if they would have taken more than 20 minutes to talk to me, maybe I would have been diagnosed with autism and ADHD back then, which would have at least partially prevented two decades of brutal abuse and heartache.
Anyways.
When I first started taking Lexapro, I knew that it was something really strong. I had used meth recreationally between ages 14 and 17 (lucky I never got addicted, because I'm autistic I don't like the way that drugs make me feel - except for pot). But I was pretty experienced with unusual "neurological sensations", feelings of "coming up" and such during recreational drug usage.
So when the doctor told me that Lexapro wasn't going to cause any side effects or make me feel any different at all, other than possibly making me a bit more tired and causing my mood to elevate over the next several months, I was shocked when I began experiencing these really zapp's in the front of my brain. It literally felt like the neurons in my brain were being shocked! When I close my eyes, I would even see little tiny tiny white and yellow dazzling flashes, very faint but it felt like it was something in my brain that my cortex could pick up through the ocular tubes. I don't know if that makes sense and I haven't taken biology and twenty years, but anyways.
I am so thankful for dr. Marks, now patients can bring up or even show her videos to providers to help patients back up their claims and to at least have a medical professional underside to validate what they are experiencing.
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@lucybella6653 my friend who abused methamphetamine 20 years ago and developed chronic reoccurring paranoia that goes into remission for years at a time but then every so often relapses when he is under extreme stress. He's back on Adderall again, unfortunately. It turns him into this extremely tense, very over serious, almost hostile person. When he's normally a happy-go-lucky, super goofy clowning around type dude that likes to joke a lot. Not when he's on speed, doesn't matter if it's Crystal method adderall, same shit to him. They both also trigger his paranoia, I'm not sure why his doctor decided to prescribe him Adderall after he told him that he's suffering from paranoid delusions feeling that he's being stalked, and he's open about his passage. It's very weird that the doctors he ends up seeing for his mental health issues all give him Adderall. I've known the guy since 1994, and some of the psychotic illusions that he experiences need a more powerful medication, like zyprexa or something.
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Not if the baby wasn't born. If it was a different type of animal come up for instance something in the wild that doesn't undergo ultrasound checks, you wouldn't know how many would be viable or what's even alive or not throughout the whole pregnancy! Stop yourself righteous crap. There are lots of women that believe they are pregnant only to go in for their first ultrasound to be told that the exact is empty. It's called a blighted ovum and is often discovered between 2 to 3 months at either the 8th week or the 12 week ultrasound. it just happened to one of my friends up here and she had been telling everybody that she was pregnant and I didn't want to tell her she probably shouldn't do that, even though she's had multiple losses and that's why she was very excited. She's in her 40s. She doesn't have any children but has had multiple miscarriages. She went in for her first appointment at 6 weeks and then at the 12 week ultrasound to detect the heartbeat, she was told that there was no baby. I feel bad because she has to then re-explain what happened again to everybody that she sees.😢 But a baby is not a living human until it's actually out of the room. Have you ever taken a science lesson before? Have you ever read the Bible? That's a good place to start with folks like you. Logos aka is the breath that emanated to speak the word of God That set forth the divine plan for creation, until then, there was nothing. For mammals, you have to live outside of the embryonic environment too truly have a consciousness and understand what's going on in the world, until then, your mind does not have enough cells to have any sense of consciousness. At that point, the future human😂 isn't developed yet. It's not a black and white issue because human life is important and needs to be protected - Even potential life, it needs to be nurtured and protected from harm when the mother is in the state to take care of herself and to make that happen. If you've never taken a woman's histories chorus, I suggest you do because it's shocking how many women were forced to have babies until they died. It's absolutely disgusting. The miracle of abortion is the miracle of life that God gave us! Thank God I didn't have to keep my rapists baby when I was 14! SOOOOO thankful to worship everything in the world and not just some imaginary sky god where I have to walk around with a guilty conscience, I integrate the shadow and move forward to incorporate life into darkness, where there is one lost there was another life and I would rather see a young mother have a healthy future instead of dying unnecessarily for the possibility of an infant. Because the mother would already be alive and has people in their life that love them, whereas the future infant is not an individuated person as of that point, they are still a part of the mother's health system and if they are causing the mother a health issue, the mother needs to do what they need to do to allow themselves safety and well-being.
