Comments by "" (@user-nz6bk7lf8u) on "How Narcissistic Men Fake Being Successful" video.

Idc for the status. It feels nice sure, it's kinda weird imo. I just dont want people hating ne for what I'm not. If they do they decide, who cares if you get messed with. So make sure they know the real you. Alpha male is a made up term. The cortisol rise sounds like its due to stress. Being the "alpha" puts a natural target on you so if you are alpha without trying even just by being a caring person, its easy to harden that person with resentful pain. Which is all hate or amger really is. Whether its justified resentment is another thing entirely. Most criminally insane need ocd meds because they obsess over what would make them violent and then their delusionment allows them to rationalize an irrational reasoning for justification for said actions. Too environmentally fragile a child and naturally nice put around too much insanity learned to mimic the threat to be better than it instead of becoming it in a way that they are stuck as it. Call it luck, perfect environmental factors and chemistry, or call it divine intervention. They took that control away from me with chemicals. Cuz they were d sacks.
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