Comments by "" (@seanuk7757) on "Soft White Underbelly" channel.

  1. I feel you bro. Imagine a 24 hr naltrexone detox at home alone with no help. I was hallucinating and my back kept arching to the point that I thought it was gonna snap. Im such an addict that I did that TWICE! Now, the smell of naltrexone pills make me feel sick. Im 52 and still on subutex. I was clean once for 3 and a half years, but I was insane...PTSD. I used to drink and wake up covered in blood with no memory. I started drugs at 11, heroin at 19. Im at peace with the subutex now, luckily we get it free here. If they took it away, I think it'd kill myself rather than go back to street drugs. I don't know how anyone gets off it. Like you, I kept my morals. As many as I could lol. We seem very similar. I wish I could understand it. Can you? On subutex I live a normal life apart from being totally alone with no family or friends. They're all dead, but it's ok.
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  2. They don't even know you mate. Just think of it as dogs barking.
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  3. My CPTSD was cured by rewind therapy by human givens. Cannabis edibles help with the sleep; to Betty back into a sleep pattern.
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  4. I would love to help you in some way. Let me know if I can help in some way. I really admire you. You've been through too much. You are an inspiration
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  5. Do you know Badger? OG Badger? Is he alive? I know he was ill and ive tried emailing him but got no reply.
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  6. Auction itts misery, I'm only content now because I compare it with the past. Im a writer. It seems to happen to artistic people a lot. Id love to talk with you, if you'd ever wasnt to (at the begining, it was heaven on earth... soon became hell)
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  7. You are my favourite author. The craziest thing I have EVER read was a short story of yours about a psycho with progeria in a nursing home...genius. I write and consider myself to be reasonably good. I had a short story read on BBC radio recently but I wish I possessed your genius (& a pot to p*ss in lol).
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  8. I could listen to you talk forever. You should have a YT channel. I would listen to it. You are fascinating.
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  9. What doesn't kill you only makes you stranger. My father always said that if there was anything after death he would do his level best to come back and let you know. He did, three times. No other relative has, including my mother. I have had many strange experiences. My brother has never had one. I always wonder why. I'm not mad...mum had me tested lol. (this is a joke. The rest isn't. )
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