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Dude I'm autistic and I'm a real-life survivor of domestic violence. Every single time the abuser would beat me up, the police never ever believed me! I'm a seriously small female, 5 ft 5 and 113 lbs back then. My ex is a mixed martial artist, shredded, six-foot-two and 190 lb of muscle. He also abuses drugs, hard ones like coke and speed (which is why I was always trying to get him out of my apartment and he would constantly bully me in in the police never once believed me!) The police actually believed him when he said that I was the one who punched holes through the drywall! I was temporarily disabled with carpal tunnel and arthritis back then due to working 9 hour days on a computer remotely. I wore hand braces and couldn't even make a fist. The police wouldn't even listen to me because they thought I was hysterical. They totally took his side. None of the times they ever arrived to the female officer accompany them, either. It was crazy, they never believe me! when the police would show up I would be crying hysterically and unable to stay calm for long because my ex was an abusive narcissist who gas-lit me and had everybody thinking that I was crazy. I wasn't even diagnosed with autism until two years after I finally got him out. The only way I was able to get him out because of the f***-up tendency laws here in Washington state, was when I was pregnant with her second baby, he kicked me in my face and fractured my jaw. The ambulance had to take me to the emergency room in the ER doctor sent a sheriff. The sheriff told me that he was going to make him leave because I expressed so many doubts and I was hysterical, I said I didn't believe that he would make my ex leaving that they were going to make me leave like they always did. It was crazy, I had a baby under the age of two during this time, and every time the cops would come because of him putting hands on me and me screaming, they would make me leave. Along with my baby. They would say we can go sleep in the car. Isn't that f*** up! They wouldn't even look at the lease that I had that showed it was me on the lease only, and not the dude.
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@harryripley7699 it's obvious you don't know what crony capitalism is. I suggest you take an economics class and then a poli-sci class, since you have no idea what you're ranting on about. We're ALL capitalists, we live in America under a capitalist system. Everybody I know here, including libs all pay out taxes. I was born and raised here. Do you know what socialism is? "a political and economic theory of social organization which advocates that the means of production, distribution, and exchange should be owned or regulated by the community as a whole." that's not what is happening in america. that's not what happens when I go to the grocery store, that's not what happens when my corporation I work for puts a direct deposit in my account and the taxes are removed, that's not what happens when I drive down the street on freshly paved roads that we all contribute our taxes towards. Not in seattle, not down in portland, not anywhere in your wildest right wing dreams. You're not well educated, nor one who seems very founded in reality. what's going on in Seattle has nothing to do with socialism and everything to do with the rise of corporate welfare in contrast to stagnated wage rates and overwhelming economic inflatable across all spectrums.
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@FreeJulianAssange23 have you ever read Julian Jayne's "The Origin of Consciousness in the Breakdown of the Bicameral Mind?" Great read and goes deep on internal voices and delusions, especially when it comes to religion and God speaking to/through people. Eg: Osiris, to go directly to the important part of this, was not a "dying god," not "life caught in the spell of death," or "a dead god," as modern interpreters have said. He was the hallucinated voice of a dead king whose admonitions could still carry weight. And since he could still be heard, there is no paradox in the fact that the body from which the voice once came should be mummified, with all the equipment of the tomb providing life's necessities: food, drink, slaves, women, the lot. There was no mysterious power that emanated from him; simply his remembered voice which appeared in hallucination to those who had known him and which could admonish or suggest even as it has before he stopped moving and breathing. And that various natural phenomena such as the whispering of waves could act as the cue for such hallucinations accounts for the belief that Osiris, or the king whose body has ceased to move and is in his mummy cloths, continues to control the flooding of the Nile. Further, the relationship between Horus and Osiris, 'embodied' in each new king and his dead father forever, can only be understood as the assimilation of an hallucinated advising voice into the king's own voice, which then would be repeated with the next generation.
