Comments by "Diana Pennepacker" (@dianapennepacker6854) on "Chubbyemu" channel.

Yes absolutely 100٪ signs of an addicting exchanging one habit for an other. It happens all the time and is a real issue. You have to pint point the undying problem and realize how it is effecting your choices which is easier said than done.
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Or they went in and didn't mention it. Yet he didn't wait and forget about it. So they'd be like what why are you here? "Oh can't remember. I was just worried about my stomach." Also why the hell would the medical staff not beleive him?
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Once contempt comes in the relationship is over. Only time can heal that. She definitely was showing contempt.
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Yeah this and the coconut guy really strike me. It is in insane that even with precautions taken that what seemingly seems like something insignificant becomes lethal. Then you have people consuming tide pods and other stuff for challenges or pranks and live.
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Especially FISH which is well known to be stupid dangerous even slightly bad. Salmonella is the least of your worries. When working with fish at a restaurant my bosses always said don't risk it even if you're not positive. Not worth it. . ! Some of these stories are insane on the persons part. The guy with the coconut milk story is on an other level though. He did an honest mistake and everything right. He didn't continue to drink it and washed his mouth ASAP.
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@rabbit0664 Believing the person inflicted over the other is different story. People can be be cruel and make up things. On the other hand you have people who are too ashamed or have dementia which is a differenr ball game for medical staff. Still if I said look docs. I swallowed X about Y minutes ago and I'm concerned about Z inside it. The only tests I would want done are an X Ray or Ultrasound and I would want solutions on how to get it out NOW. Not fucking lab tests because those tests don't matter if the thing has potential to start leaking or continue to... Those can come later along with observation.
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I feel like I have a high tolerance but abscesses just can be the worse. Not only can they kill you but the pain is unbearable and I've basically gone through some shit like nurses trying to fish urine out with a catheter for 30 minutes. Also stabbed. Tooth pain though? I've had it so bad that I kept dry puking and couldn't see. Almost died from hypothermia due to me sweating so much during the winter while walking to the store. Definitely keep up on dental care guys. It will save you a ton of pain down the line.
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Nothing like end stage liver - when I have too much ammonia in my body I get hepatic encelopathy. The solution? Give me more Lactalose which is a very effective laxative to get rid of the excess. Better then Metamucil. Since an attack usually leaves my muscles in shambles and I can be out for a day or two I can't walk. Poor nurses have to constantly clean. When my kidneys started to totally fail as well it was HELL. After already having like five large movements in the last two hours a third effing volcano came out. It literally was the most horrifying shi¹t imaginable. It got all over the back of my body. I had to lay in it for 40 minutes as it was late at night and only a single nurse was making rounds at the my room. Took her an I a good 45 minutes to clean up. Horrifying. Then the doctors tried jump starting me with IV fluid and a powerful steroid so I was in the ICU amongst other drugs to try to get me to urinate as I already had a gallon or so of fluid in me. I became a effing waterfall at one point and stuck to the kabode as every time I tried walking to the bed it was just like a running facet. Nurse kept asking me to get back on the bed but everytime I got up it just came out. Rinse and repeat. They didn't want to put a cath or whatever for some reason which would have been a lot easier. Felt so bad for the nurses anytime I'm admitted. I always have them drop off piles of those disposable small towels/blankets for a quick change and make sure I get to walking status ASAP. Surprised I didn't die from too much fluid TBH during those stints. I suspect they basically finished my kidneys from the HE episode by putting me into a coma which was not necessary for a few days and not giving me a paracentesis for 4 days even though I had 8.4 liters of fluid in my abdomen.
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Which ya mean when it enters the body? I suffer from malnutrition because it's hard to eat (liver and kidney failure basically). But yeah I never was one to eat healthy. Lots of salt. Sucks though not having an appetite and fluid restrictions are by far my biggest complaint. God I wish I could just chug a liter of ice cold water (well chocolate milk) but I can't.
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@urusaiinu @urusaiinu What started the habit? I'm sort of the opposite. Short of drinks and sour candy/deserts food was mainly sustenance. I was rarely someone who would eat something just because it is there and tasty. I also naturally was always a intermittent faster by default. Wouldn't eat till much later in the day as food made me sluggish. Didn't eat healthy but ate a lot and people were always amazed that I wasn't fat. Every girl I've been with gained weight due to my eating habits. It was bizarre how many calories I was burning compared to them and I do believe in faster metabolism. I am-was a very wired dude. Yeah it wasn't till my liver started failing before I had to change diet and really start paying attention to everything. Now my kidneys are blasted too so doubly so as I can OD on a lot of vitamins and minerals. I started reading at first about how to enhance flavor as I have to limit salt and that brought me into the science of food and how it interacts. It is super interesting especially with how 21 amino acids are responsible for so much. I am restricted to 24 ounces of liquid a day. Ugh it is the worse thing about dying. Ironic really that drinking is why I'm dying and I will die thirsty. If I ever get a transplant the first thing I'm doing is chugging a gallon of chocolate milk haha. Nectar of the gods! PS: I just tried Fairlife whole milk. Easy on the gut and has 13g of protein and less sugar(personally wish it had the same as Lactaid Protein as I'm losing 30 cals per cup). I probably couldn't tell it from regular milk in a blind taste test! Give it a try as it is possibly the best drink ounce per ounce that isn't a nutritonal supplement or meal replacement. Wish I liked fat. Been hard getting fat into my diet. Why is all the good tasting yogurt fat free damn it.
