Comments by "dave\x27s drone trips \x26 Other Trivial Things " (@durv13) on "American Reacts to Funny interview with an Aussie Bogan 🤣" video.
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i hear yu mate . im 57 to . and i use to tear these roads up as a kid lol . i still dont mind putting the foot down and gettin a bit of a drift goin , lol just dont give me a bike , lol , then ill become a pain in the arse lol . leaning around corners back wheeling out of bends , i got a saying ,,,,,, you dont get old and stop playing , you stop playing and get old . :-P
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 @jadecawdellsmith4009 meh , mortality , lol another illusion . as much as i enjoying doing things . im pretty easy when it comes to death . yu wont hear that often lol . ive been expecting it for quite a few years now , i have heart disease . 14 heart attacks . flat lined 4 times , nothing they can do , so they gave me a defibrillator , worst thing i ever did lol . had a bad turn about 3 years ago . might of been 2 , i lose track of time . defib went off , lol holy crap . talk about truck hitting you ? lol . and i was in the shower . lol . so i was washing my head , full of soap , and i felt dizzy . and thought , oh oh , i know this feeling , so i leaned back against the wall , soon as i touched the wall , BANG , it hit me lol . like getting the worst electric shock ever n a horse kicking you in the chest at once , lol luckily i took the hit , so didnt knock me out or drop me . i just stood there thinking . F**K . I MUST OF JUST DIED AGAIN LOL . so i washed the soap from my face dried off got out n called an ambulance . told them what happened . they kinda didnt believe me . lol they wondered why i was calm n calling them . anyhoo get to hospital they ask me what im doing there ? . lol i was like . ummmmm i had a heart attack , you know that . she said , NO , what are you doing alive ? . i lol n said i dunno , why ? she said at the time the defib went off . ' i better add first . they monitor my defib via a machine i have here sends information straight to them every day about my heart . and alerts them if im having problems n i dont know it . ' its pretty cool . so at the time it went off my heart rate was 275 bpm . i should of died lol . well after a while i got to thinking and said , i want this turned off . im gonna die anyway , but this things gonna punish me until my heart actually stops . and ive had enough of that lol . they wont turn it off . cos they may as well kill me if they do . so they set it not to go off now until 300 bpm . by then ill already be dead . so no shocks . lol
that was a long way around telling you why i dont fear dying i actually look forward to it . because i have no life now . no family . and now ? lol cant even go out and visit ppl . and can only have 1 person visit me . well that last episode did a bit of damage . im down to 23% heart left now . n i still wont slow down lol . noone knows when it will give up . its just a waiting game . but i know i wont get another 5 years . im hoping for 2 n 1/2 lol i want to beat my dad . he died at 58 . i wanna make 59 then ill take whatever is handed to me . lol . only gonna take one more attack n im gone lol .
but your right . noone wants to die when theres still life to live . but noone wants to live forever . lol . so i decided to take on a chinese saying .. those who cling to live are closer to death . and im definitely not clinging to life lol . so i might live longer . yu cant win . lmao
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 @jadecawdellsmith4009 as you say . we all gotta go sometime . lol ppl forget that . i like to remind them lmao . i tell them , you realise in 100 years time . everyone now on this planet will be dead . that upsets so9me ppl lol . ive had alot of dramas in my life . most i could handle . some got the better of me . then i came to another conclusion lol after some deep dark thinking . i thought . why are there so many depressed unhappy ppl ? . my lifes not that bad but im depressed . and i dont know why . so i did alot of research . mainly on chemical reactions in the brain . because i knew thats where the problem lied . i was fit healthy strong as a bull . but not happy . lol and without going too far into it . it boiled down to . nature . i'd lost it . i never realised it until then . that everyone has lost nature . were brainwashed into a certain way of thinking . and acting . to be acceptable in society .
then i realised its all those outside programing's were to make me lose touch of what life was about . so i started thinking of what it is about . 'the meaning of life ' lmao .. and im certain i have it worked out . lol and most ppl think im a nut . others think its my way of saying i want to die because i have nothing lol .