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@dar7230 you cannot blame them. Do you realize how sociopaths operate? They can be the most wonderful, the most handsome, the most charming and life fulfilling people that you've ever met. They will appear to you like a dream come true. For those who are religious, they will know that Satan appears as an angel of light. I'm a Survivor of sociopathic abuse. I knew my abuser for 11 years before I decided to become intimate with him because I move slow and I wanted to know who he really was after I recovered from my ex who was also abusive. The guy who I moved onto was muslim, he never used drugs or alcohol, he was very handsome and well-liked, at least that was his cover story. Come to find out he was a fake muslim, he smoked and used hard drugs including crystal meth and fentanyl, he was abusive and had four children that he had never talked about. That's outside of the wife that I knew he had in the past who he had been divorced from coming the same one who told me what a great guy he was. She was also fooled by him. She had no idea about any of his issues until after I broke up with him 20 years after they had been separated! I've gone 7 years without talking to this jerk and he still has the nerve to tell people I keep our kids away from him. The truth is I used to beg him to come see the kids and he's never once made a single effort to contact them. He has our phone numbers, our address, he knows where I live. He knows my parents. He's never once made an attempt yet he still lies to our friends and tries to say that I keep them from him. Safe to say is if he ever had the nerve to try to see his kids I would keep them from him because he kicked me in the face when I was 4 months pregnant after having a miscarriage a year before the guys on Monster according to everybody who he just meets though, he's the perfect Lenny Kravitz look-alike and I'm the evil white girl
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Bro I went to evergreen washelli up on Aurora 2 summers ago in order to respect my grandparents who have recently passed and are buried there. I will be someday as well, and I don't want the scene I dealt with to be happening. my daughter and i, who was four at the time, went by a large oak tree in the cemetery to pose and take a photo near my grandparents' grave. I was horrified to discover in the 3 foot high "Y" nook of the tree (where the branches part, just past the trunk), more used needles than I could count. there definitely was over a hundred. they were also strewn around the base of the tree, broken, no lids, points exposed for any dog, kid, squirrel, or groundskeeper to prick themselves upon.. the side street was covered with dirty rvs. the Jewish cemetery on the other side of the street was ransacked. I was completely horrified. I reported it to evergreen washelli staff, and they said that they were not surprised, sadly, and that they'd been chasing homeless people out of there for the past 5 years. I grew up in that neighborhood, I'm shocked at how horrible it's become. the economic disparity in this city is what's to blame. there needs to be more low income housing and mental health programs to help these addicts and people who fall out of permanent housing and turn to drugs and alcohol to cope with their situation. I know, because I used to be homeless over 20 years ago and I turned my life around. of course, I was a homeless runaway student who only smoked pot and not a hardcore lifestyle drug addict. I don't understand how bad an adult would feel living on the street, but I imagine they feel like a complete failure and might try to numb it out with drugs and alcohol at a certain point. being on the street and seeing how people treat you is completely humiliating. it was one of the worst things I've ever dealt with, feeling how cold and calus the world really is when you're out there on your own. I became a health and wellness coach for Group Health cooperative. I wish there was more that we could do, but until these addicts have a place to recover, there's no future for them period it's hard to make them feel that there's a way out when they don't even have a safe recovery place. the treatment centers are pretty expensive, and the DSHS ran ones are like revolving doors.
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@jamesleonard2870 of course this is a comment by a man lol You have no idea what you're talking about. Women procreate at a much younger age now because they start ministration much earlier than they did historically. It is not uncommon for girls to enter the beginnings of puberty when they are still in kindergarten, it's called precocious puberty. It sounds like you're only thinking about the country that you live in where people have access to prophylaxis. Unfortunately for the majority of women in developing countries, as soon as we begin. We are at the mercy of adult men who view us as property. But I bet you didn't know that at all or you probably never even considered it. Such a blind comment that you made, wake up brother! While there was a reduction in adolescent birth rate by close to 70 per cent for adolescent girls aged 10–14 in sub-Saharan Africa, reduction rates for adolescent girls and young women aged 15–19 was less than 30 per cent, indicating a need for more progress towards reducing the burden of early childbearing in the sub-Saharan African regions. West and Central Africa and Eastern and Southern Africa, for example, continue to hold adolescent birth rates well above the global rate at 3.4 and 2.9 births per 1,000 adolescent girls aged 10–14; and 97 and 90 births per 1,000 adolescent girls and young women aged 15–19. It is important to note that despite the observed declines in adolescent birth rates in sub-Saharan Africa, the number of births to adolescent girls and young women has not actually decreased as the population size of adolescent girls and young women has grown substantially in sub-Saharan Africa since 2000.
