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Comments by "Furious Destroyah" (@furiousdestroyah9999) on "The Person I Want To Be Doesn’t Exist" video.
You feel lonely and your heart feels like it's slowly cracking more and more
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@dotcassilles1488 Does it really change though? I've never had any reason to live before any of this. Now instead of it changing, I'm just back to having nothing yet again...
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I also don't really have any kind of grand goal or dream or anything. For the most part I've never really wanted anything in my life, I was existing moreso as a spectator than as an actual performer. Then I met somebody, the first person I've ever genuinely enjoyed spending time with, to the point where I'd drop anything just to be with them. We didn't spend all that much time together, but they truly made me feel alive. Now they're gone and I'm back to square 0, this time with yet another hole I can't fill. I thought maybe they could become my reason for living when I had nothing else but I suppose not
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