Comments by "John G Williams" (@johnwilliams8818) on "" video.
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I can definitely associate with all of this. Except that I was a boy who instinctively preferred playing with and acting like a girl. I never felt "wrong" until I got older. I entered puberty early too, around 8 or 9. I had hairy legs at 10. I also had facial hair.
I "Never" felt that I wanted to "BE" a woman. That never happened. I "Did / Do" go through the whole maternal thing. I desired children, it got really intense when I was younger. But I realized that I could not carry a child because I had a male body.
However, I met a man when I was 10 who was a "Friend" that introduced me to sex. I "learned" that I liked the attention and could get more via manipulation of men to get that attention. Screwed up my entire adult life. I became very promiscuous and did A LOT of things that might shock some people. To me, it was never a "Wrong" thing. I had a doctor who used to describe what I did as "Socially Unacceptable Behavior"... I'm 57 now and still do not get how that works when all parties are in agreement on what is being done.
I've lived with severe depression, anxiety, and distrust of people (more men, but women too (rivalry). I am manic and bipolar, I have agoraphobia and OCD... But I am OPEN and can talk about anything with anyone. I had an inappropriate childhood, I was assaulted by three older men when I was 15. I've attempted suicide twice and spent time in a psychiatric hospital.
Not quite sure what Doctor Peterson's position is on homosexuality. But here is what I've learned. If you are NOT homosexual? You cannot put yourself into a homosexual mindset. Doesn't matter how much education you have. People have certain things which are hardwired into our autonomous systems (like breathing, heart beating, etc) and those things happen all by themselves. Our "Core" Sexual psychology (separate from our Biological Physicality) is in place before our physical body gets the "Go Ahead" to complete its formation in the womb.
All fetuses in all mammals start gender neutral (female) which is why males have nipples.
The "Seperation" of biological "Physical & Anatomical" sex is made when the "Spark" ignites the brain and it "Boots up" for the very first time. A quick systems check is performed and the "Brain" announces it's a boy or a girl. And the body finishes developing.
Sometimes the message that gets sent is wrong or misinterpreted. The "Core" psychology is one sex but the biological "Physicality" got the wrong memo.
Environment does play an important role in how that psychology develops. It does not however determine the "Core" psychology. Only how it reacts, adjusts, interpets, those stimuli as they relate to the Male or female psyche.
Trust me Men... You CANNOT imagine how gay men have sex. Because you are wired to insert and pollinate. Women are wired to attract a suitable inserter pollinator. THAT is how every gay man is. So you ALWAYS imagine we are looking at your behinds and thinking "Insert and Pollinate". I Promise you that NO gay men ever think that way. We do like to mess with your heads though (just like every single woman on the face of the earth, except the lesbians, they too think like the Inserter Pollinators).
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