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I'm an aspie and always think the person loves me as much as I love them, and later on become shocked when I realized that they never considered me anything more than an acquaintance. I have been deeply in love with people for years in this way. I was also accused of having a "fatal attraction" (his words) towards somebody when I was 19 (I'm 40 now) because I told them how I felt, despite him constantly having sex with me and hanging out everyday...he said I was crazy. This was back in 1999, and he ended up dying of an overdose in 2016 after years of malingering (he told our group of friends that he had a cancerous brain tumor, despite never showing us any tests, and his ex-wife who drove him everywhere stated that he had never gone to a doctor appointment for ANY reason, let alone a type of brain scan, and he never mentioned headaches or any symptoms. He also told everyone he knew that he needed $300 pretty much all the time, because he needed to pay off these doctor appointments that he never even had. It was all a scam, because he was actually homeless living in his girlfriend's mom's basement in a crawlspace she made him dig into the dirt floor under her bed, where he later had seizures and died. no 911 call was made cause she didn't want to get "caught" by her mom. He had a secret addiction to methamphetamine and lied so much, it was wild). In his late twenties he ended up cheating on his wife with a 15-year-old neighbor child who he disgustingly was selling pot and likely other drugs to. I had no idea any of this stuff happened until after he died of hyperthermia, the amount of amphetamine he had used broke down the blood bran barrier, and he suffered a long and painful death while his "girlfriend" watched, he even called me as he was dying, because I had known him for 30 years, and I was probably the most responsible and professional person that he knew. he called me that day and told me he was sick and asked me if I could pick him up. I told him sure, and when I called him back to get the address, his girlfriend hung up on me. he never once told me that he used any drugs other than smoking marijuana (none of which was found in his toxicology report, only amphetamine). I believe he had multiple personality disorders stemming from the fact that he was forced to sell drugs at age 10, 11, and 12 for his abusive father in the streets of Los Angeles, and the sexual abuse he suffered at that same age from addicts - adult women (prostitutes) who hung out with his father to get drugs and clients. My moral here is: unrequited love definitely can be helpful. It's also helpful not to believe things that abusers tell you!
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I was abused by my ex for a most 10 years and it a lot of it happened in direct vicinity of our huge group of friends. Not just five or six people, I'm talking about probably over 50 people, probably more than that at times. Because he was a bouncer in a popular neighborhood in Seattle, he worked all over Capitol Hill in pioneer square and he would cause huge scenes when he was out of control during his drunken, drug fueled rages. I'll ask the ton of different friends to provide support and try to help me with getting him out of my life because the police would not force him to leave because of the f***-up laws here in Seattle regarding housing. Basically if somebody brings a backpack to your home and you allow them to get a piece of mail there, they are a permanent resident and have more rights than you do as the leaseholder! It's crazy, every time the cops were called, they they made me leave with my infant daughter every single time. I wish I would have been diagnosed with autism back then, I wasn't diagnosed until several years after he kicked me in my face during my 2nd pregnancy and the sheriff's finally made him leave. You was NOT the city police who took his side every single time for almost eight years, it was a natural sheriff, dude look like Idris Elba 😂 and it was the emergency room Doctor who called him personally and had him escort me back to my house because she adjusting me the week before, my daughter's dad is sending to the emergency room several times during my pregnancy. I had lost the baby previous to that. Not because of his abuse, but because of stress.
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Also, when I was fifteen I was getting the shit beat out of me by a grown man who was basically pimping me, not sexually, but by having me sell drugs for him. He was also taking advantage of me by having tons of sex with me, and we would use speed and all types of party drugs (ketamine, DMT, etc) back then and hang out at rave clubs. It was really bad. But he beat the f*** out of me multiple times, one time was in downtown Seattle at like 9 in the morning and I will never forget how badly I was bleeding, I was only fifteen years old. And the whole thing about race, that didn't apply. I'm a small white girl and I've had this should beat out of me multiple times by giant big black dudes because it's usually the kind of guy that I end up dating, and not a single person has ever helped and the cops have never ever had my side. I'm always the one that gets in trouble! I think it's because I'm autistic and police hate me.
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That first dude has antisocial personality disorder, he's likely a sociopath, not a psychopath. Either way, he has no remorse and he feels justified for what he did. I would not constitute that is insanity, because insanity is psychosis. Psychosis is most often indicated by paranoia, delusions, hallucinations, word salad, inability to express oneself coherently. I didn't watch the First full interview though, maybe he did express some paranoid statements, especially with regards why he shot his buddy take getting to go out of state or whatever that was. Perhaps he had a delusional reason to leave the state.
