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  7. I try to keep stuff like that in check...don't persinally believe in spending my money on sex work which I have watched countless people do (not that I look down on sex workers) but it is hard to like deal with certain feelings whenever it feels like you simply aren't wanted by anyone...like I guess just when women see me, they just think "ew" ya know. I guess I understand why people do it, that craving for physical intamacy and connection is powerful. It sucks feeling so rejected, because I really do just want to move forward, but I am stuck on whay people did to me years ago because it feels like there is no escape from it, there is no release. Like that kind of connection with another person wouldn't fix me, but it would help alot. I just don't understand why there is something wrong with it when I want someone. The women that I approach typically don't treat me well ( i do look a certain way) but like I am just a dude and it sucks being treated like a creep when I am genuinely not doing anything wrong, it isn't like I walk up all shy or try to hide the fact that I am interested. Maybe I am not the best flirt and a little awkward but hey, you try managing auditory hallucinations and constant paranoia when trying to navigate an increasingly toxic and dangerous dating scene. Idk I am just rambling. Just sucks feeling unwanted when you aren't doing anything wrong. If all I am doing is being to nice, sue me. I refuse to turn into some self entitled karen that treats people like they are beneath them. I hate those types. I will be kind to others.
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