Comments by "BlindingLights" (@DoSum4Me) on "If I'm Honest - Depression and Cars." video.

  1. I deal with depression and it all started when my parents died from cancer when I was 8 & 10 years old, along with some mental, and verbal abuse from another family member.. anyways, I've thought about suicide so many times, but driving was a way to cope with it all as it would calm me down and make me think about something else, I was amazing at hiding it too, even though close family could tell I was severely depressed, but it all changed when I got my dream job as a driver for enterprise (rent a car) college is coming soon too! it's given me something to look forward to, plus I'm always interacting with people, but then when I came out as gay my grandma said some hurtful things that still sticks with me today, but then I started medical marijuana (edibles) and it's made me happy, it's truly helped with my anxiety and depression, and I'm finally at a place in my life where I'm truly happy. All I need now is a nice black man and some new tattoos and I'll be set haha!
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  2. Tedward well I still have down days, like today, where I can go from being happy and enjoying life to being sad and depressed in an instant which unfortunately results in alcohol abuse which I'm doing right now, and honestly I'll never be fully happy until I'm dead and with my parents as horrible as that sounds because I know that's not what they'd want for me.
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