Comments by "Leanne Hartford" (@leanne123) on "Soft White Underbelly" channel.

  1. I don't know the lesson either.
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  2. Hi Diana. Trauma is the biggest plague of our time. It destroys innocent people's lives such as mine. I had talent and potential. My parents were narcissistic and selfish. I didn't understand them and I spent years in confusion. The love I got from them was limited and self serving. Just enough to keep up appearances to the outside world but nothing that was helpful to me and my success in life. I became alcoholic and eventually suicidal. My heart was broken time and time again and now at 66 years old I have nothing. I did the 12 steps and got the miracle but I have been yet again been attacked by my family. This time my dear brother who took over the abuse from his role model, my stepfather. He has pretended to care about me for 40 years but has recently revealed that he has hated me. Why ? No reason, just by example. My mother hasn't trusted me for 40 years for no reason. Brainwashed by the damaged stepfather. I have worked for minimum wage for my whole life and could never save a dime. Yes I tried to get an education,,,....student loan.......ran out of money although I lived in poverty. Had to pay loan back on minimum wage with great hardship. Had horrible relationships with men. No one to turn to who gave a shit. Every time I was really down and needed people they turned their back on me and put me down even further. The last job I had they bullied me until I had to quit. I was not prepared for any of this. I now am so emotionally hurt I can't cope with life anymore. I sleep most of the time. I am on a pension of 1,000/month and have to look for gov't housing that is subsidised so I'm not homeless. I no longer have dreams. I'm out of time. My only hope is that I don't become homeless, jobless and friendless and sick. Our stories are similar. People don't understand my life and look down on me. I tried my best and that is all. I did what I could with what I had. People weren't helpful to me. I had some good friends and a few good times. I wish I hadn't expected better for myself. It makes me sad. My life and potential was wasted. 🤷
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  3. I think there will always be people who take advantage of others. I just think that 4he family needs a trustee from a bank so they would have to go through them to access the money. They are not responsible enough to handle their money. This should not be Mark's responsibily. Talk to the bank Mark.
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