Comments by "worn down" (@worndown8280) on "" video.

In the span of 5 months, I broke my back, was medically discharged from the Marine Corps, my wife left me, I had to put my 16 year old dog down, then had the first of three back surgeries to repair the damage. Post surgery they made made me see a head shrink. Apparently I had significant severe depression. I went through more than a few docs before I found a guy who was prior service and I asked him if it was a red flag if I had no really close friends. He said, do you want friends or do you think having friends will make you look or feel normal? I shockingly, to myself at least, I said no. He said then dont worry about it. I think a lot of us feel this way. Maybe its to much damage, maybe its a form of emotional self preservation, or maybe its the result of a dysfunctional childhood from divorced parents who were never home. But in todays age, its not unnormal. But one should be careful not to become antisocial in your solace. We are still social animals.
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Dust thanks. I am more or less. I have nerve damage in my legs but I'm retired now and have a little farm. Got everything I wanted.
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@shawnhampshirehick101 I never got notified of any of these comments. So I am sorry I never responded. I dont miss my ex though. If you ever need anything reach out to your brothers. I still have many that hit me up when they have a dark moment. We are there.
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@manager4409 indeed. I had always felt I was weird that I was ok being alone. For the first time after that chat with him when i left his office I didnt feel weird, just built different. lol
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@theskyizblue2day431 I got yeeted out of a ch-46 that took a dirt nap from trying to turn while to low. Reservist pilot. Tore my harness off me and bounced me about 100 meters into a bramble. Apparently I looked like the little kid being thrown in Tropic Thunder at the end. The co pilot and me were the only two to make it out. I wasnt even suppose to be on that bird. The RO got sick so I volunteered to take his spot. I was a 2531. We were just helping the reservists train.
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