Comments by "Stephen Villano" (@spvillano) on "Kyle Hill" channel.

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  26. No, bonkers was, he retained his clearance to access any hazardous radiological devices. I'm intimately familiar many instances of men and women of well documented off duty intemperate habits that worked with special radiological devices. Still, safe enough on duty, as not sober got ejected, reported and access curtailed. Of course, the devices were innocuous enough, they were only boosted fission nuclear warheads. Trivial to arm without authorization - as trivial as performing a root canal on a patient safely and effectively via the rectum. But, they did and still do contain some of our most powerful high explosives. For the fission challenged, a boosted fission device is basically a baby version of a hydrogen bomb, too small to be called that, whose neutron radiation fissions the rest of the plutonium core and in some cases, the depleted uranium tamper that's frequently mislabeled a "jacket" (a tamper isn't a jacket, it has a purpose of confinement, ablation and focusing of energy). Oh, iridium isn't anything special, it's the specific isotope with a 78 day half-life that's special. The shorter half-life, the nastier it is. I intentionally exposed myself to a dose of a radioisotope that had only an 8 day half-life. It was one of two very similar ways to achieve a successful completion of a thyroid scan. Turned out to be Grave's disease, one form of hyperthyroidism. My immune system attacked my thyroid, it retaliated and damned near killed me. That was a good thing, as it confirmed a diagnosis, a thyroid hormone formation medication blocked most of my thyroid output and I was able to be tapered back from a literal LD50 dosage of hypertension medication to something more age appropriate. LD50 being half taking that dosage does from toxicity of the drug.
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  34. No self-hatred needed. Major depressive disorder or severe bipolar disorder can and has lead to some pretty horrendous deaths by suicide. I worked military EMS. The very first lesson in dealing with suicidal patients is, don't let anything whatsoever ever, ever get between you and the door. If they've decided, have the means and perceive you an obstacle to their goal, they very well and in the past, have taken EMS personnel and police with them. A great rule to abide by, given some of us are trained to be able to end someone's existence before that person even realizes they're in danger. A corollary is, if the dog is out upon arrival at a scene, close the fucking door unless you really enjoy getting bitten by Cujo. Not a lick of self-hatred, only assured death of a suicidal person, who seems to have taken great care not to involve others in their path to self-destruction. Self-hatred, in my experience, was the realm of terrorists, who enjoy taking others down with themselves. Common themes being "I'm a sinner and can do no better or worse" and similar nonsense. Yeah, I dealt with terrorists and conversed with them. A fine experience only rivaled by the joys of masturbating with a cheese grater. Note for full disclosure, I have no idea, nor inclination of finding just where I put my cheese grater, nor since retiring, dealing with terrorists. But, I've come to understand all too well depression since my wife of 40+ years died in March. It's a pernicious thing I'm working on shaking and have no intention of self-harm beyond enjoying that can of chili I bought today. That last requiring my sending an NBC-1 report first, so that a NUKEWARN flash can be sent. ;) Even more seriously, that notion of self-loathing is a condition of its very own that does require a mental health professional intervening, but attributing that to a suicide or suicide attempt is harmful to those in desperate need of protection. Kindly stop it and learn about such conditions before harming others with such bullshit. I never, ever claimed to be a diplomat, but I'm infamous for my candor.
