Comments by "p11" (@porky1118) on "The Scary New Research On Sugar u0026 How They Made You Addicted To It! Jessie Inchauspé | E243" video.
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12:21 I think, that's why I had for most of my life.
The first time I had it at a very young age (maybe 7).
It was after playing Zelda 3 at a friend, the part where you go into the dark world on the mountains, and the background is filled with stars.
It was scary, but I couldn't just ignore it, since I knew it was the truth. Since it is the truth.
Why does anything exist at all? What if just nothing existied? It's not just a thought. It's not a dream I can wake up from. Life is meaningless, and everything will be over one day.
When I get these thoughts, I start to panic and just want this to be a dream. I just want to exit and be back to the main menu of this game.
But this thought couldn't be a dream in any universe, since it's just reality. It's rooted in fundamental logic.
I don't have it very often anymore. Maybe once a year, maybe even less often. Only when I kind of try to get it, when I actively think about this stuff, like right now. Maybe I'll get it now, but I doubt it.
Sometimes I even kind of miss this feeling. At least it's kind of exciting.
But having to go to school or nowadays my job is annoying. It feels pretty meaningless then.
But I think these thoughts might have helped me to think freely.
It's difficult to scare me with real world problems, especially abstact ones which don't directly concern me.
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