but i tell them . life is simple . all life is simple . your born . you grow . you learn . you breed you nurture you teach . to the point they can now live without you , then they carry it on . but with old knowledge and new acquired knowledge , which is , evolution itself , then we die . our job here is finished . in old times . and now im only talking that 100 years again lol . ppl only lived to 40 if they were lucky . and that was a life time . long enough to achieve lifes goal , but today . average life span here is 84 ...... what do we do with all that spare time ? . work for some rich bugger baby sit lol . get old lol sick sore , lose brain activity , then body functions . now they want you to work until your 70 lol . ffs lol i wont make 70 . id die at work lol . and how long are you going to live over 70 ? long enough to spend that 55 years of super ? lol . nope . more spoiled kids that get money for nothing lol . and this is why i say . our whole issue is , ppl live to long . creates over population . more demand on roads shops schools jobs . everything . then they need something like ummmmm a virus that hits the whole world and knocks out the ones that serve little purpose .... lol . then they'll poison ppl with a vaccine . but this vaccine is mostly saline . and only causes small amounts of ppl to react to it . but the boosters will be the real deal . watch ppl drop off then .
as far as ppl go lol yeah i dont seem to like being around alot of ppl . and relationships ? lol >
>>> hopeless ,, i pushed my whole family away . brother n sister , 2 kids and their mum ..most of my friends . not that i intended to , but i did . havnt seen them in years now , my sister i never saw much n we never got on . but my brother i havnt seen for ummm be close to 10 years now i think . and i think me n the boys mum broke up about 15 years ago . so i havnt seen my eldest boy that long . and my youngest i havnt seen now for about 8 or 9 years . i tried to keep in touch but they didnt want that . so instead of becoming a stalker i had to let that go to ... no i didnt do anything that bad to deserve it . lol . i got sick . couldnt work . so me n her got on each others nerves . i asked for some time to fix myself , because the family life was stressing me to so i wasnt getting relief with them there . but she got sick of waiting for me to get better . n took off lol with my boys . i didnt like that , but again . cant do alot about it . but then i didnt see the boys for a month n that killed me . i didnt know how to contact them to arrange a visit , didnt know where they lived . and again . didnt want to push the point n get in trouble . but i found out my brother knew where they were n didnt let me know , so yeah , naturally i told him where to go . with his loyalties . and basically . thats why im alone and have been lol . as i said . relationships ? i tried after her n them . but nah . i ended up getting use to being on my own , lol now to think of anyone else here scares me lol . so i do get yu feeling smothered at times and need to breath .
finally . yeah i wanted a way out many times . apparently im hard to kill lol . believe it or not . lol i thought about for a split second not long ago lol . just had enough .then realised . no matter what i do . this defib is going to try n save me and back to electrocuted n kicked by a horse . lmao as you say , being dead dont bother me . its the process of getting their scares me lol . this thing can go off a few times before it stops for 5 mins lol . so ive stopped thinking about easy exits lol .
i have no such thing in my choices lol .
oh n they wont let me turn it off . because they and i know id be dead in weeks . and there job is to save life not let it go .
exactly the same when you tell them you want a DNR lol my initials , but do not resuscitate , they will always try . because theyre not allowed to let ppl die ... unless your on life support n yu need to turn it off cos theyre basically dead anyway .
had a friend die almost 2 years ago from cancer . spent the last 9 months with her every day . and last 4 months in palliative care . i saw so much death there . 30 ppl actually . and i got to know most of them before they went . they give them end of life medication . basically speeds things up . since then i havnt really had time for ppl . covid hit as she died . not her but from china in the news . she died feb 2020 just as things started going downhill for us . im glad shes not here to go through it . but yeah that was very eye opening and because of covid ive had no life since . so i went from 4 months with her in palliative care to walking out into covid lol .
sorry that was so long lol .
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