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  45. I've got something that just outright kills people. It's called space and I don't even need to make it, it already is and isn't there. ;) Second place in killing astronauts goes to their own space suits. One astronaut nearly drowned, courtesy of his own space suit during an EVA. The source of the leak never identified and likely, given the stony silence on the matter, likely operator error. Once, I donned an M17 series protective mask for a military training exercise. Operator PM for that, upon receipt and regularly after being a series of checks, such as running a finger along the outlet valve and inlet valves. I skipped the outlet valve, due to intracranial flatulence. That valve got stuck closed. So, in the dark middle of the night during a training exercise, I get called for an emergency. I came running, fogged over lenses obscuring vision (a big hint of air flow obstruction) and I started to gray out, tunnel vision began and I realized I was being asphyxiated. Just shy of blackout, I realized in a flash what was going on and literally tore that buytl rubber mask in half - literally. The NBC NCO never saw one torn in half before, adrenaline is a strange thing. He kept apologizing for not checking the mask first, I wave him off, as it's an operator duty that I missed. I paid closer attention to operator checks after that debacle, as I damned near killed my dumb ass. Likely, a mis-seated connector caused the same for that astronaut. And he didn't have an option to tear off that helmet that was drowning him. Remove the helmet, get about 10 seconds of useful consciousness and a total of about 90 seconds before fatal v-fib that can't be resuscitated from. No experimental animal survived beyond 90 seconds of hard vacuum exposure. The few decompression events experienced by humans revealed only 10 seconds of consciousness. And in one case, cost a pressure chamber its window, as the supervisor broke out the window to rescue a technician whose faceplate failed under hard vacuum.
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  63.  @neuralmute  OK, we'll dig him up and charge him with suicide. Laws against suicide need to be properly targeted. Now, given what was presented here, beyond ethanol intoxication into duty hours, just which suicide attempt was one to curtail his access? I do have an answer - his first exposure. I also noted, he was a loner, which is a potential exposure to risk source. Nowhere a clincher, but one needing to be examined and alas, was ignored instead. That's a major oversight failure, the company wants to keep a worker on duty to make money, which is the company's purpose and its officers duty. Oversight ensures that insulation gets removed and action taken. Missed, after deleterious personnel actions began, access remained and worse, if access got denied, he'd be abandoned while in need. Some years ago, we were assigned a medic that had discharged after a tour in South Korea. SSDD, we were assigned a hell of a lot of reassuring numbers of personnel, diluting some deleterious personnel issues that plagued our organization since the inception of this nation. Long story abridged, the man exhibited outward charm, interacted well with the team. But, when alone, he would argue with someone not present and even strike his own face during a violent altercation. He also made gestures, during a motor movement that I replaced one of my privates in as driver (not suspicion at all, the private was ill and lacking other licensed drivers beyond one new driver, I've never asked that which I wouldn't do, so I drove. Passing a well placarded elementary school, he made gestures, after calling my attention to him, of shooting at the school. He passed one psych eval, he failed a second one after other, thankfully innocuous incidents. After he was discharged under compassionate grounds, he was found sleeping in our armory. The XO of the battalion wanted him arrested for trespass. I managed to divert that and personally drove him to a VA hospital and stayed there, he was refused treatment due to budget, now he's got God and an NCO behind him. NCO prevailed, News at Six or take care of someone we owe, decide now, well and properly. A few months later, I ran into him in town. Working, for a change, sane enough to survive in the presence of insanity of the populace, eating well. He did better than I've done after losing my wife of over 40 years. Took me a week just to be able to eat once a day. Nearly a month before I could tolerate two meals a day. I've only recently been tempted for three meals a day, the "requirement" also being nonsense. Last I heard before moving halfway across the country, he's finally fully functional. Given our knowledge and ability, that's the best outcome. Me vs the loss of my wife, the jury's still deliberating. :/ Add in BS wage lowering, not suicidal, I'd call it homicidal, save for the cidal bit, destroying a dishonorable business that bitches over turnover that's their fault, yeah. It'll even out, learned that from hard won experience.
