Comments by "John G Williams" (@johnwilliams8818) on "Kirstie Alley calls out 'psycho' Hollywood politics on 'Tucker Carlson Today'" video.

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  3. @SkyClear  You are like me. I have to edit and reread and edit posts or replies over and over due to the "Novel" effect 😁 I have routines that help me. Like I go to the same stores, I take the same routes to familiar places, etc. Also, I get to know the staff so should I become overwhelmed? I can simp[ly let someone know that I didn't abandon my cart, I just needed to step outside for a moment. Grocery stores and other large places are a challenge to my agoraphobia. They have also become a tool that I use to challenge myself. Like you I tell myself that I have been there and done that. It's rare now that I scare myself into the Emergency Room. I'm 55 and good for one every 7 to 10 years. I actually had one on April 1st, 2020. I woke up out of a sound sleep and got stuck in a loop. I HATE when that happens. None of my tools work. That's when I know to visit the ER. They don't do anything to help. It's like "Hey, I KNOW what wrong I just don't know how to break the loop." But they insist on blood tests and X-rays and ct scans. This last time I was kept overnight and because of Covid? Was one of two patients in the entire hospital. I have a luxury room with an endless supply of specialists poking and prodding and making the anxiety worse by their need to parade and invade my space. On the plus side? I learned that the Box breathing technique works so well... That when I was taken down for a stress test of my heart? They had to give me the entire dosage of the "Speedup" drug AND something extra because the box breathing becomes so natural and automatic that it even reacted to the drugs to cal, my breathing and slow down my heart. The Technician doing the imaging even commented that she could tell something was happening, she just didn't know what. I had a long conversation with the cardiologist afterward about "What" I had learned and "How" it's done. I "think" he learned something from me. I learned that the valve on the sinus side of my heart is a "little" enlarged, which is likely what causes my biggest trigger. I can "hear" my heartbeat and "Feel" it as well. It's an "Inside" sound. I don't know what's so hard about understanding what that means either. But various doctors give me a "Brain fart" look when I say that to them. Hah! See! I just realized I was doing it too!
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