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Shit will kill you along with benzos! Its why I drank so long as I was dealthy afraid of withdrawaling. I hate them with a passion and already had my time with opiates (methadone. Hell on earth at my dose and you withdrawal weeks upon weeks.) I actually sort of got lucky in a fucked up way when I quit alcohol ‐ decided to quit as I was at 1 liter of vodka a day. Took my last shot and went in and was brought to the ER. Told I had just days to live ‐ that's how bad I was. I had a minor surgery on my anus, and later that day I ruptured the stitches and nearly bled out. For the next few weeks I was in an out of consciousness and can hardly remember stuff outside at times I was hallucinating and would see animals running back and forth. Being so sick and on on so much medication I couldn't really focus on anything else if that makes sense. It will be a year come May. Please quit before you become like me. My kidneys ended up failing in September and dying isn't the worse part of the disease. Its the fact I can't fucking drink anything really as I'm on severe liquid restrictions. Only 16ounces a day! God if I ever get a liver and kidney transplant the first thing I'm doing is drinking a large vanilla milk shake till I get brain freeze. I'm going to blind taste different waters. Try all sorts of juices. The only thing I won't drink is alcohol. It SUCKS that I cannot create my own urine. All the liquid goes into my abdomen and I have to get it pumped every 10 days ‐ was 5Liters a week but new treatment has lowered it. It's ironic isn't it... Drinking is what was the last nail for me. And I will die a very thirsty man.
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 @keith_dixon Yup remember that episode and LL being in it. Wonder what happened to him.
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Yeah alcohol and the withdrawals aren't a joke. Your poor friend. I'm sorry. Alcohol killed me in 4 years of heavy drinking. I started getting hepatic encelopathy about six months before I finally went into quit on May 2022. At the time I didn't know what it was. Thought I was having a seizure. Yet the doctors at the ER kept saying I only drank too much, because they don't listen. As an alcoholic you tend to get pretty good at knowing what you need to function versus getting hammered. Anyway when I quit. My body crashed and I was in the hospital all of 2022. Lost my kidneys after a three day coma. Kept getting life threatening infections. Was lower than 85 pounds. No one thought I'd make it, including myself, but I just kept waking up doing what I could do. Now I'm stabilized on the transplant list. Still feel like total garbage, and limited physically, but I really did do a miraculous turn around. I'll take that. Anyway doctors can suck. The fact they weren't listening to me, and the symptoms were so obvious is astounding. If they told me I was getting hepatic encelopathy I would have sped up my timeline to quit. I kept pushing it back thinking it what is a year - takes 20 years of heavy drinking before end stage cirhossis. Oh boy I was dead wrong. Quit ahead while you can folks who are drinking.
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@anhedonia420 Three days is nothing for some people. I've gone almosy six days due to severe insomnia. I will admit I don't know when it starts but you do and can do whats called microsleep which is counted in seconds to a few minutea. Like I would look awake but nobodies home. Only way I realized I was doing this is as someone else noticed me just blank out for a few minutes mid conversation and pick right back up like nothing happened haha. Insomnia is no joke. Start to see shit. Weirdly energy drinks will make me tired if I drink a good amount of them. Early today I watched a video about Doc here. He says energy drinks cured his insomnia because he found out he would only sleep. It was the extra vitamins in the energy drink. I wonder if that's why I don't have insomnia now. Dietary and life changes. Insomnia is torture and really messes you up.. Anyway coffee for 3 days? Yeah that is nothing. Personally if I drink coffee once a day it will perk me up but the second and third just make me feel more sluggish. Also you can study all you want guys. What matters is if you actually retain the information and you need sleep to do that. Sometimes it is better to go to bed instead of forcing yourself to magically stuff all that information in your head. Lack of sleep will make it harder to recall things you do know. Even an hour is still rest even though it sucks getting up exhausted.
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@tissuepaper9962 I'm sorry. People like you, and that train of thought are just shifting responsibility. You're an idiot if you eat something like that many supplements and literal bacteria. A single warning is all one should need with a quick Google search. Truth is you can't help stupid.
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Trust me people have done stupid things long before TikTok! We are just lucky or unlucky enough to have it easily accessible all over the internet! I'm so glad I was born when I was. Just on the cusp of everybody having a camera in their pocket when I was a stupid teen. Thankfully the stupid crap my friends and I did aren't online forever. Would be nice to have some memories though. One time I did Dramamine with a friend. Like the whole package each j believe.. It makes you not hallucinate but delirious - a very important distinction which we did not appreciate as we were experienced in tripping. Long story short we went get more because we did not feel it. Yet we kept walking towards his house and then start walking to the store to back to his house... them we split off from each other when he went to go piss. I waited for an hour before some black guy who might not have been real came out with a bat. I told him I was waiting for a friend but ill walk. I walked home instead and when I got home I saw ticks on me! So I picked them me for hours with tweezers and dug deep gashes all aound my skin and saw a bunch of crazy shit. My friend did not make it home. Next day I get worried and his mom calls and I finally admitted what we did. His dad picked me up and go looking for him. I see my jacket on the dumpster in this apartment complex and we find a line of clothes leading to someone's apartment balcony. So we stop and yell- he hears us and is in the woods. His dad goes in like super man and comes out carrying his butt ass naked 18yo son covered with wounds. My friend walked through a huge pricker field naked and woke up in it and couldn't get out. Had thousands of cuts all over his body. We both lived though so there's that but hard lessons learned. Just thought I'd share. Will only trip on peyote or mescaline now but that is rare as hell.
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I lost mine due to liver. Definitely hold onto that kidney because not being able to create urine SUCKS. The 16oz a day fluid restrictions is horrible. Dying and dialysis is easy. Being thirsty all the time is horrible. If I ever get a liver and kidney transplant the first thing I'm doing is chuggingb a massive ice cold glass of chocolate milk to celebrate! Take care of your kidneys people!
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