Comments by "" (@tekannon7803) on "" video.
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Your dad probably smiled and chuckled after you left him, thinking that you were a fighter just like him when he died. He'd sure be proud of you now. I've got the same story except that I first lost my wife, and then my daughter to illness. My daughter is hopitalized for life. She's not in this world anymore; I'm speaking about in her mind. I will lament or regret not giving her all the things she wanted for the rest of my life even though I know nothing I could have ever done would have made any difference. All I know is that, probably like you Megyn, it's changed my mission statement. I'm a working artist, but I know I'll be expanding into other areas to make sense of it all. I know I have to get past the guilt and at the same time I know it's really a losing battle. I feel a lot like you do about it; one has to move on. Like all girls, my daughter always wanted things I couldn't afford or didn't think she should have at the time or that I couldn't give her for some reason. I tried in every way to be there for her and give her a good life, but she wasn't well in her head and it was terribly difficult to find a way to help her get on to a normal life. In the end, all our attempts to save her failed. We thought she'd pull out of it, I had so many hopes she'd overcome the illness, but the illness was stronger than her. Be well--
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