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  65. It'd essentially start at peak heating, since it's originating at the densest part of the atmosphere. I'll assume tumbling adding inefficiencies to movement, sideface being unlikely due to the fluid dynamic, which I agree, are far from static. There'd also be ionized components to further confound trying to calculate matters and he also treated it as a uniform object that would fully melt, then boil as a unit, rather than melt from outside inward as has been observed for other hypersonic objects passing through the atmosphere. The core of a meteor doesn't instantly boil while the surface is being superheated and bolides tend to fail structurally due to the aerodynamic deceleration forces overcoming their binding energy more than anything purely heating related. More probably, the cap would be partially melting, losing strength as it's heated and aerodynamic forces driving pieces off as it traveled until sufficient mass was lost that only fragments were traveling and decelerating much as bolides would be traveling in pieces after a fireball explodes. I suspect a lot of the modeling has already been done that would help in calculating this, but much would be related to railgun work that remains classified. As it was a decidedly non-aerodynamic body to begin with, the stresses would be beyond immense, that the object is a disc and not a blunt body, conic, biconic, etc body just increases compressive strength failure as a mode of fragmentation of the body's chances tremendously. Then, to further muddy the waters, there's a major assumption that the initial estimation of velocity could be wildly off, as even the shape of the cover once it departed from where it was welded is unknown. Did the weld fail and it's just largely cover? Did it bring any parts of whatever structure it was welded to with it? The heating isn't immersive either, it's heated by the inferno just in front of the shockwave and modeling that is devilishly complex with known shaped objects, such as blunt body, aerodynamic body, cone body, etc. Most likely, it'd have come apart fairly early on, much as Columbia came apart, for much the same reasons.
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  70.  @mitchellspanheimer1803  metal shielding is even worse, especially with beta. Remember, Cs-137 is a 0.5 Mev beta source and a 0.6 Mev gamma source. Bremsstrahlung radiation will be emitted by metal when a particle impacts the metal atoms, which can then ionize a path through the chip itself. Some plastics would be far more effective in protecting the circuitry than metal. In space, one faces mostly protons and beta, along with x-ray and a touch of gamma, all save the EM generating bremsstrahlung radiation from the spacecraft hull. Thankfully, one doesn't have neutrons or protons to really foul the camera in the case of Cs-137, but damage from gamma should be minimal to absent at that energy level. As a hint, thunderstorms can generate gamma in the 100 Mev range, we don't see cameras failing from that. Pair production is quite unlikely at that flux and energy level. Oh, another tidbit, I-131 is used in nuclear imaging, had such testing done for my thyroid. It puts out around 0.364 Mev, which goes clean through the body to be easily detected. The Cs-137 is harder by a little, but magically was blocked by a hand that should've only barely attenuated some of the beta and not a lick of the gamma. Were such an offer real and I ran into it and could verify it as a source of some type, I'd buy it and call a friend who's a nuclear health physicist to verify by a proper survey. Then, if it was something like Cs-137, call the NRC and the military installation he works at to see who wanted to take custody of the damned thing. Better to get it off the street and market and into proper custody than pray it doesn't turn up used in some terrorist attack or irradiating a neighborhood. I'd also get the tag number of the seller and if possible, the VIN from the dashboard. The NRC would certainly want to have a conversation as to where such a hazardous source originated.
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  97. Given that the capsule of the cobalt-60 source is intact, Homer would never be radioactive, as cobalt-60 isn't a neutron emitter. But, there's another extremely common source that resembles that capsule, a phosphor coated tritium vial, the tritium also coming from nuclear power plants. Again, he'd not be radioactive, as it's intact. Although, the amount of tritium, were the source compromised would be decidedly unhealthy, it's unlikely to reach LD50 for tritium on a chemical basis. Biochemically speaking, tritium sucks in organic reactions... As for Cerenkov radiation, it's not only present in water, it can and has occurred in air, the eyes (OK, yeah, that's mostly water) and I've personally observed, much to my horror, its presence in glass. Really long story there. Oddly, there have been survivors of prompt criticality accident who observed the glow in the room air. Got sicker than all hell, but they survived. Suffice it to say, any children resulting from them are not on my family's intimate relationship list, as some of their DNA "eggs" got scrambled for certain. I've been, off and on, reading an interesting IAEA report on criticality accidents. My thought, the entire time reading it and after, "A bunch of 5 year old kids with daddy's loaded gun in their hands". I'm firmly convinced that Homer Simpson is a real person and he bounces back and forth mostly between the US and Russia. ;) Still, I'm in the market for a cobalt-60 source, so I'll soon be calling around South America to evaluate a few potential sources... :/ No, I'm sure Kyle recalls the orphaned sources at the heart of a couple of accidents and one in Mexico, which contaminated a hell of a lot of US steel that's still in use, you can't wink and smile about those deaths.
