Comments by "Crazy Eyes" (@CrizzyEyes) on "Casually Explained: Is She Into You?" video.
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Eh, at least you had someone that liked you. I never had that. I fell in love exactly one time in high school. I guess you could say I am a hardcore stoic, because having that level of emotional intensity was just not something I wanted and I fear it even now. I'm not autistic, but I suspect I might have Asperger's. I'm extremely stubborn and independent so I never sought help for it, not to mention it is expensive and mental health care is kind of a total joke in the US.
But, I managed to work up the courage to ask this girl out. It took every bit of mental strength that I had. I just enjoyed her smile tremendously, she laughed at my jokes and actually made conversation with me. I thought I had a real chance. I suggested a movie, she said yes and I was on cloud fucking nine for the rest of the day. Then she texted me that afternoon saying that actually, her boyfriend wouldn't like that. I was crushed and angry. I thought I was supposed to be the dense idiot as a man, not her? How could she possibly see that as anything but a romantic advance? Anyway, that level of emotional rollercoaster is just something I don't know I'll ever want in my life ever again. I can't empathize with people who say "it is better to love and have lost than never love at all."
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