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@cizzalbarlow9086 the reality of war is that there are rules to it. If you don't abide by the rules of war, you are a terrorist. Do you condemn the Zionists for the massacres of Palestinians that occurred in 1948 and 1967? Do you condemn the use of chemical weapons by Israeli soldiers against civilians? "Research by Israeli historians Benny Morris and Benjamin Kedar show that during the 1948 war, Israel conducted a biological warfare operation codenamed "Cast Thy Bread". According to Morris and Kedar, the Haganah initially used typhoid bacteria to contaminate water wells in newly-cleared Arab villages to prevent the population including militiamen from returning. Later, the biological warfare campaign expanded to include Jewish settlements that were in imminent danger of being captured by Arab troops and inhabited Arab towns not slated for capture." Morris, Benny; Kedar, Benjamin Z. (1 January 2022). "'Cast thy bread': Israeli biological warfare during the 1948 War". Middle Eastern Studies. 59 (5): 752–776. doi:10.1080/00263206.2022.2122448. ISSN 0026-3206. S2CID 252389726
Do you condemn Herzog's remarks: "Israel’s president Isaac Herzog accused the residents of Gaza of collective responsibility for the war.[256][257] In response to accusations of collective punishment, Israel Katz, the Israeli Minister of Energy, wrote, "Indeed, Madam Congresswoman. We have to draw a line... They will not receive a drop of water or a single battery until they leave the world." -Katz, Israel. "Post by Israel Katz". X. Archived from the original on 2023-10-14. Retrieved 14 October 2023.
do you condemn the war crimes of starvation, white phosphorus, indiscriminate bombing, forcible transfer, attacking refugee camps places of worship and hospitals, blockaded access to goods, shutting off water and poisoning wells, raping of children and women, taking civilians as prisoners, taking babies from palestinian mothers and giving them to zionists, stripping and humiliation of hostages, taking child prisoners, shooting children in the back as they run. let's not forget the deliberate targeting of journalists (yahweh forgive them if the zionist hasbara line gets called out of its sea of crap by actual facts)
"Israeli strikes on a group of seven journalists in south Lebanon on 13 October, which killed Reuters journalist Issam Abdallah and injured six others, were likely a direct attack on civilians that must be investigated as a war crime, Amnesty International said today.
Amnesty International verified over 100 videos and photographs, analyzed weapons fragments from the site, and interviewed nine witnesses. The findings indicate that the group was visibly identifiable as journalists and that the Israeli military knew or should have known that they were civilians yet attacked them anyway in two separate strikes 37 seconds apart.
“Our investigation into the incident uncovers chilling evidence pointing to an attack on a group of international journalists who were carrying out their work by reporting on hostilities. Direct attacks on civilians and indiscriminate attacks are absolutely prohibited by international humanitarian law and can amount to war crimes,” said Aya Majzoub, Amnesty International’s Deputy Regional Director for the Middle East and North Africa.
“Those responsible for Issam Abdallah’s unlawful killing and the injuring of six other journalists must be held accountable. No journalist should ever be targeted or killed simply for carrying out their work. Israel must not be allowed to kill and attack journalists with impunity. There must be an independent and impartial investigation into this deadly attack.” -Amnesty International
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My former abuser used to terrorize me in the apartments over on 175th street. Every time I called the cops they blamed me and they would make me leave my own apartment and they never had a female officer pregnant. I'm autistic and was unable to verbally Express what he was doing to me. He is a 6 ft 2 physically fit male who practices martial arts and works as a bouncer with a terrible drug addiction comorbidly presenting along with substance use disorder, NPD and bipolar. I worked at home as a licensed mental health practitioner helping council patients for group health cooperative. My abuser punched holes in the walls in Shoreline police had the audacity to tell me they didn't know whose story to believe, his or mine because I was hysterical and interiors and absolutely greased struck in to see my brand new apartment get destroyed by this man that I once had loved. He told them that I had family that lived in the area who I can go to, I was not allowed to go to my family's house. I did not have family that lived in the area when I told the police they said that they believed him over me because he was calm and rational and I was hysterical. This was before I was diagnosed with autism and adhd. I put the blame on Shoreline police for allowing the abuse to continue in my apartment despite my best efforts to make him leave, he never left until he kicked me in my jaw and fractured it when I was 3 months pregnant, sending me to the emergency room and I had to let him know one of my family members is going to do something physical to him if he was still there when I got back since he would repeatedly tell me go ahead and call the police, they won't do anything, you already know they never take your side. Which is true. I'm extremely disappointed in every experience I've ever had with Shoreline police department. They never once stood up for this 5'5 110 lb female and they constantly mocked my hysterics, told me I was overreacting, and would tell me that I needed to leave my apartment with my young daughter to allow my abuser to continue staying in there where he smoked crystal meth in the bathroom and abused alcohol from the money that he stole from me. I even showed the police how he was not on the lease and they still said that it didn't matter, he was getting mail there and he had his backpack there so therefore he was a legal resident. It's absolutely ridiculous. He's been gone for over 5 years and has never met his second child, he also just finally started paying child support after all these years and we'll have nothing to do with me or his kids because I told him that he needs to be clean and drug-free in order to see them.
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