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  106.  @kylehill  had an iodinated contrast agent the other day for a CT scan, one of the potential side effects is a worsening of Grave's disease, which I have. Didn't have to worry, as I'm taking a medication that blocks an enzyme in the thyroid hormone iodination chain, preventing iodine from being linked to form the hormones in excess. It'd essentially behave the same way as potassium iodide and similar iodine drugs to shut down the thyroid gland. Because, a high dose of iodine does precisely that, it shuts down the thyroid gland as it takes up the administered iodine via the Wolf-Chaikoff effect. It's also an emergency treatment for a thyroid storm. The day after the radiologist's report was posted, my doctor called and tried to convince me to go to the hospital because my AAA had a thrombus in it. She missed the CT from two years prior that listed the same thing, "Yeah, but now you've got a second one". No, actually, it's two additional at the nephratic artery branches, they come with aneurysms. It's kept this long, no clots wandering about, it'll keep until the vascular surgeon's appointment in two months. She's consulting with the vascular surgeon, ain't heard back, so I suspect the surgeon agrees with me and not the resident. They're residents so that they can learn and I've always been a good instructor. And an incidental finding of a mass on an adrenal gland, which hasn't changed in size or shape in a decade. And that my lumbar and thoracic spine is a train wreck, which is also readily apparent from symptoms and that I need a cane to walk. Yep, I'm a walking pathology exhibit. With rather significant knowledge and experience in pharmacology and A&P.
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  107. I'm using tons of radiation right now. Otherwise, I'd be frozen and stubbing the shit out of my toes. Oh, ionizing radiation, my bad! Used that two days ago, got a CT scan to figure out how much of a train wreck that I am, the railroad's still sending full trainloads of heavy wreck equipment... The CT beams, guided and shielded largely with the magical metal of incandescent lamp filaments, cutter of metals in industrial applications, reflector of x-rays and gamma radiation in radiology equipment and x-ray and gamma telescopes, tungsten, the pain in the ass to work with metal. And oh, I do glow a fair bit in gamma. Had a thyroid scan using I-131, before dosing, they perform a background check, got my potassium-40 onboard as we all do, some strontium-90, cesium-137 and a few other isotopes your generation wouldn't have. Was born a week after Tsar Bomba detonated, when the nuclear armed nations had the dubious wisdom of detonating their products from the insanity factory in the atmosphere. Not that any cancers came of that, at least that's what our government told the downwinders repeatedly. I'm also known for anger management issues, unusual strength, but only turn green if I've eaten some food that's a bit off. ;) Actually, that's all measured in trace radiation levels, using a gamma camera, which also uses tungsten tubing to focus the energy for imaging. Which makes me wonder if this filament might be a good basis for those tubes, adding tungsten plating within for increased reflection efficiency and the tungsten impregnated plastic adding efficiency lost via the thinner reflection coating at a modest resolution cost. Gain being decreased cost and more importantly, less heavy support for a much lighter reflector. Because, tungsten is heavy and dense, as in "Oh my God, I need a new foot now that I've dropped this tungsten brick on it!" kind of heavy. And yeah, you'd be in the market for a new foot. It's damned heavy. It'd be also useful for a quick, fugly casing for homebuilt instrumentation, like my radiation spectrometer I built from plans on CERN's educational outreach site. Which reminds me, gotta scavenge a mylar cap for a radiation window, a cheap headset for the jack and a 10k resistor and 0.05 uF cap for coupling to the computer. The processing software is javascript and python, both already happily installed on my computers. Not too bad a price for the filament, considering. Guess I'll be ordering a printer soon after all. My americium source will be an excellent test sample for the filament.
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