Comments by "TotalRookie_LV" (@TotalRookie_LV) on "HealthyGamerGG" channel.

  1. I don't want self-love, I want a validation by a person I love, THAT will make me fill fulfilled and let me love myself.
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  2. 3:10 - What the patient gets out of that? Bills to pay, of course! 🤣
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  3. No, washing dishes is not hard for me: 1) it's a very basic task - no decision making, planning and complex prioritising involved, it just takes whatever time is needed; 2) I do it, so my wife don't have to, which makes me feel good.
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  4. What I do have troubles with were apartment renovations, sometimes it felt almost impossible, I wasn't just procrastinating, my brains shut down and I fell asleep.
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  5. I don't know HOW, it just happened. Got broken hearted once, turned down a few women interested in me, as that was not a mutual interest, and then started meeting the girl I'm still together after 20 years. There was no "work on yourself" crap, I'm just of above average intellect, height and looks. Easy! Despite me being from a poor family and low on many for most of my life until relatively recently.
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  6. While diagnosed for ADHD, the specialist multiple times asked me about addictions, but all I got were games, music, to some degree sweets and my emotional bound to my girlfriend, no drugs or alcohol. XD
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  7. "..I watch videos about..." (names a whole buch of bullshit terms)
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  8.  @lapeaches8006  Then the world crushes. On the bright side - that has happened only once, and now I know, that "the end of the world" only lasts around 2-3 years, then it gets better. But it would be much harder now, when I'm handicapped (and that breakup may be partly to blame for my failing health). Besides, this is not an issue for most people, it's just that I'm neurodivergent (inattentive ADHD, maybe ASD too, but it's not diagnosed yet) with rejection sensitivity, which means my feelings are extremely intense (which may scare some people) and don't really fade with time, at least not to the degree it happens to so called "normal people", to me eternal love and friendship are not a fairytale, but a daily reality, and I don't need regular reminders about them, those feeling just linger somewhere in my brain, which may sound nice, but it also means a breakup, that happened in the past millennia, still hurts sometimes. Maybe it would not, maybe it would be gone, but a grief fired up those emotions anew - I found out about the death of my first girlfriend a few years ago, turns out that isn't all that unusual - there are A LOT of stories on how news about the death of the first love can be really devastating.
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  9. No, there is no high expectations for my kid due to kid's high IQ, because so do I - got high IQ and ADHD.
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  10. Yeah, I was a gifted child. That "if only he applied himself" is extremely familiar. It's not like I grew up and turned out to be moron and loser, but I'm not a big success either, even dropped out of university. I was almost 40, just a couple of months short, googled for my health issues and found that at least one of them is quite typical in case of ADHD. What's ADHD then? Looked up... Oh, shit! And some 5 years later came middle life crisis combined with mood swings caused by my disability (got multiple sclerosis, which makes moving around harder and harder) and RSD (rejection sensitive dysphoria) connected with my first girlfriend, which I haven't seen for decades. That's when I recalled, I was gifted and set as an example in maths, physics, drawing, music, swimming etc. And... what have I achieved? Besides I'm sort of a cripple both mentally and physically. Felt like torture for a while. On the other hand, I got a job in a field, where I can apply my talent, and now I earn above average, met a couple of smart and beautiful ladies, first broke my heart (no foul play on her part, our feelings just were not mutual), but married the second one.
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